Mark is hot. Mark is your roommate. Why must you realize both things during ovulation week...
wc: 5.3k
warnings: explicit sexual content, roommates to lovers, friends to lovers, unprotected p in v (don't do that), oral (f), spit kink i think, mark takes care of you, marks cums inside, mark knows, mark is mark, mark.
“…fuck, fuck, fuck…”
What in the hell did you walk in on?
Closing the door to your apartment behind you, quietly, twisting the knob to not make a single sound, you tip toed toward the kitchen table and set your purse down. Then your keys. Then, you jumped again.
“Fu-huck!”
His whine echoed from his room, out into the tiny hallway, into the kitchen, and up your skirt. Twisting your knees, squeezing your thighs together, you bit down on your bottom lip and cursed the fact you hadn’t gotten laid in months.
Having Mark for a roommate didn’t help.
Not when he sounded like that.
Pressing your hands into the wood, you sucked down a deep breath and shook it off. He was a male within a few feets radius of you, you didn’t want him, especially not right now, at the start of this week when you wanted anything and everything that walked. Just earlier on your walk home a street vendor complimented your legs, a catcall really, but you very well could’ve spun around and shown them to him up close.
You didn’t want Mark. You were ovulating and overstimulated and sensitive. And he’s an attractive guy, you’ve told him that before, he knows it, everyone thinks he's sexy.
His bedroom door swung open and your stomach dropped past your knees. He wore grey sweats only, and his headphones lived around his neck, his hair a mess from where they once sat on his head.
Games. Gaming. Gamer. He was playing games.
Not fucking someone into his mattress. Though it was hard to tell the difference, he sucked air harshly through his teeth just the same, no matter the activity.
Not that you listened. Or paid attention. Or touched yourself when you knew he had his hand wrapped around his cock thinking his sounds were muffled by the low beat of his nighttime playlist full of underground this guy eats, trust me rappers.
“Hey,” he smiled at you, a flash of perfect teeth with a boyish curl of his lips, “Thought I heard you come in.”
“Hi,” you sighed, standing up straight, composing yourself. Your eyes dropped to his toned middle, his perfectly sculpted chest, the silver chain hanging around his neck…
He swaggered for the fridge, coming closer to you, bodies separated by the table in the middle of the kitchen. The expanse of his back, just as honey, just as broad, just as built as his front, as his everything else. Mark wasn’t a big guy, but jesus god almighty did everything on him fit together in perfect harmony.
“How was work?” he asked, pulling a water bottle from a shelf, knobby fingers wrapping around the plastic. Arm flexing as he twisted off the cap and brought the spout to his lips, he turned to you and watched you while he drank.
A slight furrow of his brows beneath his undone hair, a pout in his lips, especially after he pulled the bottle away, the wide innocence in his eyes he wears as a facade, a trick, a ploy, because beneath that purity…
“Did you hear me?”
His smile settled into a smirk.
“Hm?” you hummed, and you watched him drag his eyes up and down your body. Glancing down at yourself you felt your cheeks flush of all color.
Bent over the table like you were, your knees had turned in. Thighs squeezing together, you practically trembled. Embarrassing. Humiliating really. Emitting a horniness reading absolutely off the charts, he could tell.
“Uh, yeah,” your voice almost squeaked. Pushing off the table you brushed your hands together and scooped up your things. “Work was… good.”
Mark leaned against a counter, his abs flexing ever so slightly. He crossed an arm over his chest and sipped his water, eyes narrowing.
“You’re lying,” he said, tongue darting between his lips, pointing at you with the bottle. Eyes glancing to his glistening lips, you withheld a whimper and shook your head.
You’ve got to get out of here.
“Not lying,” you said with the smallest of giggles, forcing some sort of smile onto your face. “I gotta shower.”
Starting for your bedroom that lived at the end of the hall, adjacent to Marks, his laugh paralyzed you. Sarcastic, knowing, sadistic. It bled into your ears, melted over your skin, and you despised what it did to your heart.
“You had your proposal today,” he started, pushing off the counter with his backside, padding over to the hall where you stood begging the bathroom to come closer to you so you wouldn’t have to withstand his presence any longer. “The big one. Your boss would be there, all the guys who think they have big dicks that own the company… Right?”
Turning slowly, very, very slowly, meeting his slightly confused expression, you nodded
“Riiiight,” he sang, voice going low and gravelly. A chill ran down your spine, one you’re hoping he didn’t notice. “I’ve listened to you all month. You’ve been dreading today, ‘cause you knew they weren’t gonna go for your team. They chose that asshole with the money, didn’t they?”
“Yeah,” you whispered, and he tipped his chin up, looking down at you. The ache between your thighs, the heat beneath your skin, grew tenfold under his stare.
You could reach out, grab him, fall onto the floor, yank down his sweatpants, slip your panties aside and sink onto him. It wasn’t even about him, you think, maybe. He’s a guy. A man who chronically oozed sex appeal, who caught the eye of everyone walking down the city streets. He’d be something hot, and hard, to fill yourself with, to relieve yourself upon, getting you through this week so you didn’t have to succumb to your vibrator or your own fingers…
He licked his lips again, the tip of his tongue sliding along his bottom lip dangerously slow.
Back and forth… back and forth… back and-
“You still with me?” he asked within a breath, almost a whisper, pulling you out of a trance.
You needed to leave.
Gulping, you squeezed your eyes shut and shook your head. Shook him out of your head. Him and his hot, shirtless self with his grey sweatpants hanging so low on his hips you knew he wasn’t wearing anything beneath them because the definition between his hips, down his pelvis winked at you.
“I’m fine.” Snapping your eyes open, you glared at him. “You’re right. Bad day. Thanks so much for reminding me.” You spun on your heels and stormed down the hall, stepping into your bedroom. He attempted to follow, arms shooting out at his side, eyes going wide, all signs of playing wiped from his cheeks.
“Hey, wait, I didn’t mean to do that, I was only trying to-“
You slammed your door shut.
In his face.
Mark Lee was not allowed in your bedroom, not right now. And probably not anytime in the near future. And then some.
This week sucked. A goddamned reminder that you had the worlds sexiest roommate and couldn’t do a thing about it. That the crush you’ve tried to swallow away for a year now was very much still real, very much still hanging over your head, something you can’t seem to escape. Not when your body quite literally begged you to reproduce with him.
Sighing, eyes falling shut, you threw your head back against the door.
Why Mark Lee???
Why your roommate you’ve grown tumultuously close to, closer than anyone else to you at this point in your life???
The Mark Lee who brings home girls some weekends, who goes out to party with friends he met in college, who works remotely, rarely has to leave the apartment, so he’s always here, always saying hi to you, always quick to greet you and bid you a good day when you leave in the morning…
Criminal really, how domestic it all seemed. How some days he’ll hint toward it, completely destroying weeks of suppression you worked oh so hard to build, only to now have to do it all over again.
You promised yourself you wouldn't get to this point.
That living with someone as attractive as Mark would work.
Guys and girls can be friends, you and Mark, you'd beat the stereotype.
Maybe it was time to move out.
Pushing off of your door to peel your top layers off, leaving a shirt and your skirt on to move to the bathroom with, you pulled pins from your hair and slumped onto your bed to pull your socks off.
Glancing about the space, your cozy bedroom you put together yourself, with Mark's help, he really etched himself into every part of your life.
A hoodie of his laid over the back of a chair, a pair of his sunglasses sat on top of your dresser, some of the earrings in your jewelry box were his... For gods sake, you shared the same shampoo and soap.
Digging your hands through your hair, splaying yourself backwards on your bed, you reached for your laptop and pulled it over your stomach. Opening it, you punched Apartments.com in to the search bar and let available places in your area, nearby work, pop up.
Scrolling for about a minute, eyeing the monthly rent in comparison to location and appearance, you squeezed your eyes shut and groaned.
Now was not the time.
Tossing your laptop to your mattress, not bothering to log out or shut it, you snatched your towel and disappeared into the bathroom, allowing the hot water to wash away work stress, ovulating thoughts, and feelings.
Wrapping yourself in your towel, tucking it in so it stayed put, you smoothed lotion over your exposed skin, up your neck, down your chest, around your arms. Making note of where your necklace and earrings were on the counter that you'd have to come back for, you picked up your clothes, flipped off the light, and peeked out into the hallway for any sign of Mark.
Years you've lived here, and yet the act of running from the shower to your bedroom performed like some sort of humiliation ritual.
Not for Mark, of course. He'd wander around in his towel for hours.
The apartment was quiet. No games, no whines, no Mark.
Maybe he left.
Stepping out of the bathroom, leaving the door cracked, you took two giant strides toward your door and spun inside swiftly, turning the knob as you closed your door, just in case he was still here somewhere.
"What are you looking at these for?"
Jumping a mile, grabbing onto the top of your towel, you whirled around with a gasp.
He was sitting on your bed with your laptop on his legs that were folded under him.
"Mark!"
He glanced up at you, his brows furrowed and focused, paying no mind to how your cheeks flushed and your body still dripped. "When were you planning on moving?"
"I wasn't, I-I was just-"
Looking down at the screen, he squinted at something. "Looking for apartments in this building."
Stepping toward your bed, you held up a finger. "Everywhere, not just this building."
He scoffed, his lips perking into the tiniest of smirks. "So, you admit it. You're moving out." The way he looked at you...
Both hands held onto your towel, pressing to your chest for your own sanity and composure.
You were naked.
He was on your bed, half naked.
"I wasn't planning on it," you sighed, eyes wide, hoping to tide him over with your words so that he'd leave and you could continue your search, or, at least put some clothes on. "You saw me when I came in here, I was stressed, so it was the first thing I thought of to do to help my nerves, I guess, I-"
Setting the laptop aside, he rose to his feet, head cocking to the right. All of his accessories were gone, it was just him, his sweats, and that silver chain around his neck.
"How is a new apartment gonna help relieve your stress at work?" he asked, taking small steps toward you. His frame stood bigger than your own. More clothed than you, taller than you, you sunk backward, your body pressing against your door. "I did see you, you were..." His eyes flickered to your lips. "Upset."
Five inches separated you.
"Mark," you whispered, and he looked at you. "It's just a bad day."
"Is it?" he asked, closing two more inches, eyeing your parted lips as your breath hitched.
Gulping, you nodded, holding onto the cotton that covered you even tighter. "Bad day."
Narrowing his eyes, you could feel his warm breath trickling over your skin still damp from the shower. "So, you thought a new apartment would cure that bad day?" He didn't let you answer, cutting you off before you started. "Why don't you just tell me what you really need, sweetheart," he whispered, closing the gap between you, pressing himself against you, "And we can stop playing fucking games.”
His hands pressed against the wood of the door, his arms caging you in. Chest to chest, his nose nudged yours and he smirked as your eyes fluttered shut.
Intoxicating.
Every siren in your head shot off.
His warmth, his presence, his smell, his words, his lips.
"Look at me," he murmured, and you obeyed, meeting his proud smile. "Good girl," he cooed, nudging your nose with his. Your knees trembled. He let a soft laugh loose. "Yeah, you like that. I knew it."
"Knew it?" you breathed, your heart pounding between your lungs.
Mark licked his lips and popped his brows. "I hear you too, sweetheart." His lips ghosted yours, smiling as your face screwed up in disbelief. "Oh, yeah," he sang, "You're filthy. How many toys you got in that drawer over there? Wanna play?"
Writhing, pressing your legs together, your core slick already, you whined and shook your head. "Mark."
Parting his lips, softening his face, he pouted. "Oh, babe, you're not in trouble." Taking a hand to your chin, he danced his thumb over your cheek, swooning as you melted into his touch. "I'm teasing," he whispered, taking in how you stared up at him, unable to look at anything else since he said look at me.
Swallowing thickly, you took shallow breaths, your mind tuning to the sound of his voice. Mark pinched your cheek gently, his brows steadying over his deep brown eyes. The way you stared at him, like he hung the stars and held the answer to all of your problems...
"I know what you need," he said just above a whisper, his fingers drawing over your skin gently, dancing down your neck. "As soon as you walked in the door, I could tell." His finger hooked below your chin, lifting it more, your doe eyes deepening. "Fuck," he whispered. "I'll leave you alone, okay, you can get into that drawer-"
He stepped away from you, and you reached for him, hands grabbing onto his bare biceps.
"Mark-"
Your towel slipped.
He didn't look.
His entire being softened.
Waiting.
His eyes never left yours.
