Hayes Grier: Talk Part 2
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Part 1
Hayes’ POV
YN walked out the door. She just left. Wow, she seriously left. She’s just a little mad right? I meanshe’ll get over it. I’ll text her tommorow.
I turned to go upstairs and say the hole in the wall. Shit.
Three Weeks since break up
When my parents got home they were furious about the hole. Well at first. They eventually calmed down and made me pay for it. I haven’t even left my room really since YN left. I barely eat, barely sleep, barely talked to anyone. I spend my summer days sitting in my room sometimes crying waiting for YN to answer my calls or text and sub tweeting her which caused a lot of questions to be asked. Neither of us had said anything officially about breaking up which I guess was a good thing since in a way it meant she wasn’t final on her decision.
I’m a mess to be honest. I hate this so much. I was so stupid. I let my jealousy get inbetween me and the girl I loved. YN unfollowed me on Twitter and I assume everything else but I still follow her. She hasn’t said anything about the break up but she took me out of all of her bios.
I picked up my phone and dialed her number. I don’t even know why I tried. She never picks up. It rings twice and then goes to voice mail.
“Hey it’s YN and if I don’t pick up it either because I don’t like you…”
“Or she’s with me.” I finished her sentence as YN giggled. I miss her laugh.
“So leave a message or text me.”
“Bye!” We both exclaimed.
I know what you’re thinking did they really do that stupid thing where couples are on each other’s voice mail claiming to be having so much fun together. Well yes yes we did.
“Hey baby, I know I’ve said this before but I’m so so so sorry please forgive me. I know I’ve messed up but I-” my voiced cracked as tears slid down my face. “really miss you and I love you so so so much.” I rushed out because I didn’t want her to hear me cry. I pressed the end button and groaned into my pillow.
I heard a knock on my door. “Go away!” I yelled.
“Hayes it’s been three weeks. I know it hurts really bad right now but you’ll get over it. There’s lots of fish in the sea.”
“I don’t want a fish! I want YN!” I sobbed.
“Remember Jessi,” Nash said referring to his girlfriend from when he was a freshman. They dated for six months and when they broke up he was a wreck. “I thought I loved her. I thought she was the one and that I would NEVER find anyone that compares to her. I couldn’t eat or sleep and you were the one knocking on my door trying to cheer me up.” I smiled a little bit thinking about little 6th grade me thinking that playing catch would make him feel better. “Come on Hayes when was the last time you ate a proper meal, or drank water, or worked out, or even showered. You need to take care of yourself. We can start with the small things like drinking water and taking showers and work our way up to bigger things like going out with friends. You need to take care of yourself.” He pleaded.
Something he said just clicked. He was right. YN is out having fun with her friends (I knew by her feed) and I was here in bed feeling sorry for myself. I got out of bed and opened the door to a Nash in distress.
“Where’s some soap?” I asked. Nash smiled and pulled me in for a hug.
“I missed you.” He said.
YN POV
2 months since break up
I was out with my friends shopping. I missed Hayes so much. To make it worse Hayes kept leaving these sappy voicemails. Well at least he used to and then he just stopped. I can’t blame him it’s been a two months since we broke up. He had been hanging around with Kalani again. I saw on his and her instagrams. I didn’t follow either of them but occasionally I creeped on their social medias.
“Please tell me you’re not thinking about him again.” Y/BFF/N announced. Our other friends groaned and rolled their eyes.
“I’m sorry. I’m trying not to.”
“Okay sweet pea we believe you.” Tiff sassed.
“Atleast you’re getting out of the house.” Emily added.
“Is he still calling you?” Y/BFF/N asked.
“No.” I grumbled.
“Good, you both need to move on with your lives.” Tiff added while she looked at some tops.
“Tiff don’t be so insensitive.” Emily defended me.
“I’m just being honest. Do you think this will look good on me.” Tiff sighed holding up a shirt.
Emily was about to make some snide remark when all of our phones buzzed at the same time.
“Did you guys get a text about Luke’s bon fire?” Emily asked.
“No shit.” Said Tiff.
“Oooh Luke.“ Y/BFF/N nudged me. I tried to hold back a smile. Luke and I had a thing in the past but then I fell for Hayes. Luke was actually the one who introduced us.
“You know what they say the best way to get over someone is to get over someone new.” Emily teased.
“Or someone old.” Tiff added making everyone laugh. I blushed.
“Look she’s blushing.” Y/BFF/N pointed out. I felt my cheeks get redder.
“Okay we have to find a supper cute outfit that’s going to make Luke do a double take.” Emily smiled.
“Yea let’s make sure after tonight YN will be saying ‘Hayes who’.“ Tiff giggled.
*Later that evening*
I cheeked myself in the mirror one more time before I left. The party was going to be a smaller type bon fire only 20-30 people.
I went on Instagram and looked through my feed. I went to search bar. I new I shouldn’t but I did any ways. I searched Hayes’ instagram clicking on his newest photo. It was him posing with Kalani and 3 other girls. They were kissing him and touching him. Life is good was the caption. I don’t know but something just made me snap. I was angry and disappointed and sad and I don’t know how to explain it.
