#lurena

[ethereal-galaxia-art]

Small painting of my winged feline character, Alymus. They’re from a novel that I’m planning to write. If you’re interested in fantasy novels, feel free to check my twitter c:

[luziflor]

One of my moms friends does reiki, and she had a session with me to work on my third eye and all that.

She said that its easy for my soul to travel around, and that I have spirits that follow me around and affect my attitude, thats why im mean sometimes. At least its not just me, I guess, lmao.

She didnt say I should get rid of them but I guess I want to, or work with the spirits to not do that shit.

Ive also started working with Nemesis. Shes beautiful, but I dont see her move much. Shes always smiling and her whole palette is smoky grays and oranges, like after a fire. But theres a very beautifully overpowering essence about her thats terrifying, you can feel something simmering, and she has a second face and outfit for when she goes out to do some of her work. She assures me that the drama going on is actually good and part of her work. So I thank her.

Lurena also took me on an astral trip last night. I had some issues seeing but did ok. She took me to her home. Her people look like her, small elves with greenish blue skin. It was surrounded by trees and there was a river. The people pushed wooden carts filled with things theyd harvested. And they were excited to see me but paused, she explained it was ok. I looked in the river to see I had on a mask in similar color to their skin, but it had an owlish look to it. She told me it was to protect my identity. 

After that Id gotten tired and ended the session. But all of it was really something.

[luaninwonderland]

#vidaohsi

[algovital]

Todo se detuvo por un instante, cuando me lo dijiste. Volví a repasar nuestra historia en mi mente, volví a sentir mil mariposas en mi estomago... solo que esta vez luego de las mariposas, llegó el dolor, llegó el vacío y todos los recuerdos se hicieron tristes.

En ese momento se llenaron los ojos de lagrimas y sentí el vacío en mi, sentí que ya nunca se cumplirían nuestros planes, sentí... lo que espere no volver a sentir.

Estaba perdida, estaba confundida... y desde ahora, me sentía sola, que nunca volveríamos a ser lo que fuimos, lo que esperábamos ser.

No me arrepiento de nada, no me arrepiento de lo que sentí por ti, de lo que di por ti... porque como sea, te amo y quiero que seas feliz.

[luziflor]

Tried a real one on one session with Lurena last night, while stressed and in a chattery area. Got a headache real freakin fast, but found the information I was given was much clearer than what I was used to. Like she was able to show me certain imagery, provided me with some conversation I’m sure I would not have been able to come up with on my own, and even helped my headache ease up to just being pressure. Pretty solid all in all. 

I even felt a new texture, which I believe is her skin, mostly in the ear area (cute elf ears). She’s hugged me and such before, but this time I like... I didnt feel it physically exactly, but it wasn’t mental either. But it was up against my cheek, and it’s sort of like a rubbery cat ear. 

[luziflor]

I think it was last night, maybe the night before. But I hadn't spent much time with the companions that day, so when I went to sleep I told them they could cuddle up to me. Lurena was in the crook of my left arm and Lila somehow wedged herself onto the bed. Lurena gave me cooling breezes all over. Lila is harder for me to feel. I can sometimes feel the breeze of her wings, but never her actual energy. But that night I finally felt it! She is very warm and smooth in energy, as I was told, but I hadn't felt it. It was very comforting and I fell asleep between the two of them

[luziflor]

My companions have given me permission to apply for spirits to help add more protective measures.

I will be making sure they would like the prospect too, and of course - this spirit will absolutely be treated like one of the family! I just need their speciality in protection. We are 3 pretty girls after all, haha. (I think that statement is offensive to all 3 of us lol, I love a fight, I feel like Lila could kick butt, and Lurena is a wild card).

Edit: I did have one I was going to apply for and while I did have approval, I just felt like I should not. This is a spirit that would have been amazing to have as a companion and been great with my current companions. But I just got the feeling to not apply, even though I was in the middle of app. For now, me and my companions will be sitting back and enjoying each others company! The one who fits in with us will be around soon enough <3

[luziflor]

Super happy. I felt an overwhelming love for my companions a few minutes ago and then was really excited. So I asked for Lila to show me she was around. A couple seconds later I felt a breeze and my candle flame moved too, but nothing else around me (not even our paper curtains). So I spent time brushing her, and made her a curry comb that had cosmic qualities. And it turns out she has a tickle spot on her tummy and she shakes her leg like a puppy when you itch it! I will say I totally forgot she had wings so I didn't see them, which then disappointed me because I realized I really wasn't actually seeing her. But! I was also combing the feathering on her feet and we were talking about that hair being called feathers. She then said "and I have feathers here too!" And suddenly extended a nice wing out. So all of that counts for something. I brushed her with the other usual brushes too and did her mane and tail. I started working on Lurena and I'm still figuring her out more. So I brushed her hair too, it didn't really have tangles but she had little tiny bits of moss in it too. She has super soft and thick hair. I braided it after and got a very excited feeling. I could tell she was happy with it! She hopped on Lila's back a few minutes later. Now I'm a bit tired and have a headache, but I think that's good. I have to work on giving them some clothes and such for later.