Sep 10, 2017
@malamagic replied to your post “so my avpd was an absolute nightmare during my master’s - i didn’t...”
I'm in a bad place with my avpd right now but reading this feels good because it gives me hope that I can get better
i can’t say how glad that makes me. my avpd has been pretty much as severe as it gets and literally up until yesterday i had basically consigned myself to a solitary, lonely life. but yesterday i really pushed myself and while it was absolutely exhausting mentally (i’m like comatose today lmao), i’m so glad i did push myself. i never thought i’d be able to do what i did yesterday so there is absolutely hope
#malamagic#it gives me hope too!!#because i know i'll still have bad days but knowing that good days are possible?? makes all the difference#also thought i'd mention that you definitely have the right mindset which is so helpful to getting better :)#bc when i was in a bad place i'd see positive posts and be like 'uhh nice 4 u but i'm doomed' and that was clearly a hindrance
