Sep 1, 2020
"Wide Awake" - Bas & Laz
Does he know how loved he is? Truly deeply fervently loved? By Cole yes, but by me as well. Quiet nights with him, at the bar, sitting there in silence but in the unspoken bond of ‘how do I know if I am truly myself anymore’ is more soothing to me than any hour of therapy or meditation. When he’s gone on missions or just... out being Lazarus I miss him more than I thought I would miss someone I’ve known so briefly. The list of people I would willingly sacrifice my mind and soul to allow what attempts to steal my body to protect is very small, but he and Rowan are firmly on it. I cannot breach that Shadow they were born from; but I will give everything to stop it from harming them.