Sucking in a shaky breath, he pushed out, "Yeah?"
Clenching your jaw, you gave him the tiniest nod of your head, and he groaned.
"Tell me," he whispered. The feeling of your fingers digging into his skin made his lashes flutter. "Say the words," he shook his head, "Or, you get nothing."
Steadying your breath, breaking through the part of you that longed for him to just give in and swallow you whole, you said, “I need you.”
It was all he needed.
Pushing you up against the door, one hand wrapping around the back of your neck and the other slipping down your body, Mark opened his mouth and pressed his lip to your neck, his teeth grazing over your skin as your arms hooked around his neck. Rocking with him, letting his weight push you to where he wanted you to be, you followed, body lax, under his control.
His fingers slipped between your legs, dragging through your folds, pressing to your clit. Moaning against your neck, grinding himself into you at the sound of your own whimper, he lifted his head and touched his forehead to yours.
“So fucking wet,” he mumbled, leaning in to kiss your lips, heavy yet slowly, his tongue poking through to meet with yours, “You’ve been pent up all day, haven’t you?”
“Three days,” you gasped, clinging to him, the massage of his fingers making you tremble.
His tongue dragged over your lips. “Three days?” Pressing wet kisses to your cheek, he muttered, “You’ve been this horny for three days?” Pulling away from you briefly, watching you writhe with every twist of his fingers, every brush of his thumb over your clit, he started to smile. The hand around your neck tightened, pressing into the sides.
“Mark,” you moaned, and the sound he made lit a spark in your belly.
Screwing your eyes shut, you thrashed against the door, knees going weak as he slid two into you, his thumb in a steady rhythm over your bud. Grinding into his hand, throwing your hips in a circle, his smile fell into a smirk.
“You want it bad,” he muttered, dipping down to nip at your neck. “What can I do to you, baby?”
Feeling your belly tighten every time you became aware that this was Mark doing this to you, touching you, making your toes curl, you couldn’t find it within yourself to hold back. Shame was lost on you.
Clawing at his back, gasping for air, a moaning mess, you babbled, “Anything, anything, y-you can do anything, I don’t… Fuck… Mark.”
“Good fucking girl,” he cooed, tugging at your earlobe with his teeth before his lips were latched to you once more. Pumping his fingers into you, curling them towards him, you shook. Bending at the knees, he pressed hot kisses down your chest, grabbing a handful on the way down, his fingers teasing your nipples. Searing his lips down your middle, over your belly button and below, he pulled his fingers from you on his knees and looked up at you. “You’re beautiful.”
Heaving breaths, your cheeks warmed. Covering your face with your hands, you managed to finally crack some sort of giggle. “Stop,” you whispered.
“Come here,” he breathed, gripping your hips, tugging your lower half toward him. Guiding one leg over his shoulder, he smoothed that hand up the back of your thigh, giving your ass a squeeze with a moan. Dragging his thumb through your slick, he curved his lips into the perfect ‘o’ and gazed up at you as he blew cool air over your core.
Sucking air in through your teeth, jolting away from him, one hand flew down to lace through his hair, giving him the harshest tug. Proud of himself, he beamed up at you and let his tongue roll through his parted lips.
“Where do you want me?” he asked, voice an octave lower than usual. He didn’t fight against your hold, but you could feel him start to try to. Letting him go, his smile wiped away. “No, hang on to me.”
“I didn’t wanna-”
He gripped your hip, his other hand sliding up your middle to grab a handful of tit. “Hang on to me,” he said through his teeth, nudging himself into your core, his nose pushing on your clit, his tongue sliding into your hole.
Both of your hands knit into his hair, holding onto him for balance as he held you up on one foot.
Lapping at you, his tongue swirling and twisting, the pressure in your belly growing tenfold, you cried out for him and allowed yourself to fall against him, all your composure gone. Mark pressed his fingers into your curves, pinched and toyed with your nipple while he moaned into your pussy soaking his face. Bobbing his head, tongue going flat, he moved with you, your hips circling on his face, riding wherever the pleasure wanted you to go.
Vision blurry, body on fire, you tugged at his hair but it wasn’t enough. You tried to reach down for him, but he wouldn’t move. You wanted to see him, to hold him, hold onto him, kiss him–
“Mark,” you whimpered, trying to pull him off of you. “Mark, please.”
Parting from you once, sucking in a breath, chest heaving, he gazed up at you with lust stricken eyes, his lips and cheeks a mess. “Wanna make you cum,” he groaned, soothing you with a circle of his hand on your thigh, “Doing so good, baby, please?”
“No,” you cried out, pulling him to his feet.
He let you.
Gently placing you back on the ground, holding you up, he pressed himself to you and cupped your jaw. You gave him a kiss, one small, one soft, one tasting like you. Wrapping your arms around his shoulders, giggling as he pulled a hand up to wipe his face clean, he kissed you again, longer this time, your breaths in sync, like the beating of your hearts.
“I’m right here,” he whispered. “You okay?”
Nodding, gazing at him, you licked your lips and gave him the quietest whine.
His thumb pulled at your bottom lip, his eyes flickering to it, and with the gentlest whisper, he asked, “Your bed or mine?”
“Stay here,” you breathed, and he smiled.
Taking his hands to your waist, he pulled you up, wrapping you around his front. Stolen kisses on the way there, a few strides backward toward your bed, he tipped over as you giggled and laid you down on your mattress. Tongue escaping, nasty kisses pushed to your neck, Mark pushed his sweats to the floor and climbed over you, his knees pushing yours open.
Taking both hands to your jaw, he tipped your head backward and coerced your lips open with his thumbs, holding them there. His cheeks sucked in, as his length prodded at your entrance, he pursed his lips and let a ball of spit drip onto your tongue. Moans trapped in the back of your throat, you arched against him.
Mark, eyes dark as ever, bobbed his head and stuck his thumb in your mouth, spreading his spit on your tongue. “I knew it,” he teased, “Again.” As if you were going to be able to question him, he looked you in the eyes and whispered, “Nasty.”
Eyes rolling, you wiggled your hips, the feeling of his tip not enough. Wrapping your lips around his thumb, giving him a harsh suck, you swore the devil flashed in his eyes.
“Oh, sweetheart,” he grumbled, “Don’t get me started. I want you gagging every which way, I’ve pictured it, gotten off to it.” You moaned and he laughed. “But, I wanna fuck your pussy more than I wanna fuck your throat,” he dipped down to press a kiss to your forehead, pushing stray hairs out of the way, whispering, “That okay?”
“Please,” you mumbled around his thumb, digging your teeth into it. “Mark, please.”
He lingered by your ear, lips brushing your lobe. “Please, what?”
“Fuck me,” you cried, writhing under him. He pulled his thumb out of your mouth and gripped your chin. Meeting his gaze, you whimpered. “Please, Mark, fuck me. I need you so bad.”
“Thought you were gonna let me bend you over the kitchen table,” he said, reaching a hand between your bodies to grip himself, “Pictured that before, too.”
“Fuck,” you gasped as he slid his tip into you.
He winced at how you squeezed him already, his brows tipped in the middle, his lips curling under. “Let me in, baby, can’t give you what you want if you don’t breathe.”
Your heart beat in your ears. You could barely get any air in as his length pushed inside of you, the pressure too great. The stretch, too much, the thought, the knowing that it was Mark, this was Mark, your roommate, inside of you, his cock, the pleasure–
A long sigh, laced with a whine, washed over him from your lips. Pushing into the hilt, your thighs touching, his hips on your hips, your clit pushing into his pelvis, he laid on top of you, your chests meshed. Parted lips met yours, the brush of a tongue on yours, the stinging of tears in your eyes as he rocked into you– you could feel him in your throat.
His thumbs pushed into your cheeks, his soft touch keeping you with him, brushing over your bottom lashes as your lips parted and you sighed, gazing up at him.
A mess, both of you. His hair, pushed around in ways he’d never let you see, his eyes, glazed over with euphoria, his lips, parted and hungry. Teeth baring as he rocked into you, your breath hitching in your chest, you drug your hands down his back, your nails leaving behind plush red love marks as they came back up to his shoulders.
“God, I just wanna stay like this,” he mumbled, burying his head in your neck, moaning into your shoulder. “Feel so good, sweetheart,” he sighed, wrapping his lips in a kiss below your jaw.
One of your hands escaped to his hair, knitting into his locks, holding onto him for clarity. “You’re so… big…” you managed to gasp between snaps of his hips.
Smirking down at you, he pushed himself up to his hands, the silver chain on his neck dangling over your nose. “Yeah?”
Managing a smile with your twisted brows, you breathed through a laugh, “Knew it.”
“Fuck, you’re so cute,” he muttered, suffocating you with a kiss, his hands eager to hold you in anyway they possibly could. “You know what it takes to hold myself back?”
Your tongue wanted to pop out of your lips. Biting down on your lip, moaning without giving yourself permission, you blinked up at him, dazed, ignited with nirvana.
Relief.
Mark pushed up off of you, guiding your legs around his waist as he held onto yours. Picking your hips up off the mattress, he pistoled into you and tipped his head back, his groans echoing off the walls, lingering in the air.
“You know what it feels like… to have you walk around here… like you don’t know how hot you are?” He took a thumb to your clit, pressing down, grinning as you cried out and writhed, your hands gripping onto your sheets. “What it feels like… to hear you moan into your pillows… knowing that I could walk in here… and fuck you dumb?”
“Yes,” you gasped, voice broken, “Mark, yes, you drive me fucking crazy.”
He snickered. “Do I?”
Every twist of his thumb made you tremble, your high barreling toward you as you watched his body move. The arch in his back, the push of his hips, where your bodies met, the sound your bodies made…
“I wanted you as soon as I got home,” you babbled, fucking yourself back onto him as he thrust into you, “Wanted you to fuck me, wanted you to make me cum… Mark.”
His body let loose for a second, his composure dropping, his head lulling back, but then he grabbed your waist and pushed you both up to your pillows. Stretching his legs behind him, putting his hands behind your knees, he folded you in half and lowered himself on top of you.
Hair stuck to his forehead, your breaths tangled in shared air, his chain kissed your chin, your nose, your neck.
“Mark,” you whispered, your belly tightening, your legs shaking around him. Pulling him closer, landing messy kisses to his cheek, to his jaw, you gasped, right on the edge. “M’fu- Mark!”
“Come on,” he whispered, lazy lips brushing your cheek, “C’mon, babe. I got you.” You squeezed him, your body twitching under him, a tumultuous build up, a crash you needed three days ago. Fueled by his hands, his hips, his tongue, you cried out for him, barely recognizing yourself. “Cum for me, sweetheart, c’mon, you can do it.”
Almost missing your lips with a kiss, he moaned into your mouth as his own belly tensed.
“Need you to cum first,” he groaned, letting his fingers toy with your clit, his speed relentless, but he knew as soon as you went silent, he had you. “Be a good girl,” he whined, nose pressing to your cheek, “C’mon… Cum on my cock, baby, isn’t that what you want? Cum and I’ll fill you up, you want that?”
Nodding, fast, barely breathing, only able to suck air in, unable to push any out, you clung to him as your vision seared white, and you convulsed into him, body ignited with a pleasure brand new. You squeezed him tight, giving him little time to warn you he was cumming, filling you up with half a thrust as he dropped to his elbows and whimpered.
You’re not sure how long you laid in silence, spent bodies pressed together on a mussed up bedspread that now needed a washing. Then, he stirred.
Picking up his head of messed up hair, he looked down at you, eyes heavy, lips swollen. Surprised to see you already looking, he smiled, a flash of his teeth poking between his lips. Pulling out of you, taking his time, watching you closely as he did, he kissed you gently.
“You’re incredible,” he whispered, shifting over your body to lay beside you, wrapping an arm around your back to tuck you into his side.
Unable to not look at him, you brushed your lips over his chest and whispered, “You’re incredible.”
Resting an arm behind his head, he looked down at you with a lazy smile. “You feel better?”
“Yes,” you answered quickly, making him laugh. “But, I think…”
He flipped his brows over, reaching his hand out to fix the mess that was your hair. “You think what, sweetheart?”
Curling up against him, you cowered and hid your face in his arm.
“Tell me,” he said softly, smoothing his hand under your chin, lifting your head. Pursing your lips, as if he could tell by the flutter of your lashes, he poked his cheek with his tongue. “Be a good girl and use your words,” he whispered, and you almost whimpered.
