just saw art of one of my dads in his scratchy old winter coat and that red scarf he owned that did NOT match anything else in his closet but he wore it bcs my Papa loved it and immediately started crying
i miss my dads so much. i miss being undeniably loved by the people who took care of me. i miss being carried by Papa when i was little and Auggie helping me focus on my homework. i need them back so badly. if only i could get this stupid fucking emulator and rom dump to work i would at least have Papa back.
~ Maël, again (please tag as oc kin and pokemon kin)
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