I should have never trusted you.
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With a connection falls apart underneath a gentle grasp, of loose remarks of reassurance and false hopes as well. There's bound to be suspicions, they begin to question one another and their friendship. Not that Naeun ever labeled it as such a thing when it comes to the other female but she usually doesn't label most people as a friend unless they've stuck by through thick and thin.
It becomes pitiful when she has to deal with it, the lack of trust and the amount of guilt she begins to sincerely feel when she isn't giving enough but it's how she is. The brunette doesn't live to please others but she never wants to disappoint someone who comes into her life, it makes her feel the need to let go of the thread that connects them together. Assuming that there's always going to be that one other person who can do far much better than she can. She lacks confidence in herself. As a friend, lover and as a person.
"You." Pausing, thin lips lightly brushed upon the edges as she keeps quiet. Naeun points a finger towards Kira's direction, listening to the remark and it stains her thoughts. It's the only thing that continues to repeat over and over again. Make it stop, her mind quietly pleads before there's a sudden smile that forms bitterly along her rosy lips. "I never said you should have to begin with."
The young woman didn't consider her to be trustworthy to begin with. Informing others ahead of time that if they come closer and closer by the day, they'll regret it. There is nothing more she can give except her cold palms and peaceful company as well. Kira should have known better to begin with.
"Are you somehow disappointed by such a result, darling?"