It has been my experience that there is a clear amd distinct difference between 'making a mistake' and 'fucking up'
Mistakes can be learned from.
Making a mistake is trying to solve a problem or doing something you don't know how to, and doing it wrong.
When you make a mistake, you are closer to seeing what to do right by virtue of now knowing what not to do.
Fucking up is something different.
Fucking up is missing something that should be obvious or doing the wrong thing when you absolutely should know what to do right.
Fucking up is forgetting to hit save on a piece of art or sewing your collar into your sleeve.
I don't really have a conclusion to this there has just been a lot of fucking up today and I needed to put my thoughrs down somewhere
