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me when i bathe after killing sinners for my husband yes yes yes yes yes yes yes
*voice of a girl who just left a high control environment and is kinda mad about it* did you guys know that you’re allowed to think things????? like you can think things that aren’t the same thoughts as the people around you?? like yea entirely different thoughts???? yea i know it’s fucking insane. WHY IS NOBODY TALKING ABOUT THIS??
As a Lute Fictionkin, my wings looked like this. I was also more avian like, including talons instead of feet, sharp nails/claws on my hands, a feathery chest, sharper ears, and large and pitch black eyes. They were about 10 to 11 feet long, I think. The exorcist’s army were more related to the barred owl shown in the photo. I’m not to sure about Adam’s related species, but I’ll do more research on it.
🗡️ The more I think about Vaggie unpacking her religious trauma the more I fucking need it.
Give me Vaggie dealing with the fact that everything she was taught to believe was a lie
Give me Vaggie getting called out for being puritanical and listening, leading to her starting to have a more open mindset
Give me Vaggie realizing that outside of Charlie, she doesn't know who she is anymore without heaven and the exorcists
Give me Vaggie realizing how much she misses her old family and world despite how toxic it was and feeling confused and out of place in this world despite getting away from her abusers
Give me Vaggie taking baby steps to figure out just who the hell she is now that no one is there to tell her who she has to be
Give me Vaggie talking to someone, anyone, maybe Carmilla, about just how deep it cut to be mutilated and left for dead by her sister, by someone she loved and trusted and looked up to, for hesitating to kill a child
Give me Vaggie showing that she's had to learn that heaven's black and white morality is wrong the hard way
Give me Vaggie being overwhelmed by how messy and grey all these conflicts are, how messy and grey humanity actually is
Give me Vaggie getting close to more sinners and realizing that nothing can really be judged by good vs bad because it is ALWAYS more complicated than that
Give me Vaggie dealing with the pain of being part of a system that caused so much harm, of directly causing so much harm herself to people who didn't deserve it
Give me Vaggie going back to the BDSM club after doing some of the work and actually having an open mind about it instead of automatically viewing it as repugnant
me and Abel’s masks are matching.
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Getting phantom shifts for wings is so weird bcuz I can’t even do anything with them 😭. They’re pretty much just a menace because I’m always in tight spaces. Don’t even get me started on the back pain??. I have scoliosis so I always have it, but when I get phantom wing shifts it gets heavy asf. Also is it just me or does anyone else like move there phantom wings around when showering so you can get better reach??, and then I go ahead and be like ‘oh yeah need to preen those’ and then there not there- ;_;.