Today would've been a very special day. I miss what it could've been. I do. I know everything is now for the better, I know all of that. I know there isn't much attachment left for either of us. But it is still bittersweet. It would've been nice to know what could've been. I like to think to myself, maybe we were meant to be together. To go through all of that. Maybe it was supposed to happen, for us both to learn something, for us both to change. Then it was just supposed to end. The pain was very real. But I also felt relief, and so did you. Now we're both free of the stress that was there at times. Now we can both focus in on bettering ourselves. Our love is still there, I don't think it will ever go away. That could either end up being something fantastic, or something that could make us hurt more some time again. Neither of us know, the future will tell. I hope you are doing well, it seems that you are. Be happy, live your life to the fullest, go study whatever the hell you want, go be stupid, go try to be a USWNT member or whateva, all I want is for you to be happy.
I love you. Always have, always will.