Ossë found it unpleasantly poetic to stand at the balcony doors with the gossamer curtains drawn and the heavier fabric wrapped around him like a cloak. The smell of the sea, the cool breezes, the sounds and sights were still able to pass through the thin and pale fabric. It was little more than a most basic privacy shield, his shadow visible but his distinct features unknown to outsiders. During long hours standing there, he had decided his fanar were like flimsy curtains, too. He liked that.
This form was different. It was a heavy curtain. It blocked all light and breeze and sight and smell and muffled the sounds. It was not transparent or passable, it did not let a person interact with the world on the other side. It was a wall, an impenetrable shield. It was a hroa. He didn't like it.
With his fanar he was always only partially within that form, but always did he remain with the sea. His breaths were the even push and pull along the coasts, and his pulse was in the tempo of the song that his brother sang through the water. But now, as a Child, he was severed from his oceanic body. He could not feel the music in his chest or move with the surf that broke upon the sand. Instead of controlling and mastering the seas, he quietly whispered into its depths and hoped the waters would obey. His first attempt had been a wave that knocked him over as well as his target. The second had given no result. The third had nearly swallowed an island.
His fingers curled in the curtains as he stared out over the coasts and the waters that were far too still. Now and then, waves would come in to crash on the shore that were too high and too fast, and then it would be still after several rapid pulses. He'd lost control.