Your heart swelled in your chest, your cheeks heating as you whispered, “I don’t want you to go.”
Mark glanced around your room before looking at you crazy. “Am I… going somewhere?” Smiling as you giggled, he screwed his face up and tried to wiggle away from you. “Oh, wait, actually, that's you. How’s the apartment hunt going?”
“No!” Grabbing onto him, pulling him back into you, he rolled over on his side, hovering over you. Blinking up at him, you took a deep breath and shook your head. “I’m not leaving. You overwhelmed me, I thought I had no other option.”
Mark raised his brows. “Instead of just asking me to fuck, you were going to move out? To a whole new apartment? When this one is just fine?” Your smile faded, and your resolve clouded over. Mark tilted his head, curious. “Talk to me.”
Rolling your eyes, dragging your nails against his back, softer this time, you mumbled, “I… like you… Mark.” He didn’t move. “I was thinking about moving, ‘cause… I have feelings for you. And, after this… I want you. I wanted you before. I want to be yours.”
It took his six whole seconds to break into a toothy grin. “Great,” he huffed, catching your lips in a slow kiss, whispering against them, “Which room do you want to be ours?”
Eyes widening, he shocked you with another kiss.
Nudging your nose with his, he winked. “I wanna be yours.”
mark cant stop yapping about spiderman and you cant stop kissing him. (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶)
“You don’t understand,” he says, wide-eyed, voice already three octaves too loud, “if Peter and Miles actually team up again and then 2099 shows up, that’s like—bro, that’s like—”
You hum softly against his lips, and he still doesn’t get the hint.
“—three different timelines! And—mmph—okay, wait—wait—babe,” he mumbles as you kiss him again, “I’m trying to explain the multiverse and you’re distracting me—babe—”
You kiss him harder.
Mark Lee, your sweet, nerdy, infuriatingly kissable boyfriend, is sitting on the couch in his Spider-Man hoodie (the Miles Morales one, obviously), gesturing with one hand and completely unaware of the way you’ve climbed into his lap like a lovesick koala.
His other hand? Firm on your waist, like it always finds its home there. His thumb’s rubbing lazy circles, up, down, up, down—like he doesn’t even realize he’s doing it. Absent-minded. Natural.
And his lips—god, his lips—so soft, so pouty, so Mark.
“But if you think about it, like, Gwen and Miles—babe, I’m serious—they represent two different—mmhm—oh my god, you’re literally ignoring me right now,” he grins, nose scrunching as you pepper kisses along his jaw.
“I’m not ignoring you,” you murmur against his skin. “I’m just… appreciating you.”
“With your mouth?”
“Mhm.”
His laugh is all breath and heat, slightly shaky now, finally trailing off from his spider-rant. “You’re insane.”
“You’re talking about spider variants while I’m kissing you.”
“I was talking about variants,” he pouts, letting his head fall back against the couch, looking at you through thick lashes. “Now my brain’s melting. I had points to make.”
You kiss his pout. Then his cheek. Then his neck.
“Baby,” he groans, squirming just a little, “I had a whole theory—”
You slide your fingers under the edge of his hoodie, grip the fabric, kiss him again and again and again.
Now he’s not talking at all.
Just breathing in soft little stutters, kissing you back with those loser-lovey eyes like you put the stars in the damn sky.
“Your lips are so distracting,” you murmur against his mouth.
“You’re the distracting one,” he huffs, arms wrapping fully around you now, pulling you close, surrendering with one last grumble: “Spider-Man can wait…”
(He still tries to finish his theory ten minutes later—with you half-asleep in his lap, lips kiss-bruised and smiling.) finally some couple stuff !! *clap* *clap*
warnings: DUBCON! unprotected sex, non-consensual sex, spit fetish, spanking, bdsm, degradation, vaginal sex, creampie, allusions to new children, mark and (name) have an older child. betrayal (?), submission, mark with a big, thick penis, breeding kink
summary: Even after years, Mark can't forget you, he's obsessed — but upon learning something, he'll do anything to get you back.
❝ Mark’s fingers tap loudly against the massive table, his expression tired yet unwelcoming as he waits for the Viltrumite councilors to speak about some important mission.
Being Emperor isn’t easy, even after a few years of experience. He felt tired more easily now, but remained at peace with himself knowing that Thragg’s dictatorship had ended years ago, freeing the universe from Viltrum’s cruelty.
Well, he was at peace… at least temporarily:
“Sir?” the councilor calls out, drawing Mark’s attention. “Do you advise our fleets to head to Kynua?” Mark raises an eyebrow, clasping his hands together and sighing dangerously low.
“Yes, yes, of course,” he replies, his voice rough. The councilors whisper among themselves, inaudibly, when another man turns to Mark.
“Sir,” a sharp-minded councilor calls. “Are you… alright? You seem a bit distracted.” Mark takes a deep, heavy breath.
He had been distracted for a long time:
“Well, I suppose we can end the meeting, can’t we?” he asks cautiously, and all the councilors and war commanders agree—because no one would dare speak against the Emperor.
One by one, they leave, leaving him standing by his elevated throne, the Viltrumite metal structure unbreakable. His dark eyes analyze each being as they exit the room, and when the massive doors close, he allows himself to sigh.
His obsessive tendencies were getting worse.
Casually, Mark uses the command panel in front of him in the meeting room, his large fingers analyzing each point strategically—he had a map of the galaxy, of multiple planets, habitable or not.
But he always returned to his home. To Earth.
It had become an exhausting routine—analyzing Earth’s patterns, checking for possible threats to the planet he was born on, or simply… watching his ex-wife.
How pathetic had he become?
She didn’t need watching. She was a formidable hero. Hell, she handled herself better than he did in many situations and always managed to come out on top in critical circumstances.
But in Mark’s subconscious, it was just prevention. Just caution.
After all, ❪ name ❫ and Mark had once been married. They had a beautiful house in one of the best residential neighborhoods in Chicago, and they had a son together… a son who was one of the best—a prodigy.
This was just about the safety of his son’s mother, right?
Wrong.
He missed her.
When did everything change?
When Mark had to leave for Viltrum, when he became less and less present, and when she asked for a divorce for the sake of her own sanity.
It hurt—but he didn’t fight for it. Maybe that was his biggest mistake—he could have fought, but chose to be a coward.
Mark was so messed up mentally… the pressure of being Emperor, the fact he discovered he had a child with Anissa.
Terrible.
Then Eve came into his life and he allowed himself to… relax a little. It was temporary, because he still thought about you. The longing kept growing—and shared custody of Noah didn’t fulfill the real need to see her.
But he remarried, had Terra, and everything seemed to be going… fine. Markus was a good boy, Terra an energetic girl, and Noah had always been everything Mark never had—brave, a fighter.
Hell, even the way he dressed unconsciously resembled Mohawk Mark.
Mark didn’t consider himself a strict or conservative father, but he would never get used to the piercings on his 17-year-old son—or the fact that you allowed it:
“It’s style, old man,” the boy always said. And damn it, Noah was just like him—dark hair, the jawline, the nose, even the way he made that pleading face… but the eyes—
Incredibly, yours.
“Sir,” he snaps out of his thoughts, turning off the command panel that had been displaying Earth—or as he had mentally labeled it, Home.
“Yes?” he asks, his dark eyes focusing on the guard who had entered the conference room.
“Your son Noah has just arrived.” Mark gives a small smile, nodding as he rises from the throne and walks to meet his son.
It had always been like this—no one knew when it started, but it became… routine. Noah lived on Earth, being a teenager and helping fight crime alongside his mother, and during vacations, he visited his father on Viltrum.
Mark had considered placing Noah in a Viltrumite school—but he wouldn’t adapt. Viltrumite education was too strict, and the Emperor knew ❪ name ❫ would never allow their son to abandon his studies for such a harsh system.
His firm footsteps echo through the corridors as he heads to the main hall, where he spots his 17-year-old son.
Noah was practically a copy of Mark in many ways, but his eyes stood out the most… a color ❪ of your choice ❫ inherited from his mother, ❪ name ❫.
His muscles tensed every time he looked into Noah’s eyes.
The boy smiles upon seeing his father, wearing only a backpack and headphones. He was everything Mark hadn’t been—piercings on his eyebrow and lower lip, earrings, spiked hair, and a completely punk style:
“Hey, old man,” Noah grins, just like ❪ name ❫—damn it. His sharp canines gleam. “Miss me?” he asks, and Mark smiles, stepping closer and crossing his arms.
“Always,” he replies, grabbing Noah by the forearm and pulling him into a hug. The younger boy grumbles, pulling away seconds later, slightly irritated.
“You don’t need to do that,” he says, a bit embarrassed, the tips of his ears reddening after being caught by the guards acting like daddy’s boy. “You see me every vacation and some weekends—you should be used to it.”
He would never get used to it.
Even if he saw his son often—on vacations or frequent trips to Earth—he wanted to see Noah every day. But not just Noah… you too:
“How is your mother?” Mark asks almost instinctively. It was always like this. Every time he saw Noah, he asked about you—it was automatic, and he mentally scolded himself for it.
“Perfectly fine,” Noah answers, as he always did. Perfectly fine. “She’s dating now, and for the first time in years… she seems happy.”
It takes a few seconds for Mark to process that information.
It starts slow. The words settle through his hearing, his mind working quickly—first, shock:
“Dating?” he repeats, lowering his arms, revealing the Viltrum symbol on his Emperor uniform.
“Yeah, old man, dating,” Noah replies, not noticing the way Mark’s jaw tightens, how his pupils sharpen. “By the way, where’s Eve?”
“We broke up a few months ago,” he states immediately, almost automatically. Noah raises an eyebrow, a smirk forming on his lower lip.
“Damn, three kids and no relationship? Even I’m doing better than you, old man,” Noah adjusts his backpack and starts walking down the corridor Mark had come from moments earlier. “My room didn’t turn into a weapons storage, right?”
The Emperor shakes his head, swallowing hard:
“I just need to fix your… things,” he replies, swallowing again as he hears Noah’s boots echo against the polished floor of the palace.
And he stays there, for a few endless minutes that feel like eternity.
Dating.
❪ name ❫ dating?
His teeth grind to the point of pain, his expression darkening as Noah walks far enough away—his breathing shortens, his chest rising and falling, fists clenched.
Who the hell is the bastard dating my woman?
Mark swallows hard, realizing he was still in the hall, some guards watching with curiosity before quickly lowering their heads at the tension in his shoulders.
And he walks away—slow steps disappearing down the same corridor.
Dinner is one of the greatest personal hells Mark could endure in such a short span of abrupt information.
He really had separated from Eve months ago… yet she still lived on Viltrum, something about Terra (who was 9 years old) already being used to living on that planet, receiving proper education and training.
His relationship with Eve was very… peculiar. It had ended after countless ups and downs. Obviously, he didn’t regret what they had, but he knew things could have been different if—
Mark shakes his head, pushing the thought away.
Eve had always helped him, even with decisions involving Viltrum. And even separated, she remained a strong ally—the good part about it was that they no longer argued constantly, only seeing each other on important dates or during dinners Terra insisted on inviting her mother to.
And this dinner was one of them.
Terra ate happily, Markus—now 13—talking and eating alongside Noah (the oldest) about training and rock bands back on Earth.
Things with Markus had always been complicated… the entire situation with Anissa had left him uneasy, but over time he adjusted, and now he took full care of Markus, since Anissa had disappeared after the final confrontation.
Eve accepted Markus without hesitation and treated him well. Terra loved having two older brothers, especially Noah—who always brought something from Earth, like dolls or toys for the younger ones.
“And then the kid punched me in the jaw and I fell to the ground!” Markus finishes, chewing his food a bit too quickly.
“You should’ve punched that idiot back,” Noah starts, laughing. “Next time that jerk messes with you, tell me—I’ll kick his balls off.”
“Noah!” Eve scolds, gently covering Terra’s ears, who had been listening closely.
Noah laughs, shrugging.
“You know where to hit men, right, Terra?” he says, and the girl looks at him, her eyes shining like he was her hero. “Low, and hard.”
“Noah,” Mark reproaches, still tense from the earlier information.
❪ name ❫ dating.
It was as if the situation hadn’t fully sunk in yet. As if Noah would suddenly say something like, “Just kidding, old man! My mom still cries over you!”—anything that would make him fly back to Earth as fast as possible.
“Why is dad so serious?” Terra asks, and everyone looks at her, then at Mark.
