SO GUESS WHICH DUMB BITCH STARTED WATCHING THE MAGICIANS.
This one specifically. Which, got me to thinking how I’ve been trying to come up with new ways of using energy for protection and healing in a more, I don’t know, practical sense? No flowery language. Maybe some hand stuff. Poppers? Who knows. Just not mudras because seriously this isn’t Buddhist or Hindu shit lets be real. Weird kind of chaos animism fuckery. Since all of existence is just one giant fucked up mobius strip, that has every unique perspective in existence, which literally touches on every fucking IMAGINABLE possibility.
Fun fact kids: Don’t base your entire life around magic and Existentialism or else you’ll end up with shit like this, which I entirely don’t recommend because then you end up doing things like mixing up your prescribed meds with over the counter inhibitors. Which is not healthy at fucking all. Crooked path shit which I’m sure traditional practitioners would call a gross bastardization. Maybe. I’m not sure I don’t dig too deep just far enough until I think I got a grasp on a concept and then I fucking run with it.
Anyways back to the energy for practical uses. Like yes divine help, making contracts, finding other sources of energy always help with spell work. Learning how to draw energy from within from the super-ego you is also a good way to go but that might fuck with vital energies and shit. I’ve got more testing and research to do on that one. Circulating energy is always a fucking huge point though. You’ve got to be able to keep it at a constant flow. How fast that flow goes is up to you but at least keep it going at a steady pace. Going too fast might ‘cause burn out so definitely start slow. Or go fast for high risk, expedient reward. Just as long as you don’t end up feeling like you’re deflating because then you’ve fucked up and caused and energy leak somewhere and those are NEVER fucking fun to try and heal on your own. Quick patch jobs won’t cut it for long either you’re gonna have learn how psychically/astrally suture your shit.
I’m ranting and honestly I don’t feel like sharing this shit often because honestly? I’m not the most stable. There I said it. It’s not like I’m doing this purposefully I’m just desperate for some answers and travelling all over the fucking places takes a lot out of you. Also another reminder, don’t keep a lot of tentative contracts people get REALLY fucking annoying about when you’re gonna decide on shit like working for them or giving things up.
Stay Safe and Best of Luck y’all.