Mark Haber, from Saint Sebastian’s Abyss (2022)
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Mark Haber, from Saint Sebastian’s Abyss (2022)
Yet another post about being the ghost haunting your own life
Sharon olds // Virginia Woolf // E. E Scott // Adonis // Ringu // Erica Jong // Unknown Source // Mark Haber // The Edge of Seventeen // Leila Chatti // Anne Sexton // Mary Oliver // Melissa Broder
Is Ada by Mark Haber good? Hard to say. Is "the peasants made my father explode while I was jacking off in the sword closet" a stupid funny reason for the worst guy youve ever seen to spiral like more than he already must have been? GOD yes
Must I reconcile myself to the fact that my entire existence is now in question, I asked, must I consider the idea that all of it was meaningless or, worse even, replete with a meaning that was misconstrued and never understood?
Mark Haber, Saint Sebastian's Abyss
“... Living with a conscience constitutes a merciless barrier to happiness...” ― Mark Haber, Reinhardt's Garden
Alien Cargo (1999).
And I cursed the very solitude I longed for because I didn’t want to be alone yet couldn’t stand anything but being alone. I hated it and needed it, both at once, or at intervals, I’m not sure which, both the solitude and the discomfort I felt in my solitude, but, in any event, life became unfathomable and was this, I wondered, the suffering one experiences before achieving clarity and wisdom? Was madness the precursor to enlightenment?
Mark Haber, Saint Sebastian's Abyss
Mark Haber, from Saint Sebastian’s Abyss (2022)