At the same man, imposing, seated at the head of the large table. Mark hadn’t even touched his plate—his eyes unfocused from the actual conversation, fixed instead on random points across the dining hall.
Eve bites her lower lip, sighing softly at Terra.
“Maybe he’s thinking about his duties as Emperor, sweetheart,” she says, gently wiping a bit of food from Terra’s mouth, earning a smile from the girl. “By the way, Noah, how’s your mother?”
Damn it.
The question makes Mark let out a slightly heavier breath, though no one seems to notice—except the ever-observant Terra.
“Ah,” Noah crosses his arms. “She’s doing great… cutting back a bit on the whole superhero life,” he glances at the ceiling, thinking about what else to say. “And she’s dating.”
Eve’s green eyes widen, her red hair cascading like a waterfall. She immediately looks at Mark—because one of their biggest arguments while married was the fact that Mark had never forgotten ❪ name ❫, not even for a second.
“Really? Who is it?” she asks, slightly provocative, and Mark grits his teeth.
“Some guy named Liam,” Noah shrugs, going back to eating. “A banker from Chicago. He’s… a good guy.” Mark looks at his son, exhaling slowly.
“A banker? A good guy?” he questions, and Noah stops chewing almost immediately. “Are you sure? Because honestly… we can’t trust anyone these days.”
“Mark,” Eve calls, lightly reprimanding him.
“Am I wrong?” Mark snaps, a hint of accusation in his tone. “I don’t even know who this man is… my son could be in danger or—”
“Liam’s a cool guy. A bit flashy? Yeah. But cool—and above all… present,” Noah cuts in.
His son’s words hit something deep inside Mark, something that throbs painfully.
“P–Present?” he stammers, and Eve notices. Maybe Noah didn’t—but she did. She heard the tremor in his voice.
“Yeah, present,” Noah presses, almost… accusing. Like it was a jab. “You know? Romantic dinners, trips… I think she’s gonna take advantage of me being away and go on a cruise around Europe with Liam.”
Silence.
The only sounds are Terra and Markus chewing, cutlery clinking against plates—and Mark’s breathing growing heavier, shallower.
He starts seeing red. That burning anger rising again, his mouth turning bitter—the little creatures of jealousy, envy, and possessiveness had definitely bitten him now.
“Excuse me,” Mark stands, dragging the chair loudly across the floor. Everyone at the table looks at him, confused. “I just remembered an important conference… you can finish dinner without me.”
“Dad?” Terra calls, and Mark’s hardened façade softens almost instantly. He walks over, bending down to kiss her forehead.
“Dad just has to take care of something. I’ll be back soon,” he says, ruffling Markus’ hair in the process, earning a smile.
And as he passes Noah—he squeezes his eldest son’s shoulder before walking away, disappearing once again through the countless corridors.
SECURITY ROOM: VILTRUM — 21:23
Mark didn’t know what had come over him in that moment.
All he knew was that he had stormed into the castle’s security room, ordering the guards and watchmen to leave while he took responsibility for analyzing some… crucial information.
His fingers moved across every panel, carefully examining each point. It was almost automatic when he typed in the password—the date of his birthday—and suddenly, a file opened.
❪ name ❫ ❪ surname ❫.
His eyes softened as he saw the data he had gathered over the past years he had been away from you. Ten years exactly. Ten years of only seeing you through brief, trivial encounters. Ten years without kissing you, without feeling your skin against his.
Ten years wasted, thinking Eve—or the Empire—mattered more.
He had kept that stoic ex-husband façade, but he couldn’t hold it together the moment Noah said you were moving on.
After a marriage. After a child.
God… he had moved on too—but for a greater cause. He was Emperor, yet he still thought about you… And knowing that now you seemed ready to truly move on made him deeply uneasy.
He analyzed everything. Data, patterns—every satellite and camera worldwide connected to Mark Grayson’s system. He had seen you going out with other men recently… but Liam seemed… different.
His teeth clenched, his eyes widening as a Chicago park camera focused on you—wrapped in Liam’s arms. A man in simple clothes, neatly styled hair, carrying that typical air of arrogance.
Yet… gentle with you.
It made him feel like dying.
Liam’s hand rested carefully on your waist, pulling you closer. And you looked beautiful—the fine lines of expression gave you a mature air, yet it seemed like you hadn’t aged at all in ten years.
Just… more alive. More beautiful. More irresistible.
Mark’s composure shattered when Liam pulled you in, placing a soft kiss at the corner of your lips. And God, you smiled—those ❪ color ❫ eyes blinking so warmly, the same way you used to look at him.
Before everything.
Before the Viltrum War. Before the separation. Before he gave up on you, believing you deserved better.
Suddenly, his fist slammed into the panel, glass shattering. His hand began to bleed, but he didn’t seem to care—staring at the cracked screen still displaying you with another man.
“Another anger episode?” Eve’s voice cuts through as she steps into the room. Mark barely notices, his eyes still fixed on the broken screen.
Her steps are slow, heels clicking softly against the floor—green eyes shifting from his bleeding hand to the Emperor himself.
“Is this about ❪ name ❫?” she asks, and the tension in his expression becomes even more evident.
“Don’t say her name,” he growls, jaw tightening sharply.
Eve sighs, rolling her eyes.
“For years I’ve known you, and you still think about her,” her tone isn’t sad—it’s firm, knowing. “You still love her, Mark.”
Silence.
“Why don’t you go after her?” she asks, as if it were simple, and Mark scoffs, his bloodied hands dragging over his face.
“It’s not that easy, Eve…” he mutters, deeply frustrated. It’s clear he’s trying to control something inside himself. “I can’t just show up on Earth and pretend everything’s fine… when it’s not.”
“How about you stop being so obsessed and actually do something?” Mark looks at her, confused. “One of the reasons we always fought… is because you were always thinking about her. Consciously or not.”
Silence lingers, broken only by the soft beeping of the system.
“You’ve always acted like you’re obsessed with her… always using Noah as an excuse,” she continues, staring straight at him. “You can’t live in your son’s shadow forever, Mark.”
The Emperor takes a deep breath, trying to steady himself as Eve’s words hit him harder than he expected.
“You need to be a man for once in your life,” Eve says, and Mark looks at her—his dark eyes widening for the first time.
“W–Why?” he stammers, voice low, almost hollow. Eve sighs again, her warm hands resting on his tense shoulders.
“Because I always knew you loved her, not me,” the redhead says, not saddened—but certain. “Do you remember all the times you mixed up my name?”
“Eve—” he tries to interrupt.
“No, Mark,” she inhales deeply. “Let me talk for once, okay?” He nods, lips forming that familiar pout. “Do you remember all the times you moaned her name instead of mine?”
A deadly silence falls, and Mark doesn’t know how to react.
“When you got angry and I didn’t know how to help you… and then I found out you were tracking her location?” her voice lowers. “And I kept wondering how I could be better for you.”
She exhales, her hands leaving his shoulders.
“But for ten years, I… hid, hoping you would love me, not her,” she lets out a small laugh. “But you’re obsessed, Mark. You love her, you idolize her, you’re in love with her… and please… be man enough to admit it.”
Mark exhales, his hands trembling slightly, his expression falling apart.
“I’m sorry…”
“Don’t apologize. Out of all of this… Terra was the only thing we got right,” she smiles softly, and Mark nods, letting out a quiet laugh.
“So… how do I be man enough to do it?” he asks, a frustrated, almost desperate chuckle escaping him.
“Well…” she shrugs. “Go after her and… admit it, you know? Be honest. But don’t be pushy. And if she says no… just accept it,” she winks, stepping away. “Just don’t be so… Mark, okay?”
PLANET EARTH
It wasn’t like Mark.
This really hadn’t been in his plans.
The climate was different from Viltrum—Earth had a colder atmosphere, while Viltrum possessed a standard climate, always sunny in the mornings with a slight chill at night. Mark was wearing his classic Viltrumite Emperor suit, the garments polished and the symbol prominently displayed. Mark’s nostrils flared automatically when he realized where he was—home. He no longer knew what was right or wrong; his mind was racing at a million miles per hour. The conversation with Eve seemed to have lit a small flame of hope, and seeing the images of you kissing Liam made him... crazy. Irritated. He didn’t need much effort to enter your house; after all, he was a Viltrumite.
The house was large, with a decor that felt like you—picture frames of moments between you and Noah. In fact, Mark already knew this space a little, from the very few times he had... broken in during his moments of spiraling just to see you in the dead of night without being noticed. The doorknob turned, the sound pulling Mark from his thoughts. He moved away from the counter near the stairs, where a photo of you with Noah as a child at an anime convention sat. He had missed that. The door opened, hands fumbling for the living room light switch—the room flooded with light, and suddenly, Mark saw you.
It was too much. Too much. Mark felt his stomach churn; his eyes widened when he saw you after all these years—wearing casual clothes, jeans, a plain light blue shirt, and sneakers. Your hair was exuberant, and your eyes were so striking, almost glowing in those first seconds of light. You stopped, your eyebrows arching as you recognized the figure, and Mark noticed the fine lines of expression—a face slightly aged, yet still so sexy. Damn, he was already getting hard.
“Mark?” your voice came out confused, truly. You set your side bag on the hallway counter while approaching with slow steps. “What is happening? Why... why are you here?” Your chest rose and fell.
He approached with the firm steps of an Emperor, because in the end, that’s what he was. “I came... to talk to you,” he stated readily, swallowing hard. You looked more beautiful than ever, your scent filling the room and driving him completely insane.
Your eyes widened, and you moved closer but still maintained a distance. “Is it about Noah?” you asked, eyes still wide, breath hitching, your maternal instinct screaming at full volume.
He smiled, a minute and almost imperceptible twitch—obviously you would talk about Noah, obviously you would ask about Noah, being the protective mother you always were. “No,” he denied almost immediately, taking a step forward. “It’s about us.”
There was a silence so grand it seemed to last longer than usual. Your expression of worry shifted automatically, your brow furrowing slightly into a grimace—confusion, and a slight irritation as your pupils dilated. “About us?” you asked, your voice sharp and slightly mocking. However, Mark did not back down, taking more steps forward as he nodded.
“Yes, about us,” he emphasized, his dark eyes analyzing your face, your body, and all the time he had lost over the years.
“I believe there is nothing for us to talk about,” you replied, your expression serious. “I told you years ago, Grayson, that if you were to come talk to me, it should be regarding Noah.”
“I...” he interrupted her last sentence, his hands opening and closing. He needed to touch you. “Dammit, I know that, okay? I know you don’t want to see me even if I were painted in gold because you probably hate me...”
“Mark,” you called him, and it was clear how much his pupils dilated. “I don’t hate you, okay? You are a turned page in my life... I feel nothing for you, just... indifference.”
He bit his lower lip hard, to the point of a slight rupture and blood appearing. It was clear that this affected him; his gaze dropped like a kicked dog, his shoulders trembling. “Don’t act like my feelings are nothing,” he stated, hands shaking as he took another step. “Don’t act like we weren't anything.”
“We were something, before you vanished for days while I dealt with Noah in postpartum... before your commitments to Viltrum became more important than your family,” Mark felt his chest tear apart. “Look, Mark, I spent years of my life waiting and supporting you... there came a point where I wanted to support myself, do you understand?”
Mark swallowed hard, standing still, nodding. “We could try again,” he spoke with such conviction, with such willpower. “Fuck, I love you! I never forgot you! I tried, okay?!” he erupted, stepping forward. “But you won't leave my head! You never left!”
His eyes welled up—was the Emperor going to... cry? “I look at Noah and I blame myself every day for missing the most important stages of our son's life by your side.” His eyes flickered, he bit his lip. “You think I don't miss you? Your laugh? Your kisses? How much we used to fuck wildly anywhere?”
“Mark—” your eyes widened, swallowing hard, embarrassed.
“No!” He approached again, his pupils now heart-shaped, his breath becoming ragged as he stood very close to you. “Stay with me again, please... otherwise... I’ll kill myself!”
Silence.
“You can’t come here and say these things after all these years, Mark!” you shouted, and he felt a bit cornered but didn't show it. “Damn, aren't you married?! Get a grip!”
“Not anymore,” he replied simply, his tense arms falling to his sides as he scanned you from head to toe.
“What?!” your voice came out strained, as if you hadn't heard right.
“I’ve been separated for years,” he breathed in again, taking another step. “Because of you.”
“Don’t blame me for the failures of your relationships, Mark Grayson,” you spat, stepping toward the door. “If you’re not going to talk about Noah, get out of my house!”
