#maris jeong

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quick warm up before before lining

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back to my roots, vocaloid and lesbians save me, save me from myself cydia.. credtz: dividers: @/tsunami-of-tears ocs: @/lutjansnap will to live: vocaloid specifically miku and IU brainrot underthecut:

4 horsemen rotting my brain: magnet, imitation black, lesbians lets be honest and falsettos SPECIFICALLY: thrill of first love.

AUUGH IM SO SICK IN THE HEAD, I LOVE THEM SO MUCH, every brunette every dirty blonde- its them its always been them and the dynamics of wizzer/marvin, how theyre up/at eachothers throat, a "love"/ passion" so intense they arent happy in this universe but in another one they get their happy ending, it ends in hurt/comfort instead of hurt/angst, i have hope and love,, just like,, almost like,, in anothertimeline- *gunshot rings* is this what happiness is? i love them so much that perhaps.. i can make it another day, maybe ill live and be okay, but also i fall to the floor in anguish and grip tightly to the mitski playlist,, this is what happens, this is what you do to me @lutjansnap, i hate you but smooches and kisses, cyris paired with the ssris,, mayhaps i have a chance of living

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to fix later, add the photorefs, also,, this has been in the back burner, i have so many ideas and brainrot but ill die with lineart and colouring for the delusional cyris shippers (ao3) creds: @/lutjansnap