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[kezsez]

Gawd, these make Bloody Mary’s so good! #mamalils #kezsez #mildmanneredsmartphonecameraoperator https://www.instagram.com/p/B-T74G1D3Oj/?igshid=1rw25zpgw9cbg

[zombiemurphy]

#CurrentMood #DevilsWorkFridays #MamaLils Unless you're in the PNW, you're missing out on one of the best peppers on the planet!

[lily--ann-blog]

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i still find myself thinking, thinking about everything. [occasionally] but it's not a lot compared to other times. i think about the person you use to be and who i was always around with. i think about the questions, why, how and do you? all i know is that we are going separate ways and that's that. you chose your path and im deciding mine, which is nothing similar to what i chose all the other times. actions and words never match up anymore and i dont want sit around waiting for something that isn't going to happen. it all works out though. cus i know my place and where i stand. everything happens for a reason and i really do wish you the best.

[lily--ann-blog]

because it takes too much energy to try and find a half way point. and in the end there's no half way point. i was always trying and in return i ended up with nothing. im not giving up, i'm moving forward. it's the best choice there is because why should i stay when there's nothing for me to reach anymore? in the end at least i could always say that i tried. cus i always did. for you. out of love. i'm only hurting myself and i shouldn't be doing that. thank you to those who has been by side listening to my nonsense and being patient with my stubborn self. i have learned a lot about myself and im only going to learn more. i need to grow more ears and listen more often than doing things without second thinking. living life with no regrets. thank you for everything. it's my turn now.