back to my roots, vocaloid and lesbians
save me, save me from myself cydia..
credtz:
dividers: @/tsunami-of-tears
ocs: @/lutjansnap
will to live: vocaloid specifically miku and IU
brainrot underthecut:
4 horsemen rotting my brain: magnet, imitation black, lesbians lets be honest and falsettos SPECIFICALLY: thrill of first love.
AUUGH IM SO SICK IN THE HEAD, I LOVE THEM SO MUCH, every brunette every dirty blonde- its them its always been them
and the dynamics of wizzer/marvin, how theyre up/at eachothers throat, a "love"/ passion" so intense
they arent happy in this universe but in another one they get their happy ending, it ends in hurt/comfort instead of hurt/angst, i have hope and love,, just like,, almost like,, in anothertimeline- *gunshot rings*
is this what happiness is? i love them so much that perhaps.. i can make it another day, maybe ill live and be okay, but also i fall to the floor in anguish and grip tightly to the mitski playlist,, this is what happens, this is what you do to me @lutjansnap, i hate you but smooches and kisses, cyris paired with the ssris,, mayhaps i have a chance of living