#maggi rants

[ignisnoctscientia]

Show writers

please keep in mind 

if you have problems writing quality plots, character development and gay characters, without spoiling everything and killing off characters and chasing away actors 

please just hand that work over to me and i will fix it all 

cause obviously the most important point about writing shows seem to be too much for you 

[ignisnoctscientia]

Can i just say how fucking annoyed i am from people recently ? 

People i communicate with, people that surround me while i walk, travel, wait on a queue... 

They are soooo much into their own asses! 

They are so disrespectful and stupid. 

They get offended for the tiniest things:  - like from the food i’m eating - the clothes i am wearing  - fucking offended because i’m moody due to my own personal troubles - offended that i try to provide them with facts on a certain topic just because         those things are facts, i dont mean to teach them or make them feel stupid

i’m losing my shit being around people ! 

i cant 

GET OUT OF YOUR OWN DAMN ASSES  

[ignisnoctscientia]

I’m so sick of people online taking for granted all the bad things that happen without giving a second thought that maybe it is not actually bad. 

I’m sick of people who make up 100 theories to turn something good in something bad. 

PEOPLE aren’t you sick of focusing on all the bad things instead of being happy for the little we have. 

Aren’t you tired of hating and blaming people for things they can’t change. Blame people for being who they want to be in order to be happy. 

No wonder the world is a chaos. 

We are destroying ourselves because it’s easy to sit behind the computer screen and SHITPOST AND SEND HATE 

[ignisnoctscientia]

So i understand Shadowhunters is not a comedy/romance story 

But i’m starting to get tired and pissed seeing all those sad depressing pictures for the upcoming eps

Why they have to be constantly tensed and struggling, making out one ep, fighting in another, Magnus tearing up, Alec explaining himself angrily and annoyed, Clary crying, Izzy suffering  

Don’t know if something is going wrong with the show 

Or i’m just annoyed with everything since the year started 

The amount of sad, depressing and anxiety filled stuff start to get a bit too much for my stressed and anxiety filled life 

[ignisnoctscientia]

Okay listen up y’all  Before you jump on me like starving lions just hear what i have to say

First of all i’m absolutely supporting artists and writers. I’m a writer myself who gave away copies of my writing to people without wanting money. 

And i’m absolutely pissed i can’t get my hands on people’s works around the world because they don’t want it pirated and want money for it.  

I absolutely understand that ! 

But let me explain something here 

I’m not rich, i don’t have rich parents. I’m a poor university student who has break downs every other week but i keep fighting and going forward to success. I spend enough money to survive every day and the little joys of life i have are finding to watch for free movies shows, and read stuff online for free bc i can’t afford to buy it/subscribe or it’s not imported in my country. 

Taking that away from me, bc i can’t pay,  absolutely supports my boredom/breakdowns/depression and so on.

I love to read, i love to see art, i love to create. Those things in life mean so much to many humans. It’s hard i know, but it’s important and we need it. 

Being a writer and an artist shouldn’t be entirely the only source of income and expect people to subscribe because we can’t all afford it !!!!! 

If i made a couple thousand bucks i would pay you all for your work i’m viewing. Unfortunately i live with 150euro a month so i’m sorry ......

[ignisnoctscientia]

Can you people please stop ranting about fucking age difference in fictional worlds when in the real world i barely see anyone giving two fucks about it ??

i live somewhere where 14-year-olds date 20-year-olds, lose their virginities with 13-14, and where 13-year-olds are sold to get married and have two kids by the age of 16 and the only problem is that they get the country’s money for child support

for the love of god 

i’m done ....

doesn’t matter 

[ignisnoctscientia]

If you stay inside and on the computer all day it’s frowned upon by society and parents. 

But when it comes to studying you are supposed to stay inside and study for 24 hours IF NEEDED as long as you finish everything, as long as you read some dry theoretical bullshit, things that you might not need but you need a fucking grade for it. 

Well that’s pretty hypocritical......

i spent all day on the computer doing my vocabulary assignment, i didn’t go to any classes so i can finish that crap and i wish i could stay away from English for sometime but unfortunately i can’t .....

and oh im so not ready cause 500-word academic essay is waiting around the corner