Mark was faster; his super speed allowed him to grab your wrist, pulling you close—your body was pulled abruptly, and suddenly you felt the wall against your back as Mark pinned you down. “I know you miss me,” he exclaimed, pressing you against the wall. You felt that Mark was more muscular now, almost swallowing you with the tall, strong structure of his body.
“Mark, let me go!” you screamed, trying to break free. Even as a hero, Mark had always been stronger, and now the discrepancy in strength seemed even greater.
“Tell me,” he seemed serious, yet the desperate glint in his eyes said something else. “Are you with another man?”
Your eyes widened as you noticed Mark: his dilated pupils, the way his chest rose and fell, panting. His jaw was clenched, and he looked almost feral. “That’s none of your business!” You tried to pull away, but it was impossible; Mark had one hand beside your head while the other trembled, landing on your hip.
As Mark’s large hands touched your hip, he growled softly, as if physically controlling himself. “You aren't dating any other son of a bitch anymore,” his hands squeezed you with great force, and you gasped in pain. “You are mine, understood?! Mine!”
Suddenly, in a blur of motion, he scooped you into his arms. It was so fast, throwing your body over his shoulder as he began to climb the stairs. You were left speechless—and when you tried to speak, Mark slapped your ass. It was a loud, sharp crack that made you scream from the shock and the overwhelming sensation. Mark continued up the stairs, stopping in the second-floor hallway while you were still over his shoulder. You tried to wiggle out of his grip, your legs pinned by his arms. Your fists pounded against Mark’s back, but he didn't seem to budge—as if the blows had no effect on him.
“L-Let me go, dammit!” You squirmed, screamed, hitting his back, but he kept walking down the hall as if it were nothing. He didn't answer, opening each door—one by one. First, the bathroom in the hallway; then, Noah’s messy room; and finally... your bedroom.
He didn't hesitate to open the door, revealing your space. Mark inhaled deeply, as if taking in the scent, and his pants seemed tighter. With his foot, the Emperor closed the door, walking to the bed and throwing you onto the sheets. Your eyes widened, and you tried to flee—you really tried—but Mark threw himself on top of you, encaging you in his strong arms.
And he wasted no time; he kissed you. The kiss was desperate, savage. Teeth, tongue, and plenty of saliva—you tried to refuse, but your mind became distorted by the sensation of your mouth being devoured. Mark let out a groan of satisfaction as your mouths joined after years. It was too much. He rubbed himself pathetically, his hard cock brushing against the curve of your thigh, and you noticed how tense he was.
“Fuck,” he pulled back, realizing you needed air, then returned again, sucking on your lower lip and collecting traces of saliva with his tongue. “I missed this so much...” It was as if Mark’s restraint was snapping. His hands moved over your body, and God, it was overwhelming.
“No,” you cursed as Mark ripped your shirt with extraordinary force, tearing it away. It revealed your simple black lace support bra, which made Mark’s pupils dilate further.
“Fuck... fuck,” a string of saliva fell into the valley of your breasts; Mark was drooling. Literally. “You get hotter every single day...” His hands went forcefully to your breasts, squeezing—you gasped, your head falling back against the pillows while Mark simply pulled the bra down, leaving it still caught on your body.
He was at 220 percent. His fingers pinched your nipple, and you moaned, even if quietly, which brought a restless sensation to Mark. The Emperor swallowed hard, and it was clear how much he was controlling himself—or trying to. “S-Sorry, I should probably be courting you,” his breath was pained as his fingers went to your pants, sliding the zipper. “I should take you out... to... damn, to see the stars.” His eyes rolled back when his fingers passed over your panties, which were damp. “But I need you... I need this pussy sucking my fingers, sucking my dick.”
You trembled with anticipation. Dammit... you should be denying him, but your body, your entire being, belonged to him. In a sudden movement, because Mark seemed to be going mad, he pulled your pants off with force, leaving you only in your underwear—the basic black daily set making Mark’s pupils dilate even more.
“You won't be needing these anymore,” your eyes widened, and you tried to kick Mark, but he was strong enough, using his body to spread your legs while one of his hands pinned your wrists above your head.
“Mark,” you panted, feeling his finger pass over the lips of your drenched vagina. “Let's talk—”
“You won't need to wear panties anymore,” and he ripped the garment until it was just a strip of fabric. “When you go back to Viltrum with me, you won't wear panties anymore... because I’m going to fuck you in every possible place in the castle.”
You trembled... go to Viltrum?
“I’m going to get you pregnant again; this pussy is going to be leaking cum every day.” It was clear how ecstatic he became when his fingers caressed your folds, and you moaned softly when he automatically found your clitoris. “Right here, isn't it?” He smiled, but there was an adoration, a desperation—the way he looked at your pussy as if it were a work of art.
“Fuck...” he gasped, appearing both dominant and desperate. His fingers circled your dripping entrance, and he shoved two fingers in at once.
You screamed, startled by the sudden introduction. It was too much, feeling the ridges of his fingers going in and out—the sound of your extremely wet vagina, staining the sheet beneath you.
“You’re squeezing me,” he rasped, inhaling through his nose as his fingers worked. Mark managed to curve them, hooking your G-spot and making you see stars. “You missed me, didn't you? Missed me fucking you like a real man does.” His tone was incisive, and you could only moan patetically—it was bizarre how your facade crumbled, how you stuttered while Mark fucked you rapidly with his fingers, knowing all your spots just like years ago when you were young and exploring each other's bodies.
“M-Mark, calm down,” that spiral hit your stomach, your legs shook, and your eyes rolled as he started going too hard.
“P-Please,” he moaned pathetically in your ear, his pupils huge and watery while his big, thick fingers worked forcefully inside you. “S-Say you want me! Say you love me!” His thumb slid up to your clitoris, pressing down. You felt your body go limp, Mark’s other hand squeezing your wrists tightly, making it impossible to break free. Your legs trembled; it was too much. God, too much. Your eyes rolled back, your legs trying to land a blow on Mark—but he quickly intervened with his own legs, his hand leaving your pussy.
It was filthy how his thick fingers were smeared with your own lubrication, and suddenly, Mark slapped you across the face—the impact turning your head. “No.” His chest rose and fell heavily. “Stop resisting, dammit, you’re mine...” Those same smeared fingers shoved into your mouth, hitting the back of your throat and making you gag. “This pussy is mine.”
You choked, your eyes wide—your thought was to bite his fingers, but the way he was huffing, and how his erection remained prominent in his uniform, was overwhelming. Mark released your wrists, his other hand reaching down to grab your now-torn panties. With precision, he tied your wrists to the headboard with just one hand, while the other continued working in your mouth, shoving deep into your throat.
Mark’s fingers left your throat, saliva dripping down your chin—the pressure he began to apply to your neck made you see stars; his fingers covered almost your entire throat. “M-Mark!” Your eyes rolled, confused. It was all too much, and he moved close enough for you to feel his rigid dick hitting your groin.
“Do you feel that?!” he rasped, angry, and you swallowed hard. “Open your mouth, dammit.”
In that moment, your brain turned to mush—your tongue stretched out and Mark spat, a string of saliva running down the back of your throat. Everything was so visceral. So Mark. “I missed this,” he inhaled, his own hands going to his pants. Your eyes widened as you realized the situation, the reality sinking in. “I missed your smell... fuck, I couldn't stand masturbating while thinking of you anymore.”
And with a sudden tug, Mark lowered his pants and underwear at the same time—revealing himself, and damn, he seemed larger than years ago. Bigger. Thicker. Heavy. Curved upward in a way that always hit your G-spot, a light dusting of hair at the base and two veins circling, pulsing—your eyes widened, mouth falling open while Mark smiled at your reaction.
“Sorry... I need you,” he brushed the thick head of his penis against your entrance, and you shivered, truly shivered. “I promise to make it up to you later, okay? I-I’ll take you wherever you want,” he groaned pathetically, his arms trembling as he physically restrained himself.
And finally, he penetrated.
Your eyes rolled back, your hands flew toward Mark’s biceps, the underwear holding your wrists to the headboard ripping in the process—while you scratched with extreme force to the point of drawing blood, and he groaned, his hips thrusting forward and impaling you on his cock.
“Fuck,” he moaned, drooling. His eyes narrowed as he gripped the base of your thighs, lifting you and making you even more exposed. “I missed this pussy.” He tore off the bra that was still clinging to you, leaving you entirely naked—your clothes ruined, with only your jeans intact on the floor. It was too much. Mark’s dick seemed to be splitting you in two; you felt your pussy trying to push him out—even with the dilation from his fingers minutes ago, it still hurt, it still burned.
But he didn’t stop. He didn’t even seem to be in this reality—the sound of his balls hitting the curve of your ass, your wet vagina trying to suck him in as his enormous length disappeared inside. He was drooling heavily. Eyes glazed, moaning hoarsely, as if he couldn’t miss a single movement.
“L-Look at how well she takes me,” he exclaimed, voice breathless as he accelerated his hip movements. With every thrust, you felt Mark’s dick hit your sensitive spot, and you screamed, drooling onto the pillow. “Look at how well you take me...”
And he didn't delay in kissing you, his movements becoming even stronger. Your moans were muffled as he pulled you closer in a mating press. You felt him poke so deep that you saw stars, and his tongue in your mouth didn't hesitate to take your breath away, as if he were sucking out your very soul. His fingers moved away, going to your clitoris—and you screamed into his mouth, trying to pull away because the stimulation was too much... his dick hitting your G-spot while his fingers were firm on your swollen button.
“Scream more,” his hips thrust forward, and you whined. “Cum on my dick, darling...”
It was like a switch, that snap in your stomach dissipated and before you knew it—liquid covered Mark’s fingers, his dick, and even his abdomen. How long had it been since you squirted like that?
“Mark!” you screamed his name, hugging him, your legs flexed over his shoulders. The Emperor growled, snapping his hips forward three more times as he came. And you felt yourself being filled. Overwhelmingly. It overflowed; it was always like that... something about Viltrumite sperm, denser, creamier, and in absurd quantities.
However, he didn't pull away; he stayed there for a few moments. “I love you,” he began to kiss your shoulder, moving up your neck, nibbling the skin there, causing small red bruises. “I never forgot you, and I’m not going to let some random son of a bitch have you.”
He pulled back, withdrawing his still semi-hard dick from your pussy—as if a plug had been removed, it leaked immediately, sperm running from your vagina, down the curve of your ass and onto the mattress. You tried to pull away, really tried, turning onto your stomach and crawling toward the edge of the bed—but Mark pulled you back by the hips, bringing you close again.
“Fuck, you think you’re going to escape?!” His hands remained fixed on your hips, lifting them and leaving you arched, head muffled in the pillow. “I’m going to fill this pussy until it leaks... and I’m going to get you pregnant,” he spread your cheeks, revealing your pussy leaking cum and your anal opening shining with lubrication. Mark smiled dangerously, opening his mouth and spitting again—the ball of saliva running down your anus and mixing with Mark’s mess.
“I’m going to fuck every one of your holes,” he affirmed, brutal, giving your ass a slap that made you shiver and moan. “I’m going to cum in your fucking uterus and get you pregnant again... and again... and again...”
Suddenly he leaned over, brushing his already hard dick against your drenched vagina. “And again...” Mark exclaimed, repeating it as if he were possessed. “And you’re not running away from me ever again.”
NEXT CHAPTER: CHAPTER 2
Author's note:
Sorry for the mistakes, English isn't my first language lol.
Hey everyone! It took a while, but it's finally here! This chapter was written in two days, and I'm actually finishing it up right here at college lol. I'll admit I accidentally posted the draft by mistake—sorry, I'm still not great with Tumblr.
Did you guys like it? I hope so!
I wanted to bring in this trilogy involving Eve (I like her too much to make her a villain) and also introduce Noah! He’s going to show up a lot in my Invincible fanfics; I love portraying Noah as Mark's rebellious son.
Anyway, I hope you enjoyed it!
Until next time! ❤️
mark jerks off to his best friend’s voice during a late-night call.
❛ content 1.7k words, 18+ [ MDNI! ], explicit sexual content, male reader, best friend! mark, phone sex (mark’s side), voice kink, masturbation, reader is oblivious at first.
