I just had an epiphany. Maybe, I want to be on the receiving end of sex (bottoming) because I want to experience my own pleasure. I know the pleasure I bring with my penis and from being the dominate role; in turn, I want to experience what I give.
It’s not about being attracted to men, or being gay, but wanting to experience my own power of manliness, my own dominance, my own pleasuring. Who else to receive that from other than another male?










