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Thoughts on Peter Pettigrew? There isn't enough meta that's been squeezed out of him
I actually am shocked by how much I misremembered the nuances of the series before I re-read it. It seems to me pretty clear that Harry himself is the ideal, an actual GOOD person through and through, and that just about everyone else is flawed in significant ways. It’s actually ONLY Harry that finds it easy to forgive/love/pity/help. And no one else has an advantage in being able to do those things, that’s the point. Your family can love you and you might still choose wrong (Draco and, at times, Ron), you can be kind and wise and still have a fundamental flaw (Dumbledore).
So rereading Peter Pettigrew makes it so clear that there is a point when he was NOT evil. There are photos and memories and things that make it clear he didn’t have to choose how he did. And the early parallels with Neville are such a clear demonstration of that. Neville is what happens when the Peter Pettigrew in your life finds the strength to be Good. And the fact that the novels set up these absolutely crystal clear similarities between early bumbling Neville and Peter and then insists on connecting Harry and Neville shows that actually, any one of us could be a Peter. And any one of us could be a Neville.
I don’t mean this to bring Neville down, I mean it because it’s what’s so impressive about Neville. And absolutely no one helps him find that part of himself. He’s as alone and isolated within his friend group as Peter was. He has all the situational cues to turn sullen or jealous. And there’s just never a moment when Neville doesn’t rise to the occasion. He rises to occasions that even Harry doesn’t (which, don’t get me started in how much Harry not wanting to lead an army is his greatest strength and his greatest weakness and UGH I love him so).
So Peter actually has no excuse. The books give you every piece of evidence to know: Peter’s choice isn’t just cowardice or fear. He chooses the easy and the evil way and he didn’t have to.
But somebody explain to me how a life debt makes your evil magic hand strangle you, I don’t get that part.











