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a mother’s love
thinking about how kim dokja's constant self-sacrifice is really just his form of showing love because that's all he's ever known and grew up with. he realized it when he read stories of yoo jonghyuk's countless regressions as he threw away his life time and time again in hopes that he can finally save the world, but it really started with his mother when she took the blame for killing his father and lived the rest of her life in jail. how she threw away everything and how she sold their lives as a story that he hated so much just so the world would never know that kim dokja was the one who murdered his father
he might've not known why she did this, but maybe somewhere, maybe the same place where he locked the memory of killing his father, he knew subconsciously she wrote that book for him. and he might've hated her for it, but, after growing up neglected and unloved, it was the only form of love he understood and clung to. and sacrificing himself for the world, just like how he read yoo jonghyuk has for 13 years, was just his own profession of love for the world
Why is Lee Sa-Young called 240?
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