━━━ ( part two )
mark’s hand was already slick.
it was shameful — he knew that — but by now, the thrill of shame was a part of the arousal.
mark sat hunched in bed, legs spread wide, phone pressed to one ear, breath shallow and uneven. the room was dim. just the soft blue glow of his laptop screen lighting his face, chest rising and falling like he’d just run a mile, bare thighs tense and trembling.
the call had barely even rung when you picked up, voice soft and just a little rough like you’d been napping.
“hey,” you said. “what’s up?”
mark’s stomach turned over. the second he heard your voice, his grip tightened, his rhythm stumbling on instinct. he sucked in a breath through his teeth.
“yo,” he rasped. his voice cracked. “you, uh… you busy?”
“nah. im just watching dumb videos. you okay? you sound weird.”
weird. yeah. that was one word for it.
he leaned forward a little, curling into himself, phone tucked between his cheek and shoulder while his other hand kept working over his cock. he was flushed to the neck, chest mottled with heat, pulse visible in his throat.
every time he heard your voice through the speaker, it was like a jolt right to his cock — he could feel the way your mouth moved, imagine how your lips would wrap around syllables if he were just a bit closer.
he bit his bottom lip, hard.
“i’m fine,” he said quickly, too quickly, then swallowed. “just… wanted to talk to you.”
he was already so close and that was humiliating in its own right.
your voice was casual, kind. “oh, yeah? what about?”
mark gritted his teeth, hips twitching upward into his palm. “i… i dunno. just missed your voice.”
a pause. you laughed softly.
“that’s weird. you literally saw me earlier today.”
“i know.”
mark closed his eyes, pressing the heel of his palm against the base of his cock to try and slow himself down. it didn’t help. he was throbbing. leaking. his stomach muscles clenched tight every time you said anything.
“but… i like hearing you.”
you went quiet for a beat. “you sure you’re okay? you sound kinda…”
“i’m fine,” mark said again, but his voice broke in the middle of it, strained and raspy, like he was talking through gritted teeth.
he had to pull the phone back a little as a soft, stuttered moan slipped out of him.
shit.
his hand kept moving — too fast now, driven by pure instinct. he tried to breathe slow, tried to pretend he wasn’t literally jerking off with your voice in his ear, but you weren’t helping.
you chuckled again. “you sound like you’re sweating or something. hot in your room?”
“y-yeah,” mark gasped, closing his fist tighter. “hot. so, so hot.”
his knuckles were turning white around the phone. he pressed it harder to his ear, needing to hear every note of your voice. his eyes fluttered shut, head falling back against the wall behind his bed. sweat was already gathering under his arms, on his lower back, on the backs of his thighs. jus toes curled into the sheets, ankles twitching with every slick stroke of his hand.
you kept talking. talking like everything was normal. like your best friend wasn’t secretly jerking off to your voice and biting his fist to keep from moaning into the receiver.
“you been staying up late again?” you asked. “you really sound tired.”
mark choked on a sound that wasn’t a laugh, wasn’t a sob, wasn’t quite a moan.
“mmh—yeah. c-can’t sleep…”
“you should take melatonin or something. or stop watching porn at 3am.”
if only you knew.
mark was panting now, trying to keep it quiet, but every breath was a tremor. his thighs shook with tension, every muscle in his body drawn tight like a bowstring. he sped up again without meaning to, his body begging for release. it wasn’t just the friction. it was you — your voice, your laugh, the way you sounded like you were half-asleep and smiling through every word.
and fuck, he wanted you to hear. even if it ruined everything.
“hey,” you said again, more curious now. “you really okay? you sound like you’re—”
“i’m f—fuck,” mark hissed through his teeth, a broken sound slipping out before he could stop it.
his back arched. he turned his face into the pillow beside him and bit down, hard. his whole body jerked with need.
“s-sorry, sorry—”
you blinked on the other end. “mark… are you… are you sick or something?”
“n-no,” mark whimpered, voice cracking again.
his chest was heaving, cock twitching wildly in his hand now. the wet slick noises of it were starting to get louder — he was so close it hurt.
“just… ngh—just don’t stop talking. please.”
you paused, clearly confused.
“mark, you sure you’re okay? your voice sounds—like you’re in pain or something. you’re not crying, right?”
he almost was.
“no—n-not crying. j-just…”
his fingers slipped, the slick glide of his palm stuttering for a second. he couldn’t do this much longer. every syllable you said was like fuel thrown on the fire. his entire body was one big live wire, and all it would take was one more second of your voice, soft and unknowing in his ear, and he’d—
“oh fuck—fuckfuck—ah—” he gasped suddenly, louder than he meant to.
he couldn’t stop it. his hips jerked up off the bed, his legs kicked once, hard, heel catching on the sheet.
“shit—”
“mark?”
bit it was too late.
he came with a guttural noise halfway between a gasp and a whimper, hand still pumping as thick heat spilled across his abs, wrist, stomach. his thighs were trembling, whole body shaking, the pleasure rolling over him in uncontrollable, stuttering waves. he clenched the phone so tight it creaked in his palm.
your voice cut through the haze.
“…wait. are you—holy shit. were you jerking off?”
mark froze. his face was bright red, chest heaving, jaw slack as the last pulses of pleasure shook through him.
he didn’t answer. he couldn’t.
the silence stretched — the only thing in his room now was the sound of him breathing. hard and shallow. still a little shaky, his hand still cupped over the base of his cock, half-hard and twitching against his sticky palm.
the mess was cooling on his stomach, and he was pretty sure his heart had stopped beating somewhere between orgasm and panic.
“…mark?”
you sounded different now. not angry. not teasing. just… surprised. confused. and a little quieter. your voice had dropped half a note, softer in a way that made his throat close. mark swallowed.
his voice cracked when he finally said it :
“y-yeah.”
one word. barely more than a whisper.
he shifted in bed, feeling how damp the sheets were under his thighs, how raw his skin felt, sensitive to the air now. still holding the phone, mark let out a low, shaky breath and forced himself to speak again.
“i was. i… i was jerking off.”
silence.
god, he wanted to disappear. the shame was burning. he shut his eyes and dragged a hand down his face, fingers shaking slightly. his cock gave a small, involuntary twitch in his hand even now. he should’ve hung up. should’ve made up some lie. should’ve said anything else.
instead, he added : “i couldn’t stop thinking about your voice. it—fuck, it made it worse. better. i don’t know. i just—needed it.”
there was a pause on the other end. but this one felt different.
“…damn,” you finally said.
the word came out low, cautious.
mark’s breath caught. he squeezed his eyes shut.
“you’re mad,” he mumbled, voice hoarse. “i get it, i’m—fucked up, i’m sorry, i shouldn’t have called—”
“no,” you cut in fast. “no, i’m not mad.”
mark blinked. “you’re… not?”
“i mean…” you hesitated. “that’s kinda… hot.”
mark sat up straighter, heart kicking into a full sprint again. “what?”
your voice was a little different now. lower. a little breathy. “you really called me… while you were doing that?”
mark nodded before realizing you couldn’t see it.
“y-yeah.”
he was still hard. somehow. his body didn’t know how to stop with you still on the phone, your voice suddenly filled with something heavier. curiosity? tension? hunger? whatever it was, it sparked like a live wire right in his chest.
“you… wanted to hear me that bad?” you asked.
and mark could picture the look on your face now — confused, pink-cheeked, maybe biting your lip the way you always did when you were trying to process something fast.
“i did,” mark whispered. “i wanted to imagine you in my ear. i already was. but when i actually heard you… i couldn’t stop. you sounded so warm. like—like you were laying next to me.”
“shit,” you mutter, your breath hitched now. “that’s…”
mark gripped the phone tighter. “what?”
“kind of really hot,” you admitted. “like, weirdly hot.”
something inside mark broke open at that.
his hand reflexively slid down over his cock again — not stroking yet, but holding it, grounding himself in sensation, in your voice and the feeling of still being on the edge, desperate for more. his stomach clenched, hips shifting under the blankets.
“are you…” he tried. “turned on right now?”
a soft exhale from you bedore you anwser.
“yeah.”
the sound mark made wasn’t even a word. just a needy gasp, like he’d been underwater and your answer let him breathe again. he rolled his hips forward a little into his palm, dragging his fingers lightly over the head of his cock. still sensitive. almost unbearable.
“can i come over?” you asked.
mark’s breath hitched. the thought was overwhelming, making his cock twitch even more.
“yes,” he said immediately, too fast, too eager. his voice cracked on it, raw and wet with want. “yes, please—fuck, i want you to.”
there was a pause — not hesitation, but heat. you were quiet for a second, and he could hear you shifting on the other end, probably sitting up now, heart racing like his.
Pillows? On the floor. Blanket? Kicked to the side. The whole damn thing was creaking under you as Mark pounded into you, his hands gripping your hips like you were his personal stress relief.
And god, the way he was fucking you?
It was deep, hungry, unrelenting—his golden eyes half-lidded, his lips parted, sweat glistening on his skin as he slammed into you from below.
“F-Fuck,” you choked out, nails digging into his shoulders, struggling to keep up as you bounced on his cock, your thighs already burning.
Mark smirked, cocky as hell, his hands squeezing your ass. “Getting tired already?”
Your glare was cut off by a sharp thrust, making you cry out, your balance breaking as you collapsed against his chest.
Mark laughed, his hand spreading over your lower back, keeping you in place.
“Guess I gotta do all the work.”
And then—
He started thrusting up into you, fast and deep, hitting that spot inside you over and over, his pace ruthless, his grip bruising.
Your moans turned into shameless whimpers, Mark’s chuckle dark as he watched you fall apart.
“You look so fucking good like this,” he murmured, licking his lips, his thumb brushing over your swollen, spit-slicked lips.
And then—
he flipped you over.
His spit dripped down, landing right on your tongue.
“Swallow.”
You did.
And his cock twitched inside you, a groan slipping from his throat as he thrust even harder.
“Fuck—yeah, that’s my good girl.”
You shuddered, your walls clenching around him, and Mark grinned, flipping you instantly into reverse cowgirl.
Your hands gripped the couch, Mark’s palms spreading your ass, watching as your soaked pussy took him to the hiltagain and again.
“Look at that,” he groaned, watching himself disappear inside you. “Taking me so fucking well.”
His palm cracked against your ass, making you gasp, your thighs trembling.
Mark groaned at the way you tightened around him. “Oh, you fucking like that?”
Another slap.
Your moan was loud, shaky, desperate.
Mark cursed, his pace brutal, each thrust sending shockwaves through you, until you were clawing at the couch, unable to hold yourself up.
He wasn’t done.
Not even close.
He grabbed you, flipping you onto your stomach, his chest pressing against your back as he slammed into you from behind.
The couch rocked, the sound of skin slapping echoing in the room, Mark’s grunts mixing with your gasps as he fucked you like he owned you.
His teeth bit down on your shoulder, his hand wrapping around your throat, holding you right where he wanted you.
And then—
His other hand slipped down, rubbing your clit, his pace never slowing.
“Come for me,” he murmured against your ear, his voice deep, breathless, commanding.
Your whole body tensed, your orgasm slamming into you, your legs shaking uncontrollably as you screamed his name, your walls clamping down so tight he groaned, almost losing it right there.
But he wasn’t done.
Before you could recover, Mark had you on your back, his hands grabbing your thighs, pushing your legs all the way up until your knees were nearly touching your shoulders.
The new angle?
Fucking lethal.
You screamed, your hands gripping his arms, nails digging in, because holy fuck, he was deep—hitting spots he hadn’t before, splitting you open in the best way.
“Shit—Mark—”
His thumb rubbed your clit again, making you arch, shudder, your second orgasm building too fast, your body overstimulated, trembling, completely at his mercy.
He groaned, his pace ragged, his hands gripping your thighs even tighter as he chased his own release, his cock twitching inside you.
And then—
He fucking came inside you, his hips stuttering, his groan low, raw, his fingers tightening around your thighs as he emptied himself completely, filling you to the brim.
His breath was heavy, his golden eyes hazey, dark, his whole body shaking from the intensity of it.
