you're delirious, i... i'll get you some water. [james sunderland, @lvl99]
'i'm not... fucking delirious!' the latter half of the sentence is spat out, words practically ricocheting off the walls as his head twists in james' direction.
on one hand, ethan's outburst is meant to stop his friend. halt him in his tracks and make him listen to what's coming out of ethan's mouth, rather than running away. [even if it is to grab water.]
mia, louisana, chris, rosemary, the mold, everything. these aren't delusions, these are all real as in both they happened and are real to ethan’s brain.
but, on the other hand, when he listens to himself speak — the father of one recognizes where a person may gather the illusion of deliriousness from what he says. there's an overbearing sensation of exasperation radiating from that; from sounding more crazy than he knows he is.
with a loud sigh, ethan runs a scarred hand down his face, lips pressing themselves together.
i'm not actually delirious, right?
now that the thought's inside his head, he can't help but wonder if there's some semblance of truth behind it. to what james is saying.
there's no fucking way i'm delirious.
gaze meeting his friend's, the blond nods his head once. [more in defeat than anything.] 'yeah, sure, water would be just dandy.' though surrendering in nature, it doesn't erase the palpable vexed tone clawing its way up his windpipe.


















