#madamradical

[royalmeatsuithostage]

Older, no wiser, and definitely still a sad bitch

[twerks-4-pizza]

31 through 50 !!!!

I have been so unbelievably busy I AM SO HAPPY TO GET TO THESE! 

Biggest lie you have told? Well, my dad doesn’t know about my tattoo I have had for 5+ years. I’m pretty open and truthful, so I haven’t got many lies.

Do you follow any conspiracies? Follow? No. Not religiously. But I LOVE conspiracy theories.

Do you believe in a New World Order? So, I had to google this. What I took from it is there are people planning a totalitarian government to rule everyone in the world. If that is what it is, then no. Most countries can’t even control the amount of people they already have, and I feel like people realize this.

Do you respect your government and the way your country is run? Well, look at all the shit America is going through right now. Sure, we have it better than many countries. Sure, many people in political power do have my respect. But as a whole, I think we’re a little fucked up in the government department. I will show respect where it is due, but I cannot respect the people who only want freedom for white men.

Is there currently any strife in your country? Oh god yes.

Have you ever been displaced within your country? I don’t think I have. 

Are your friendships healthy? Most of them, yes.

Are you currently fighting with a friend? Nope!

Are you jealous of a friend? Why? Yes. Actually, I’m pretty jealous of all of them. They have college degrees and loads of people who like them and are pretty little things.

Do you believe in the Illuminati? No.

Do you think any celebrities are associated with the Illuminati? Who? If I were to guess, if the Illuminati is real, Tom Cruise.

How can people tell you are nervous? My face goes red and I stutter.

How can people tell you are sad? I mope around and get really grumpy.

Do you ever express your true feelings? To most people, yes.

Regrets in your life? Not finishing college.

Achievements in your life? Graduating high school, and about to get married!

What did people say about you in school? Oh, what didn’t they say. I was a “scene” bitch who needed to kill myself. I was a slut (although I was a virgin). I wasn’t “cool” enough to listen to certain music????? But then there were nice things. Like how sweet and caring and funny I am. And how I didn’t care about your social class, if you were cool I’d be friendly with you, because I have always been a decent person.

What did you say about people in school? I did the usual. Called girls bitches and sluts. I wasn’t very fem in high school.

Is there something you have never told anyone? probably haha

Have you committed an illegal act? Yeah, little petty shit like speeding and stuff like that.

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11. Do you ever want to get married?

yes yes very yes idk i just imagine living in a home with someone i love and being so committed and having pets and ahhhhhh!!! i want to get married yes

12. Do you forgive betrayal?

depends on what is involved and the methods that the betrayal was used for. im thinking of two situations rn. the first was my boyfriend lying to me about his previous drug use and i was able to forgive him because he lied because he was so scared of losing me if he told me the truth. the second was my friends stalking my private tumblr and getting upset over my posts and i do not forgive this currently because they did it solely for their own gain and in order to have control over me.

13. Do you get jealous easily?

yes definitely lmao i get jealous when my friends like other friends more than me im so easily jealous

14. Do you have a crush on anyone?

my boyfriend

15. Do you have any piercings?

i had my ears pierced and let them close up, so none, now

16. Do you have any tattoos?

nope

17. Do you like kissing in public?

yaaa not making out but i like cute little casual kisses me and my boyfriend are very openly affectionate

20. Do you shower every day?

nah but most days

21. Do you think someone has feelings for you?

my boyfriend

22. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?

nah

23. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?

definitely? is this hard for ppl?? that is fucked up don’t cheat

24. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?

yeah honestly

25. Do you want to be in a relationship this year?

i am in one

26. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?

my boyfriend

[justletmeremember]

1 through 30

1. Did you wake up cranky? Nope2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now? I am 19, and that would depend on if they were in college - I’m starting my third year now, and some graduate high school at 18. There’s a huge emotional maturity difference there, and I defs wouldn’t.3. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys? I like being friends with people who are nice to me. 4. Would you ever smile at a stranger? Not really.5. Can you commit to one person? Not sure.6. How do you look right now? A disaster- my hair’s curled, i’m not wearing a bra or pants, and my skin’s breaking out. But I’m comfy.7. What exactly are you wearing right now? Oversized t-shirt and underwear.8. How often do you listen to music? Daily. Hourly.9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more? Jeans10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2014? Let’s do this as 2016. No. But 2016 will be amazing.11. Are you a social or an antisocial person? Antisocial. I’m not comfortable in groups of more than about ten people.12. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say? Go for it.13. Are you good at hiding your feelings? I fool most people into thinking I’m happy and not in pain, so I’ll say yes.14. Can you drive a stick shift? Yes, more or less.15. Do you care if people talk badly about you? No. Let them talk. I’ve had many people talk badly about me.16. Are you going out of town soon? Going back to Oregon August 5th.17. When was the last time you cried? I don’t know.18. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to? Yes19. If you could change your eye color, would you? No. One of the first things people comment to me is how striking my eyes are.20. Name something you have to do tomorrow? Work.21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having. My gum’s kinda irritated still from the root canal/crown prep.22. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex? Yes.23. Are you nice to everyone? Polite, at least. Or I try to be.24. What are you sitting on right now? lying down on my bed.25. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat? Already have.26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have? No.27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night? Screamin’ Demon. (notesofarichlycolorednight-my roommate of the last two years, Aimee.)28. Do you get a lot of colds? No.29. Have your pants ever fallen down in public? No, though I have split my pants.30. Does anyone hate you? Hate? maybe. Strongly dislike, definitely. I generally know when people dislike me, had enough do it in my life. Even and especially if they try to hide it and act like they’re friends with me. I don’t like people lying to my face, I dislike it even more if they’re trying to hide they don’t like me. (politeness i get. i’m good if those folks are polite and limit our interactions.)