For a moment, he just stared at you, his lips parting as he watched his cum leak out of you, glistening on your thighs, dripping onto the couch.
summary: One night during freshers’ week, followed by a quiet disappearance. No promises, no numbers exchanged, no reason to ever see each other again. But when you run into Mark on campus two years later, it becomes painfully clear that some nights don’t stay in the past — no matter how hard you try to leave them there.
pairing: student!mark x female student!reader.
genre: university!au, fluff, crack, angst, strangers to lovers, smut! mdni!
word count: ~15k
warnings: emotional slow burn, blurred lines, it’s giving ✨situationship✨, mark is a sweetheart, like tooth-achingly sweet, alcohol consumption, lots of flirting and awkwardness, he’s shy but confident at the same time(?), he says ‘dude’ a lot (obvs), talks of pregnancy, menstruation and sanitary products, oc is one confused human being pls don’t judge her, smut: fingering, unprotected sex, pull out method is used (don’t be silly), multiple orgasms, overstimulation, dirty talk, praise, light choking, lots of teasing, nipple play, he’s a hard!dom for like a sec and then pathetic again, multiple positions, oral (fem receiving), brief masturbation (he watches lmao), cumshot, cum eating<3, he makes her cum while she’s on her period bc he's a king (she’s wearing a tampon dw), probs more…ya'll should know how unhinged i am by now so read at your own risk.
a/n: hi hi hi hi!! After many many requests, I wholeheartedly give you Mr. top yearner himself, Mark Lee! This part is mostly smut and emotional turmoil bc I had to somehow introduce their backstory. The second part is where shit goes down, so there will be a lot more plot in that one. This story is very dear to me bc it’s basically inspired from real life events (yes, I used to be a messy bitch back in uni, sue me), but my Mark wasn’t as nice as the one in this fic. Anyway, I genuinely hope you guys love it as much as I do and pleaseeeee do let me know your thoughts!! I would also appreciate ideas and guesses for part two as I’m still currently working on it. I can’t wait to read your comments and asks. Please don't hesitate to bombard me.
Love always,
Cookie <3
Part 2 | masterlist | ko-fi
Mark squints against the morning sun, nursing the headache pounding at his temples. Coffee in hand, he trudges along campus with Giselle beside him, who’s already mid-rant about something he’s only half-listening to. Maybe a date? He’s pretty sure it’s not too important anyway.
Last night’s party is still hanging around in his skull like a bad song he can’t skip. Every step feels like it’s happening underwater — students rushing, bikes clattering, the faint smell of coffee — but Mark barely notices
“—and then he—ugh, I can’t even—” she huffs, flopping her arm dramatically against her tote bag.
“Mm,” Mark mumbles, focusing on nothing in particular, willing the throbbing to ease.
Out of the corner of his eye, movement. Someone rushing. Head down. Bag bouncing. Textbook late-for-class energy.
“Giselle!” a voice calls, sharp but friendly.
Mark freezes. Head still fuzzy. He glances over—and it clicks.
Y/N. Shit. What the actual fuck. No way.
His chest stutters in a way that’s both familiar and alarming. Two years ago. One night. One too many drinks. Memories creeping in before his brain has a chance to protest.
“Mark,” she says, gesturing to him, “this is Y/N. We…uh, go to the same Pilates class.”
Simple. Casual. Like nothing else exists.
You raise an eyebrow, calm, clear recognition. “We actually know each other,” you say lightly, voice teasing but neutral. “Small world, huh?”
Mark’s throat goes dry. Words stick. Coffee threatens to slosh. His hangover doesn’t help. He wants to say something witty, something—anything—but his brain refuses to cooperate.
You glance at your phone, already in motion. “Sorry, I’m actually so late. Catch you later Gi!” You pause for a moment. “Good to see you.” That last bit is directed at him and all Mark can do is bob his head like an idiot.
“See you tomorrow!” Giselle exclaims, her chirpy voice penetrating his throbbing skull.
You dart off without another word, back straight, long strides taking you in the opposite direction from the library.
Mark stands frozen for a second, watching the familiar sway of your shoulders disappear down the path, stomach twisting, headache forgotten.
Giselle nudges him. “You good?”
Mark snaps back, clutching his backpack strap like a lifeline. “Yeah…yeah, fine,” he mutters, voice rough. But inside? His heart refuses to behave.
This must be some kind of joke.
“Dude.” Mark’s voice comes out in a whisper. As though he’s wary of people hearing.
Giselle takes an inquisitive look at him. “Why are your eyes so big?”
Great, now he looks insane.
“How do you know her?” Mark asks, completely ignoring Giselle’s valid question. He needs to know.
“I literally just said Pilates?”
“Oh…right.” He keeps walking and Giselle quickly follows. Her expression nothing short of baffled.
“Umm. What am I missing here?” She speaks in a rushed manner as she tries to keep up with Mark’s quick strides. Who is he even running from?
“Nothing.” Mark deflates as he quickens his step. The library couldn’t feel any further.
“Oi, spaz!” Giselle grabs onto Marks elbow. “Slow down and fess up.”
Her demands get through to him. He halts his pace and turns to face his friend properly for the first time since you walked away from them. With a heavy sigh he accepts that even the slight attempt of hiding something from her, would be futile.
“We slept together first week of uni.” The words come out so jumbled, he’d be surprised if Giselle caught them.
“Pardon?”
“We fucked. Two years ago.” He rephrases. Slower this time.
“Sorry. What?” The question more of an indication of shock than a demand of clarification.
“Ever heard of sex?” He tries sarcastically.
“Uh-huh.” Giselle’s frown almost resembles an animated character’s.
“I’ve had it. With her.” He points a thumb towards the direction you earlier walked off to and he can’t help but feel amused at Giselle’s flabbergasted reaction.
“How-”
“A party. Fresher’s week. C’mon dude, switch on please.” He’s embarrassed. Maybe even slightly irritated that his reckless escapades from freshers’ week have become such a big matter of attention.
“Okay. Sorry, I just- I pictured it and now I need someone to reset me.” Giselle pinches the bridge of her nose, eyes closing as if trying to erase the picture from her brain.
Marks rolls his eyes at his friend’s exaggerated gag. “I could flick your big fat head.”
“Okay, okay. So…” She trails expectantly, completely dismissing his irritation.
Mark doesn’t really know what more he can say. He’s elaborated enough.
“Yeah..?” He gestures his hand for her to continue.
“Well, what happened after the…you know.” Giselle’s eyebrows shoot up suggestively.
“The sex?” Mark points out on purpose and snorts a laugh when his friend scrunches up her nose in disgust. He might as well make her feel as uncomfortable as he is.
“Yeah, that.” Giselle nods, the pained expression still on her face.
“I haven’t seen her since. Well, hadn’t.” He admits simply. It’s the truth.
“Shit, so you quite literally just fucked.” It’s a statement but it comes out more like a question.
“Pretty much.” Mark shrugs, struggling to keep an unbothered front. “She sneaked out in the morning and I just never saw her again.”
“You didn’t get her number or…?”
“I mean, I didn’t really get the chance. Plus…” He pauses to think. Or more like reminisce.
It was his first night out on campus, and you? You were the first person he noticed when he stepped foot in that house party. The first girl he brought back to his tiny, undecorated dorm at the time.
He didn’t really expect anything more than what he got. That’s what he approached you for initially. But he also didn’t expect you to disappear without so much of word after the night you had together.
Mark still thinks about it sometimes. Not because it was magical or anything of the sort. If anything, his performance could easily be described as bang out average.
What he really thinks about is how you two stayed up for hours. Naked. Talking, kissing, fucking then talking and kissing, then fucking again. He thinks about how he felt so comfortable. So at peace but also confused at the same time. How you’d only known him for a few hours but still trusted him enough to fall asleep on his chest, in that small first-year dorm bed.
Mark, never having been the naive type, he knew he couldn’t just date the first girl he met at the first party he went to on campus, but spending days typing your first name in his instagram search bar definitely wasn’t on his bingo card. Not only that, but unintentionally searching for you at pubs, bars, parties, uni corridors for weeks? Yeah, that certainly wasn’t on his bingo card.
“Plus, it wasn’t anything serious.” He concludes, sounding almost defensive.
“Aww, Markie poo. Did she break your heart?” Giselle pouts performatively.
“Tsk.” Mark kisses his teeth in annoyance, adamantly refusing to succumb to her mocking, as he resumes his quick steps. Giselle, of course, unfortunately for him, isn’t one to let things go. So she matches his pace.
“Oh, come on. I’m just playing-
“Wait. So, if you’re, like, friends,” Mark abruptly turns, index accusingly pointing at her, his steps coming to a halt again and Giselle exhales in relief. “How come you’ve never mentioned her?”
“I literally met her a month ago. She was on a year abroad last year.” Ah. Well, that certainly explains a lot.
“Damn, that’s cool.” He utters in surprise, as though he was hoping you were some kind of loser who was hiding out in a library. Meanwhile, you were out in god knows what country, doing god knows what and god knows who.
“Damn, you falling back in love already?” Giselle coos annoyingly and Mark starts walking again, dismissive of her teasing. “Wait! I’m sorry! At least tell me if the sex was good. Oh my god, is she like the best you’ve ever had? Is that why you’re hung up on her?”
“You’re a nuisance.” He mutters grumpily.
“Awh, really? I mean I could invite her to Chenle’s on Saturday but if I’m such a nuisance then I guess I won’t bother-
“Wait. Actually?” Mark’s head snaps toward his friend a lot quicker than he can comprehend, sounding too hopeful and probably a little pathetic, and Giselle’s sinister grin makes him realise his slip up.
Damn it.
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Mark’s patience started to waver about two days ago. Now it’s close to non-existent.
There’s no way you’re not toying with him. You’re everywhere. Wherever he goes. The library? Tick. The park? Tick. The main building cafeteria? Tick. The psychology building cafeteria? Tick. His favourite café? Tick.
How can someone go from not existing to occupying every corner of this plane earth?
He’d gotten accustomed to not worrying about bumping into you, but now he’s always wary. Always alert. He’s even started putting more effort in his outfits, just in case you see him. Even though, he’s pretty sure you never notice him. At least not like he notices you.
And however wary he is, he still feels taken aback each time he comes across your presence.
And now, Mark is annoyed. Because he simply can’t enjoy his Saturday night like he always does.
He can’t get absolutely plastered with his friends like he always does to forget about deadlines and assignments. Because what if you’re here, at this very party? Yeah, Giselle did invite you and of course, you gave a very vague response — something along the lines of ‘yeah, that sounds like fun’ — and of course, you’re allowed to do as you please, but what if you turn up out of nowhere while Mark is blackout drunk? What if he embarrasses himself in front of you? Or worse, what if his big gob utters something stupid? God forbid.
And so, he takes it easy tonight. Small sips. Slowly consuming whatever his cup contains. He thinks it’s vodka with some kind of tropical mixer. Not really his cup of tea, but he settled anyway.
“What sort of pace is this?” Chenle asks, sounding almost offended.
“Huh?” Mark looks up from his cup, one hand swirling the liquid in his cup, the other splayed on the back of the sofa behind Chenle’s shoulders.
“Your drinking pace is embarrassing.” The younger boy explains. “We got no practice on Monday, so the whole two-day hangover excuse ain’t gonna save you this time.”
“I got other commitments too, you know.” Mark side eyes his friend. “Basketball isn’t my only worry, I’m in final year.”
“Blah blah blah. Don’t give me that shit, you’re acing all your exams. Pretty sure you’re on for a first class.” Chenle babbles loudly, definitely tipsy by now and Mark can’t help but wrap his arm around his friend’s shoulders, playfully trapping him in a headlock. Chenle doesn’t even fight him off, comfortably resting his head on Mark’s shoulder.
“Since when do you worry so much about me, huh?” Mark teases, squeezing Chenle into his side.
“Since when are you so affectionate?” Chenle questions suspiciously.
“I thought you said being a little gay for your bros is acceptable.” Mark defends, referring to the time they spooned while having a drunk, deep meaningful conversation about their childhood trauma and then fell asleep.
“Don’t remind me. I’ll get hard.”
“Get off me.” Mark shoves a giggling Chenle away, squishing him against a random girl sat next to them. And just like that, in the midst of apologising, Chenle’s already compromised attention span works in Mark’s favour, because a few minutes later, the younger boy is entrapped in a flirty conversation with the girl that laughs a little too loud at his bad jokes.
Thankfully, Mark’s gaze catches Giselle’s, who’s stood by the kitchen counter. She excitedly waves him over, holding a shot of clear liquid in each hand and he can’t help but scrunch his nose in disgust. The tilt of her head along with the disappointed expression on her face does enough to convince him.
Fuck it. One shot won’t hurt. He’s a big boy.
He spills a bit of his drink as he squeezes through the swamp of people that occupies the living room. Pitbull blares through the speakers and Mark realises that shot is definitely needed. He’s too sober for this chaos, so he rushes for the kitchen.
