#loyalitct

[quietresistance]

Happy Birthday, my lovely! 💕

AW thank you!  I appreciate it!

[quietresistance]

(i’m sick of waiting for them to unblock my post so... @loyalitct )

[quietresistance]

“ And now that you don’t have to be perfect, you can be good. ”

                FINGERS  FRANTICALLY  WORK  AT  THE  BUTTONS  ON  HER  DARK   coat,  the  girl  desperate  to  leave  before  her  watering  eyes  turns  into  blinding  tears  and  sniffles  into  angry  sobs.    Helen’s  words  echo  in  her  mind  over  and  over  in  the  few  bare  seconds  since  they  left  the  woman’s  lips.     ( perfect  how?    good  how?    i  want  no  part  of  their  version! )    An  attempt  to  assure  despite  her  ( past )  mistakes  she  still  has  a  place  in  the  Reich  only  tears  at  her  heart,  fanning  to  life  the  little  anger  left  in  her  exhausted  body.    She’s  already  good  in  every  sense  of  the  word...  good  and  kind  and  loving  in  ways  that  they  can  never  be!     They  allow  so  much  terror  and  cruelty  into  their  world...  how  could  anyone  who  participates  in  their  sham  believe  themselves  good?    Beating  and  murdering,  raping  and  robbing...    Heavy,  hot  tears  begin  to  roll  down  her  cheeks,  Katherine  slowly  giving  up  on  escaping  before  Smith’s  wife  could  tell  anything  was  wrong.

                    ❝  I’m  sorry,  M-  ❞    ( ma’am?    call  me  helen. )    ❝  Helen.    I  really  need  to  go.  ❞          So  panic-stricken  is  she  to  escape  before  all  her  feelings  pour  out  in  a  ( treasonous )  flood,  she  forgets  she’s  in  her  own  tiny  room.    The  stripes  of  raised  flesh  hidden  under  cloth  ache  as  she  finally  accomplishes  her  goal,  coat  buttoned  with  shaking  hands.    Without  a  single  word,  she  flees,  oblivious  for  the  moment  her  actions  calls  so  much  attention  to  her  wrongs,  to  her  loyalties.    Steps  rattle  as  she  flies  down  them,  practically  crashing  through  the  back  door,  cold  air  slamming  into  her  like  a  wall.    But  she  only  takes  a  few  more  steps  before  collapsing  onto  a  crate,  chest  wrenching  as  her  hands  clench  over  her  mouth,  sobs  escaping  between  icy  fingers.          ——  classic lit starters  ||  accepting

[quietresistance]

                    EYES  WIDENED  AS  ANOTHER  WOMAN  POINTED  out  the  well-dressed  figure  as  she  stood  down  the  hall  from  them,  Katherine  keeping  her  files  clutched  to  her  chest.    Helen  Smith.    The  Obergruppenführer’s  wife.    A  curiosity  for  the  people  who  worked  so  far  below  Smith,  but  for  her,  a  source  of  slight  envy.    With  a  husband,  a  family,  a  home,  the  woman  had  so  much  she  wished  she  could  have  only  a  fraction  of  at  times.    Though,  all  of  it  was  tempered  by  no  desire  to  support,  even  with  silence,  what  Mrs.  Smith  stood  for.    She  would  rather  stay  alone  the  rest  of  her  life  than  pay  into  the  regime.    But  still,  she  couldn’t  help  her  desire  for  something  more.

                    BUT  THEN,  AS  MRS.  SMITH  TURNED  toward  them,  Katherine  pressed  against  the  narrow  hall’s  wall  to  allow  her  passage,  her  collegue  ducking  into  a  doorway.                    ——  @loyalitct

[bertievi]

@loyalitct replied to your post: Me: *FINALLY GETS THROUGH TO INTERVIEW* The Job:...

Seriously, my bf applied for a job and they only interviewed people once a week, and he told them when he wasn’t available (which happened to be the only days they held interviews) and said they’d get back to him but never did. So bc they were too lazy to rearrange and make appropriate arrangements after inviting him to an interview, he lost out on the job

It’s troubling but after applying I have been hearing all these bad things about the place too, so if they do the same to me XD Well, I might be dodging a bullet. Sorry about your BF’s interview, the job market it just a joke at the moment <3

[quietresistance]

‘songs’

1.  Heroes — Zayde Wolf

2.  Halo — Beyonce

3.  I Got You — Bebe Rexha

4.  Human — Rag’n’Bone Man

5.  Stand By You — Rachel Platten

send ‘songs’ for a playlist for our muses  ||  accepting

[bertievi]

📙

The Library Meme 

📙 - What has been your proudest muse moment so far? 

  There are a lot to chose from, but if I had to pick at least a theme, it would be Bertie working out his courage to tell Kat and Rob that he liked them. This shy bean was expected to struggle with this for ages but he surprised me with his own little ways of making his feelings known for the pair of them ^^.

[bertievi]

@loyalitct replied to your post: I just chipped my tooth -.- fml

I mean at least it wasn’t bc I hit you in the mouth with a baseball bat like I did to my sister ����‍♀️

Well, I am glad of that at least XD