#lxly

[princekraehe-moved]

funny how I have to start studying and immediately went back to Daily Breakdowns Mode

[princekraehe-moved]

idk why but i really dont like it when i complain about feeling set aside and i get a response along the lines of “i wanted to invite you but...” 

like. ‘kay. i was still excluded. but its cool its alright 

[princekraehe-moved]

I wanna play dnd so badly its unreal

[princekraehe-moved]

I am going back to sleep even though it's 8 in the morning and I am going to wake up and I will not cry or perform any adjacent activity

[princekraehe-moved]

MAYBE I'm pouring myself so heavily into my new hyperfixation because I feel displaced by my old friends. maybe I'm terrified I have no place in their lives anymore. what about it

[princekraehe-moved]

well. i lost quite a few days of studying to executive dysfunction and im having an anxiety attack now but suddenly i can bring myself to study so im sure ill be fine

[princekraehe-moved]

I'm still mad at [redacted] for turning mitski into a trigger for me. she's a good artist pblease I wanna listen to Nobody without having a breakdown 😭😭😭

[princekraehe-moved]

it's way too 11am to be having a breakdown over all my friends hating me;