Oftentimes I feel emotions so deeply and viscerally I need to puke it out. I never do physically- but I did in the past when physical pain was also involved ( HAD to choose between two painful devils). The relief of vomiting is euphoric. If you concentrate enough and imagine all the unwanted emotions while shoving your fingers down your throat, I swear they get out.
Anyhow. I’ve been told by two professionals I respect enough that I am too logical and analytical with my emotions. It’s a know fact amongst myselves- would be blasphemous if it wasn’t.
Intellectualizing emotions is a coping mechanism AND organizational process. I enjoy deconstructing, decapitating, understanding and seeing how something works from the inside out, etymologies of every concept and philosophy.
Of course I fell for the Mind Palace renovations perversions, or how to go through your mind as You, everyone else (subject to meticulous clearance process ), a terribly severe critic and GOD and removing, enhancing, replacing, reconstructing, repainting systems and processes of going through and in the world. As me. How am I in the world? There is so much to take in consideration and I cannot leave it all to such an ephemeral concept as emotions. They burn lives, destroy careers and future generational wealth. OF COURSE ILL INTELLEFTUWLIZE EMOTIONS !
WHO WOULDNT !?!?!
Here I am getting emotional 🤭
This is proving to be a vast and intricate new study and experience subject. I’m diving in. I’ll keep you posted.
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