#man's problem

[mybeautifulchristianjourney]

Man's Problem is That God is Good - Paul Washer

What is man's greatest problem? It is that God is a just and good God and must punish evil. Yet in His mercy He has made a way in which sinners can stand jus...

[mummifiedthunderbirds]

Deep dive into Mummified's mind. (All True)

Me: ahhhhh sleepy time *sound of a can drops outside the window*

Brain: hey.

Me: yeah brain?

Brain: you remember that time you took the lid of a can off for your father with your finger and YELLED at you cause you were lifting it with your finger and said that you are dumb and that he's told you a MILLION times not to do that. And all you could do was cry cause you didn't know how to respond cause all you wanted to do was help and then your mother knew that was the last straw and told you to get in the car and almost drove all the way back to Minnesota and almost said fuck your dad and almost got a divorce cause she finally saw what a dick he can be. And how still to this day you hold a resentment for your father for always yelling at you and making you feel powerless in life. And that he still owns you contrary to all the steps you've made to show how wonderful you really are! And that has caused you to not be able to take joy in anything you've done cause you know with everything you acomplish there are another 20 failures to match them. And not getting it wright the first time means your less of a human being.

Me: Uhhhh no not tonight Brain

Brain: or like that time when you were doing the proper thing by doing your homework first before you went to play in the snow. But your brother was outside with his cooler older friends as they throw snowballs. And you wanted to play with them so you hurried through your homework. But just as you get outside they all go home and you're stuck with no one to play with. So to make up for it you just start working on your giant pile of snow to sled down. And just as you grabbed the first shovel full of snow your Dad pulls into the driveway and starts yelling at you for all the snow in the driveway. Snow that was left over from your brothers snowball fight.

Dad: WHAT THE FUCK! WHY IS THE DRIVEWAY COVERED IN SNOW I JUST CLEANED IT THIS MORNING!

10 year old me: Dad I didn't do it.

Dad: Mum there is snow everywhere!

10 year old me: *tears forming* but... i... didn't... *sniff* do it.

Dad: GET INSIDE THE HOUSE!

Brain: and that's why you find being a man so hard because you fear that you may become that person who yells at his wife and makes his kids fear him

Me: SHUT UP BRAIN SHUT THE FUCK UP I DONT WANT THESE THOUGHTS I JUST WANTED TO SLEEP!

Brain: what are you going to do about it you're already that person. You hate so much and are unforgiving. You find the littlest mistake a huge failure in your self and definitely others. You're going to be just like him.

Me: NO FUCK YOU THATS NOT TRUE IM GOING TO LEARN FROM MY LIFE AND LOVE AND TEACH NOT CRITICISM AND PUNISHMENT! IM GOING TO CHANGE I CAN LOVE AND NOT HATE! I CAN LOVE! I CAN LOVE I CAN LOVE I CAN LOVE I CAN LOVE! I can love... love... love... i can love myself. I can forgive myself. I can forgive others. I can love... others. Others can forgive me. People can love me. I am worth love. I am worth forgiveness. I am me. I... should... sleep...

[fajarmhayyu]

Siklus pacaran (umum)

Cowok cemburu, malah dibilang sok imut. Cewe cemburu, perang dunia ke 3. Liat ceweknya tukeran nomer handphone sama cowok lain, marah...belai-belai dikit baikan. Liat cowoknya tukeran nomer handphone sama cewek lain..perang dunia ke 4..belai-belai, digapok + dikasih perang salib kedua.

[fajarmhayyu]

Problematika Cowok

Jadi cowo itu serba salah. Jalan sama cewe cantik dibilang ga adil. Jalan sama cewe jelek dibilang pelorotin hartanya. Jalan sama cowo dibilang homo. Jalan sama cowo tapi jauh-jauhan dibilang homo lagi marahan. Manusia~