I can't explain my desperate need to be hurt, physically, emotionally, whatever, in any and every way i deserve to be hurt.




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I can't explain my desperate need to be hurt, physically, emotionally, whatever, in any and every way i deserve to be hurt.
Then (march) vs now(November)
I tried to recover from August till about 2 weeks ago and i went from 136 to 145 and when i relapsed this time i went from i 145 to 138 and i look skinnier then when i was at my lowest which was 134 and im still proud of myself on as far as how looks go i just wish my hips would go away so i looked like thoes skinny grunge boyfriends.
I have nice hands