#mar.mp4

[taricha]

i'm back very briefly! it looks like i got some fundraiser asks and other asks while i was gone, so i'll be posting all of those over the next few days. then i'll probably be gone again for some time, i got some health and life stuff that i have to deal with. but i'll be back intermittantly to post any asks that need posting and check in!

[not-temperates]

my car needs a new transmission 💔 didnt i do it for her?

[not-jeguluses]

‘There is love in our bodies and it holds us together but pulls us apart when we're holding each other. We all want something to hold in the night. We don't care if it hurts when we're holding too tight.’

‘There is love in your body, but you can't get it out. It gets stuck in your head, won't come out of your mouth. Sticks to your tongue and shows on your face that the sweetest of words have the bitterest taste’

‘Darling heart, I loved you from the start but you'll never know what a fool I've been. Darling heart, I loved you from the start but that's no excuse for the state I'm in’

regulus when he falls for james </3

[taricha]

taking my monthly short break from online 🫡 i will see u soon....

[taricha]

the problem is the silmarillion makes me deeply emotional and i do cry reading it. there's a point in every chapter where you start to realize how the entire world therein is built on recovering from loss. yuuuup it's the #grief

[taricha]

how it feels to listen to miles davis "love songs" with a glass of beer

[taricha]

one of the deepest cruelties of the intersection of systemic ableism and capitalism is the fact that the world is literally more expensive for you if you're disabled or chronically ill

[taricha]

i will miss that job tho. i know i get like stockholm syndrome nostalgia poisoning about shitty jobs every time i quit but the warriors' bonds i've forged with my coworkers there are the strongest i've had yet