#lypsys yapping

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au idea. A heart, mind and soul that haven’t spoken to each other in YEARS. Theyre still in the same headspace ofc but since whole is so dissociated it literally manifests as his heart mind and soul being so distant and uncommunicative.

Heart resides in the earth, keeping wholes blood moving but always buried and underneath the surface. Minds with the clouds since he always feels like his thoughts are cloudy and imprecise.

While soul is on the surface, the one semi piloting whole in a facsimile of His house.

All three of them are neither dead nor alive

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I wish things were better mannnn, i wish this community was better. Idk i just get such a pit in my stomach listening to chonny jash’s new songs, even if theyre bangers, being able to see the state of things, they don’t feel good to listen to (slightly exaggerated)

Not cj’s fault, i just wish as a member i could shift the mindset that its shameful to be in this community. But that cant happen unless something big changes or the kids grow

Any aways , Everyone’s prompt this jashtober look so amazingtho. What the hell/pos. I might try to do a prompt for a week or a few days

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Making art is so fun it be like "i have to make this visceral or raw or cool or else its just sad anime character crying cringe. My art is cringe. I should jump into a lake" and then i never post anything with emotional significance to me ever

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How to stop existing for just a little bit. like. a teeeeny bit. trust guys ill come back i just feel the weight of my regrets on my back rn

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I think i want to start fresh on a majority of my accounts, ive made a lot of art but huhuhu i dont know if i feel comfortable posting it on this acc anymore (my old art is genuinely horrendous)

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Mental illness is so fun its like "AGHGAHHGGDHHF I HATE MY ART I HATE IT ITT I HATE DRAWING" then . Literally out of nowhere im like "omg this rules"

I hate having such an inconsistent style, its not appealing to me either, i dont know who this style is for and its driving me mental, who is this art made for.

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Psppspsp update for the dtiys, due to medical and general life stuffs, I'll be extending the deadline to June 30!! I hope y'all understand, everyone's art has been so cute so far!! YWGDJHSUEHEUHEUEHSH

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Permission to be extremely normal about mutual's art?