#luh ya!

[insufferablelust]

I don't know if this is the Seb Stan you mentioned but he's hugging you now xD

Hey bubs! sorry for the long wait! i took a break from everything for a week, i’m so sorry!! but yes thats him!! my personal bearrr ugh i mean isnt he so huggable??? anywayss thank you for sending me this gorgeous!! i love you so much and i hope youre doing well xx

[captainpettie]

“ i as evolving - something you’ll never do. ” [x]

(as requested by @derekhles)

[insufferablelust]

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY TO MY FAVE WRITER EVER❤️

I don’t know when you’ll reply to this (and please don’t feel bad if you reply a while after I send this in angel, your mental health will ALWAYS come first <3) but I just wanted to wish you a happy Valentine’s Day. Thankyou for giving us both the gift of Don Reid & sadist mgg and the gift of talking to you. Your blog always feels so safe and comfortable, it’s like a permanent little sleepover. Thanks for getting us through these shitty times. We love you always D❤️

i’m legit tearing up for the hundreth time today, oh lordie, dove thank you so so much tor this message, its been a tough.. tough tough week for me, one of the hardest i’ve went through and it has been hard to hold onto reality meanwhile i’m trying to keep up with reality you know, i had one of my lowest days today and it’s killing me but i’m still here and still trying to hold on as best as i could, so this message just tightened the knot and give me courage, which i truly am grateful for and desperate for. Thank you for being such an angel even though i’m not half as kind as you described, you must know that this message helps me to save my life and that’s saying a lot. I apologize for not getting back sooner, i really do feel guilty, and i hope you can understand. Please know that you’re an amazing human being that deserves more kindness because your kindness truly helps me stay alive so thank you angel, I love you so much.

And happiest valentine, i hope you’re spending it nicely safely and with warmth from your love ones. If i could i would’ve sent you 10.000 cards already but i hope this reply will cover at least one of them. Thank you, again. Please take care❤️ xx d

[insufferablelust]

it’s okayyy we can be sad together and when i’m sad i like to look at these freakin adorable gifs/photo of matthew bc 😩🤧🥺🥺🥺🥺they just put a smile on my face i hope they do the same to anyone who ever sees these!!

Hi butterfly! thank you so much for the sweet and kind message!!! i appreciate you so much, and LOOK AT OUR BABY!!! isnt he just the adorablest (yes thats a word shut up) anyways im sorry it took me so long to get to you! i hope youre okay! please take care and love you!❤️✨

[insufferablelust]

Hi doll! I’m so happy you’re back and I truly hope you’re doing well. Sending you all my love & best wishes💞

if it isnt one of my favorite people in the world, hey dove thank you! yes i’m doing okay just been busy and writing poems and binge watching to Pride and Prejudice (shh im a sucker for Austen) anyways, sending my love to you!! take care❤️❤️

[insufferablelust]

My friend you know that I adore you and this page but what the fuck was that

MY DEAR BEST FRIEND,

I’m so sorry i needed to write SOMETHING other than smut, so i put a lil spicy angst in there yknow to mix it up but YOU GON’ thank me for the next chapter because FUCK youre not ready for the gun— i mean for the smut. love you mwah!

[insufferablelust]

ALSO I started on mood stabilizers for my possible depression/bpd (they don’t know) since you’ve been gone and I feel really nice, mentally!! I’ve been on them for 4 days and it doesn’t really matter but I got excited and wanted to tell you 🙂

ah good old mood stabilizer! butterfly, i’m excited for you, whether or not its bpd, i want to tell you to never give up and keep on fighting because youre more than your depression, youre worth it and i love you, and im here for you, please take care!❤️

[insufferablelust]

You need to rest babe... don’t overwork yourself, your health is way more important and we all can wait until you’re feeling better. So please take care of yourself too💕

Hello darling Lea, thank you so much for being here and saying those things, i appreciate you and you’re so amazingly sweet. Please take care of yourself too!❤️