#m;thoughts

[miniseungk]

It really sucks that I love English literature being at Mexico because that mean I don’t know about the good stuff, u know what I mean??

[miniseungk]

I haven't felt this lost in a while and im so scared that i could go back to destroy my body and feeling depressed again,,, i don't want it so i just try to do other things but it just makes me feel worse

[miniseungk]

kinda sucks not having anyone to talk to! :/

i have insolated myself so much that i don't think i have friends at all

[miniseungk]

I came back from my lil hiatus, and sadly i haven't read as much as i did on the past three moths but at least i'm reading school things but still i miss reading a book that i know i will enjoy . . . hopefully ill get a chance

[miniseungk]

that's why i dont talk to people... im amazed that i even have friends lol

[miniseungk]

when i read carry on, the fandom was almost dead like i could barely found any content but now omg it's like they came to live again and im so ready for this shit ok

[miniseungk]

Feeling a little upset because i lost my glasses and without them i can’t read. I mean, i can, but my eyes instantly start to hurt, and i need to concentrate harder on understanding the words in front of me. 

I am frustrated. This weekend was supposedly to be great with me reading, like, a lot. But now im not entirely sure about that . . .

[miniseungk]

You know... i don't understand why my mom gets mad at me for buying books. Well, i kind off do. She wants me to buy clothes, shoes and things that are necessary. I mean, yeah, i get it clothes are as important as shoes but these things aren't going to give the knowledge i get from reading.

Other thing is that she should be glad i read. I don't spend my money on cigarretes or alcohol. I am a healthy 20 year old kid.

I just don't understand...