Thanks!!!

[justletmeremember]

31 through 51, because I'm nosy and you're interesting

Trust me, these are 31-51.

Describe your dream house. Something with a garden and flowing water, preferably secluded in a big city.

Do you like your toast lightly toasted or almost burned? Somewhere in between is the perfect level of toasting.

Do you prefer ramen or udon? Having never had udon, I am obliged to say ramen.

What is your favorite time period? Late 19th century, for how much the world changed (at least in science)

What is your favorite movie and why? Pacific Rim, because I love machines, monsters, and Mako Mori.

Where do your ancestors come from? British Isles, Finland

Do you prefer art deco or art noveau? Art Nouveau.

Do you have a favorite painter/artist? No.

What is your favorite TV show and why? FUCK this is a hard question. Um, most things that I reblog, but Regenesis is possibly my favorite. Because I’m a science nerd.

Do you watch anime? If so, what is your favorite? Yes I do. Saiyuki, possibly. Or Rurouni Kenshin. Or FMA

How old are you? 19

When is your birthday? Nov. 30

What is your astrology sign? Sagittarius

If you could change your hair to any color, what color would it be? I’m good where I’m at. (dark reddish brown)

Explain the plot of “50 Shades of Grey” in 5 words or less. Abuse masquerding as art.

Can you lick your elbow? Nope.

Do you play any instruments? If so, which ones? Guitar, terribly

Do you like to draw? Yeah. Mostly faces.

What is your usual Starbucks order? Black coffee, Latte, or Caramel Apple Spice.

Are you a vegetarian/vegan? No

What do you order on your pizza? Pepperoni/black olive or Sausage/mushroom

Describe your style in 5 words or less. Simple, soft, practical.

Thanks!! (honestly I don’t think I’m that interesting, but thank you nonetheless)

[justletmeremember]

1 through 33, go !

1: 6 of the songs you listen to most? The Parting Glass, King, I See Fire, Fields of Gold, Work Song, Never Let Me Go.2: If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? Alan Alda, probably. He seems pretty cool.3: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17. Maybe he just wants to brawl a bit?4: What do you think about most? What could be.5: What does your latest text message from someone else say? That’s okay.6: Do you sleep with or without clothes on? With. Even though it’s hot as hell here.7: What's your strangest talent? I have a weirdly good memory for audiovisual stuff, like lectures and books.8: Girls... (finish the sentence); Boys... (finish the sentence) Are cute. Everyone is cute. 9: Ever had a poem or song written about you? Not that I know of.10: When is the last time you played the air guitar? I play air drums, and today while driving.11: Do you have any strange phobias? Bugs. Moths and flies especially. And vacuums12: Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose? Oh jesus okay there’s something here. So I am a very matter-of-fact person and this has been a life-long trait. When combined with impulsivity, this leads to bizarre things. So when I was little, probably four or so, I apparently shoved a pea up my nose and just looked at my parents and said “I shoved a pea up my nose” and never did it again.13: What's your religion? Agnostic14: If you are outside, what are you most likely doing? wandering towards a stream15: Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? behind. I’m not really comfortable with my picture being taken.16: Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band? Pink Martini17: What was the last lie you told? Probably a lie of omission. I don’t recall what.18: Do you believe in karma? Sure. Assholes often get shitty things happening to them. (that isn’t to say that good people don’t also get shitty things happening to them, assholes just get more of it)19: What does your URL mean? Honestly? Absolutely nothing. I needed one, I made one, I liked it enough that I’ve never really switched it.20: What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength? My honesty, both. I recognize that someone could use my honesty against me and while it’s not happened yet, I know that it could. But people often tell me they appreciate my straight-forwardness.21: Who is your celebrity crush? Literally nice people. Tom Hardy just recently found himself on the list because he’s nice and feminist.22: Have you ever gone skinny dipping? No.23: How do you vent your anger? I work out.24: Do you have a collection of anything? Books.25: Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online? Video. It’s hard for me to hear on phones (hard for me to hear and understand what you’re saying if I can’t see your face).26: Are you happy with the person you've become? Some days no. But most days, yes.27: What's a sound you hate; sound you love? Repetitive beeping sounds, rain/streams/ocean28: What's your biggest "what if"? What if I am right, and people do not like me?29: Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens? Sure to both.30: Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm. Wall, curtain.31: Smell the air. What do you smell? cats.32: What's the worst place you have ever been to? LAX airport. The Los Angeles Airport is a goddamn nightmare.33: Choose: East Coast or West Coast? West Coast.

Thank you!!!

[royalmeatsuithostage]

One thing that I will probably lose sleep over for the rest of this life is the idea that a person can make you feel so beautiful and then suddenly make you feel like you're lower than the ground they tread on.

Sometimes Love Goes Wrong, Madam Radical

[royalmeatsuithostage]

"Wish you were here."