[ — as a song ]
chwe hansol as… backseat by ryan beatty
his unspoken love letter to you. his animated (yet chill) nods and hums of satisfaction he does while eating something you cooked for him or just when you show him anything. his eyes always wander over to you, wanting to memorize everything about you. it's been hours of comfortable silence engulfing the both of you, the quiet turning of pages in your book and the clacking of his keyboard making up for the lack of conversation. just existing. together. as usual, he's quiet, but his eyes have made their way back to you again and this time his mind is suddenly starting to swirl with thoughts like how he thinks you're beautiful and lovely and smart and incredible and everything with you just feels so perfect that his heart stings a little thinking about it. he's so utterly grateful to have you in his life and just hopes you can feel it.
a/n: please listen to the song ;-; god i love this song with my whole being it makes me feel very deep emotion O;WAEJGIAW. the epitome of looking at someone you have an immense amount of love for, those moments you realize just how much you appreciate someone and their mere existence. the physical feeling of deep and utter appreciation // was supposed to post this on vern's bday but it was really hard for me to really express my vision well enough; still not super satisfied but that's okay i was rewriting it way too many times so i think this is good enough LMFAO. he's an odd dude but still makes me the most delusional (...even after seeing how ipad kid / dude he is on in the soop...). i think it's the idea of comfortable silence with him --it makes my heart twinge. also the bullying. he'd be a great opponent. much love for mr chew :')
not this long ass a/n PLEASE