Hey everyone. Sooo, this is a major PSA for the upcoming weekend. As most of you are aware, Hurricane Irma will be doing some damage very soon, and being a Florida native, I’m going to somewhat be in the line of fire. How severely I will get hit is still not said in stone, but I will most likely not be around at all during the weekend. That being said, whatever I have drafted will be queued sometime Friday to span out while I’m not here. If I receive anything after Friday, I won’t get to it until after all this blows over. Keep me and everyone else who will be coming into contact with this disaster in your thoughts. Love to you all!
PSA if you are on my shit list it would take a lot for you to get off of there. You sir are going on the "I Refuse To Be Around You Because I Might Want To Kill You " list.
im not gonna be online until tonight bc going back to the us but im leaving saturday so for all of you that have just followed me im kinda on a semi-hiatus until july 17th oops
if i'm following you, please please please please heed this
long story short, if you're posting/reblogging anything sexually explicit please tag it (nsfw and/or sex) ((also bondage, whether expressly sexual or not, but i haven't seen much of that on my dash in normal situations so i think i'm okay))
tmi on my mental state below the cut
about 2 years ago (a little more actually) I was sexually assaulted by a friend who i went to school with and saw regularly. he was in juvie until he turned 18 last year some time. doesn't matter; he's not in my life anymore. however, he wouldn't consent to blood tests to determine whether he had any STDs, so I spent all of april 2011 on various antibiotics and antivirals to prevent getting anything. that worked, but the drugs gave me fatigue and also took away my appetite so i'm sure the fatigue was compounded by not being able to eat.
i mention all that followup because last april (2012), I basically spent an entire month reliving all of those symptoms -- certainly not helped by the fact that i was still going to the same school, which was actually where i had been assaulted. this year i thought it would be much better, because i'm off at college and no one here even knows the guy who assaulted me.
however, i was just watching an hour-long documentary on depression in japan in one of my classes and there was a bit in which we watched this guy get "rope training" (which was basically bdsm-porn level rope bondage) which at first just made me uncomfortable but it was quickly following a scene that had made me vaguely claustrophobic (a camera was basically left on a city street and tons of people were walking towards it, but it was at waist height so it felt like people were crowding in) and i'm guessing that the combination was a trigger
if you want to comfort me send chocolate and/or soft, squishy stuffed animals (i'm not comfortable with talking about the assault)