I fell on my bed kicking and screaming into a pillow. I wasn’t wearing a lot of make up thank goodness just the basics. I sat up and huffed.I changed my voice mail.
“It’s YN leave a message at the beep.”
I blocked Hayes from all my social media Vine, Instagram, Shots , Twitter everything. I went on Twitter and my mentions were full of tweets about the pictures. I got a iMessage notification from Emily saying she was in front of my house.
“Hayes can do whatever he wants. We broke up. I’m not his mom. I don’t give a fuck.” I tweeted without thinking before walking downstairs to the car.
Part of me felt relieved but an other saddened. I guess it’s like getting a tooth. It hurts and hurts and when you finally get it pulled out you’re relieved but no matter how much that tooth was hurting you, keeping running your tounge over the spot where it used to be because you miss it no matter how much pain it caused you.
I opened the car door and slammed it sitting shotgun.
“I saw your tweet congrats on taking back your life.” She congratulated me.
“Whatever I’m getting wasted tonight so don’t count of me driving you home.” I warned.
“It’s fine you need this.”
Hayes’ POV
I was hanging out with Kalani at one of her friend’s party. She had gone to the bathroom. Some of the girls from the picture from earlier were trying get my attention but I wasn’t feeling it. I went on to Twitter and saw Y/ship/N breakup trending. We hadn’t confirmed the break up so this was a huge shock to everyone. I went to YN’s Twitter but she blocked me. I went into the hashtag to see screen shots of YN’s tweet that she apparently deleted. I called YN but all I got was the voice mail.
“It’s YN leave a message at the beep.” The voice recording played.
I hung up. I can’t believe she changed her voicemail. She was serious about this break up thing. I mean I guess I’ve known she was serious but I was holding onto the last remnant of our relationship to fuel my denial.
“Are you okay?” I looked down at Kelani who was on my arm.
“Yea definitely.” I sighed.“Do you want to go dance or something?” I asked her YN POV
I hopped out the car. The party was in the middle of the woods some where. I scanned the area and spotted the keg.
“YN!” Tiff yelled coming to hug me. I lightly hugged her and then pushed her off heading to the keg.
Luke was there.
“Hey!” He opened his arms.
“Give me a drink.” I hugged him.
"I haven’t seen you in forever and the first thing you say is ‘'Give me a drink’ I feel so loved.” He turned to his friend who had a cup ready for me. I grabbed for it but Luke lifted it above his head.
“"Uh uh Say the magic word.” He teased.
“"Please give me a drink.” I huffed.
“That’s two words dumbass.” I smirked and then chugged my drink.
“Woah slow down you have the rest of the night and you my friend are a light weight.” He said mater o factory.
“ Oh well. Another.” I handed his friend my empty cup to fill and he did.
“"Not another.” He took the cup from me. “Since when did you drink?”
I never really drank and when I did it was one cup and I drank it slowly so I wouldn’t black out. For some people blacking out was a goal but I just thought I was scary. to not be in control of your body and not remember it the next day.
"Since when did you care!” I said defensively grabbing the cup accidentally squeezing it making the amber liquid splash all over our arm. My breath hitched in surprise as I jumped back trying to avoid getting the rank smelling drink on me.Every one was looking at us momentarily. I groaned. I shook my arms and looked around to see everyone had gone off into there own business.
"Since forever you’re my friend and I care about you’re well being. ”
"Okay thanks for making me feel like shit."
"Welcome." He smiled. "Just be careful alright."
"Okay dad." I turned and walked away to my friends.
Luke's POV
Only and hour had past and YN had become "that girl". Right now I had her under my arm as she was rambling on about something; I couldn't understand her slurred words to be honest and I don't think she could either. I pulled my phone out of my pocket and called Hayes.
"Come get your girlfriend." I commanded.
"She not my girlfriend!" He yelled over blaring music.
"You know what I mean." There was a long pause. "Hayes your girlfriend is blackout drunk in the middle of the woods, she's vomited twice and I can't take her to my house because my parents are home, you know she'll never get off punishment if I take her back home, and her friends are just as drunk as she is. Come get your fucking girl." I felt myself start to get angrier at him.
"It's not my problem I don't care she can do whatever she wants, I'm not her mom." Hayes said nonchalantly. He was repeating what she tweeted about him a couple hours ago.
"You wouldn't do shit for a month because of her and now you suddenly don't care?"
"Yup."
"Bullshit. Tell me you don't love her. Say I don't love YN anymore." There was only the sound of the bass on the other side of the phone. "You can't can you."
"You know I can't. I still love YN and I don't think I'll ever stop. Are you happy now?" Hayes admitted sighing.
AN: A second part was highly requested so I made it.I’m sorry that it took like 50 years to finally make it but I rewrote it like a thousand times because my writing sucks and there will be a part 3 don’t worry. Feedback welcome. XO