“Honestly, how the fuck does Chenle get girls so-
Mark is pretty sure the colour drains from his face the second he steps in the kitchen vicinity. There you are. Again. Like his fucking shadow. Haunting him. Only this time you’re mid-laugh, perched up on the counter, a filled shot glass in your hand and Mark realises that he’s walked right into Giselle’s trap.
“Hey, loser.” Giselle interrupts his trance, casually shoving the spare shot glass in his free hand. “Here. Do a shot with us.”
“Umm. Yeah, okay.” Mark doesn’t have the time to ponder his actions. As though he’s on autopilot, the second you and Giselle down your shots, he tips his head back, doing the same. He doesn’t even flinch at the burn, probably in need of it and the second his eyes land on yours, Giselle starts violently coughing.
“Jesus.” He mutters, quickly grabbing an empty glass from the counter, filling it with tap water before passing it to his struggling friend. “Down it, you idiot.”
And Giselle starts doing just that, but before she can finish the contents of the glass, she’s covering her mouth in panic. Mark steps closer, and the second he touches her shoulder in concern, she’s running out of the kitchen and down the hallway where the bathroom is.
Fucking brilliant.
“Do you think she needs help?” Your voice penetrates his ears, urging him to turn around and face you. As always, taken aback by your presence.
“I- um- nah. Nah don’t worry. She’ll be fine.” Mark tries to sound reassuring, but his voice has a slight tremble to it. Get a grip, dude.
“I can go check up on her if-
“Honestly, she’ll be fine. The woman can never stomach shots. Trust me.” His words are rushed. Partly because he’s telling the truth, and partly because he refuses to miss the opportunity of whatever this is.
“Are you two together then?”
“What? No.” He shakes his head so fast his neck slightly cramps. “No, we’re not. Just friends. We live together.”
He relaxes a little when you nod. A tight lipped smile adorns your pretty face and for the first time in what feels like forever, Mark finally gets the chance to take you in.
Here you are, again. Right in front of him. So close. Looking at him. As pretty as he remembers you. Albeit looking different in a way, still carrying the same calm aura.
“What?” You ask softly, smile a little lopsided.
“Nothing. Just — don’t worry.” He shakes his head again, eyes drifting down to his hands, twirling his drink in his cup again to distract himself from his fast heartbeat. “It’s weird.”
“I like weird.” You’re still smiling when he meets your eyes again.
His eyebrows raise a little when you pat the spot next to you, silently asking him to join you on the counter as more people crowd the kitchen.
His shoulder brushes yours briefly when he hoists himself up, the warmth hard to miss. He does his best to steady his breathing but feels like he’s miserably falling when he breathes in your sweet perfume. “I dunno. Just weird seeing you. Feels like I’m seeing a ghost. Kind of.”
God, that sounds so lame. He almost winces in pain.
“Wait, how do we know each other again? I know we do, but I’m having trouble placing you.” You say in genuine wonderment and Mark feels his heart drop to his stomach. He miserably prays that you’re playing a horrible prank on him, but your perplexed eyes tell him otherwise.
“You don’t re- we- um- freshers week? C’mon. Surely you remember.” He tries subtly, hoping he won’t have to spell it out for you.
You shake your head in denial. “I honestly have no clue what you’re on about.”
Fuck. You have actually forgotten. Were you that drunk or was that night so insignificant to you?
This is fucking horrifying. A nightmare he's hoping he can wake up from. “Yo, seriously?”
“Remind me?” You suggest lightheartedly, with the most innocent smile. “I have the worst memory, I’m sorry.”
What the actual fuck.
“Wha- you actually don’t remember? Like no recollection whatsoever?” He checks one more time, hating that he sounds so desperate. He really finds it hard to believe that you’ve forgotten a night he remembers so vividly. A night he often has to lock up in the back of his mind.
You snort, a short laugh escaping as your face shows nothing but amusement. “You’re really gullible, you know.”
Jail. You belong in jail for that. He’s suing you for emotional damage.
He scoffs loudly, hating that he almost fell for it.
You laugh a little louder this time and he can’t help the little smile that curls on his lips. “You fucking- are you having me on?”
“Sorry, it was just too easy.”
“Dude.” He whines, hiding his face in his hands. “That is actually vile behaviour. You’re going to hell.”
“For being too funny?” Your comical expression would have normally pissed him off if you weren’t this captivating.
He doesn’t have a comeback. He just stares straight ahead, jaw clenching to retain a smile, hands struggling not to squish the plastic cup in them and he almost flinches when your foot kicks his. Intentional, playful, soft as ever.
“Of course, I remember.” Your gaze burning his side profile is so difficult to ignore. So he succumbs. Head turning to face you, eyes finding yours. “Kinda hard to forget.”
“Really? That bad?” He jokes, although, he’s worried he might be right.
You breathe out a cute laugh, eyes dropping to your fumbling hands, fingers playing with the rip on your jeans. “I’m not insulting your performance, Mark Lee.”
He’s positive he’s blushing. His face and neck feel hot, hands are sweating and he’s very aware of your proximity. The music is loud enough for you to lean closer to speak.
“What are you insulting then?”
“I could be praising you know.” You side eye him for a reaction he refuses to offer. “Unless you’re not into that anymore.”
He can’t help the shocked laugh that escapes his throat. How can someone be so forward? Bringing up a kink of his you clocked back then? Outrageous. Uncalled for. And honestly? Kind of sexy.
“Well, this is embarrassing.” Mark nervously downs the remainder of his drink in a big gulp at a failed attempt to cool down as he’s pretty sure steam is coming out of his ears that don’t fail to pick up at the loud snort you let out.
“See? I remember a lot more than you think.” You tap your temple with your index finger. A harmless gesture, which Mark finds inexplicably attractive.
“Why hard to forget?” He redirects the subject, refusing to have a nervous breakdown before he finds out what’s important.
You seem skeptical, as though you’re assessing your words before you utter them and Mark’s nerves resurface. “I guess there’s no harm in telling you now.”
“What?” He presses impatiently.
Did he get you pregnant or something? Oh god, is that why you disappeared? Does he currently have a two-year old child running about?
“Okay, don’t make it a big deal.”
“Shit. Do I have a kid?” He accidentally thinks out loud.
“What? No, Mark, what the- no!” Your loud laugh helps him relax a little and he can’t help but notice the way you lightly shove him by the shoulder as you throw your head back. At least one of you is amused. “I was just gonna say— that it was my first time.”
Oh.
OH.
“Huh?” It comes out louder than intended. He can’t help it. You’re definitely lying. “As in you never— before that?“
“Yes.”
“Really?”
“Yes.”
“Shit.” He can feel his eyes widening to the max as he looks around in shock. “I’m sorry.”
“What for?” You’re clearly holding back a laugh and Mark feels like he desperately needs air. Or a whole bottle of vodka. Yeah, that would do.
“I don’t know.” He panics. “I just— I mean, your first time is— you know, important. It should mean something. No?”
You narrow your eyes at him for a second and Mark decides he’s going to die. Here, tonight, in Chenle’s fancy kitchen. “First of all. That couldn’t be more of a stereotype. Second of all. Who said it didn’t mean anything?”
“I mean, it was pretty obvious it didn’t.” The words roll out like waterfall.
“What?”
“How much could it have meant if you just…left?” That seems to shut you up, your eyes wider than before, mouth slightly open. “Without a word.” He adds. He had to say it. After all this time, he finally gets to complain about something that bothered him long enough and he feels relief. A weight lifted off his shoulders.
He expects you to argue. To defend yourself, and the little nod you give, somewhat shocks him.
“Fair point.” Your attention returns to the rip on your thigh, your fingers pulling at the loose threads.
“I didn’t do anything weird, right? Like, I didn’t make you feel uncomfortable in any way, or…?” He can’t help but worry that maybe it was all too much for you, considering you hadn’t been with anyone else prior to that. Maybe that’s why you quietly escaped in the morning?
“No. Not at all.” You quickly shake your head with a sweet smile. “If anything, I don’t think it could have been any better.”
Mark feels relief wash over him, his limbs instantly relaxing. He nods with a satisfied pout on his face but inside he’s proudly gloating.
“Well, I’m glad I—ummm, you know.” He realises that whatever he’s about to say, could easily be misconstrued.
“You’re glad you took my v-card?” You ask with an amused frown and he can’t help but roll his eyes. Mostly at his stupidity, but also at your relentless teasing.
“No.” He gives you a pointed look. “Just glad I didn’t ruin it for you.”
Your fond smile makes him feel warm. In a good way this time.
“Can I ask you something?” He blurts out, curiosity getting the better of him. You simply give him a small nod as you take a small sip of your drink. “How come you didn’t say anything? Not that you had to obviously. I just feel like I would have been more careful if you had.”
“That’s exactly why I didn’t.” Your purse your lips in thought. “I would have. But, with you, I figured it was unnecessary.”
“Oh, sorry, was I a little too vanilla for you?” He complains sarcastically.
“I’m not gonna give you feedback.” You retort with a grin and Mark swears your cheeks weren’t as flushed a minute ago.
“I didn’t ask you to.” He shrugs, feigning nonchalance.
It could be his delusion, but Mark feels tension brewing, and he wonders if it’s just him. Maybe it’s the alcohol finally catching up to him, but your silence betrays something he can’t quite decipher.
“Was it not obvious then?” You interrupt his inner thoughts, the question simple, easy to answer, but Mark’s brain short circuits for a moment.
“I mean, I wasn’t that experienced myself.” He clears his throat once. “I just thought we were both shy. Clearly that’s not the case for you anymore.”
“That a problem?”
“Nah. It’s been what? Two years? And you’ve spent a year in a foreign country. I’d be surprised if you were the exact same person.” He explains and he circles the rim of his cup slowly, suddenly a little bashful, but content at the same time.
“What about you? You think you’re still shy?” You slowly reach over, hand gently wrapping around his wrist gently before you bring his hand to your lap. Mark is about to question your actions but your fingers delicately untying the knot of his bracelet make him hold back his protest.
“At times.” He responds as he watches you fix the knot carefully.
And when you’re done and he’s about to remove his hand, your hold tightens, preventing him. His breathing stutters and so does his pulse. The heat of your skin on his, too much for him to handle, but he still obliges, letting his hand rest limp on your thigh, palm facing up, unable to properly touch you, but still enough for his brain to remember things. To remember how he touched you that night. How you touched him.
“What about now? Feeling shy?” You don’t meet his gaze when he looks at you, your eyes still on his hand as your thumb traces his pulse point. Goosebumps litter his skin, the tiny twitch of your lips telling him you’ve noticed.
“I don’t know. Do I seem shy?” Answering with a question is the only way his brain can muster.
“Hmm.” You finally eye him, carefully inspecting his face, and he feels exposed. “Maybe a little. I kinda think that’s part of your charm, though.”
His eyebrows lift in genuine surprise. “My charm?”
“Mhm.”
“You think I’m charming?” He can’t conceal the stupid smile that erupts on his face. Weak man. Maybe he does have a praise kink.
“You managed to get me in your bed. I’m not that easy.” You say with a casual shrug. Too casual. And Mark has to look away. If he could, he’d run away, but your damn hand is still wrapped around his arm, locking him down. It’s your fault he can’t escape and definitely not the fact that he doesn’t want to ever pull away from your touch.
“Dude, are you, like, flirting with m—“
“Do you wanna come back to mine?” Again, you’re too casual. No ounce of hesitation, just plain expectation.
“Now?” It’s the only word he can come up with.
“I mean, at some point tonight would be ideal, yes.” Your smirk irritates him. He wants to kiss it off your face. Maybe he can if he agrees to go back with you.
Should he?
“You want me to fuck you again?” He only realises he’s said the lewd words out loud by the widening of your eyes. Why does he always end up putting his foot in his mouth?
“To put it plainly, yeah, I guess I want you to fuck me again.” You say with the most demure smile.
The contrast scares him. You scare him. He should have been wise and ran for the hills the second he laid eyes on you two years ago.
“I didn’t mean to say it like that.” He rushes to apologise but you cut him off with a squeeze around his wrist.
“Yay or nay?” You ask, a hint of impatience in your tone that makes Mark bite his lip to hide a smile. You’ve got one eyebrow raised, expression almost offended at the delay in his reply.
He quickly hops off the counter, empty cup forgotten on the surface, the skin on the arm you were touching only seconds ago, already tingling. But he’s made his decision.
You seem taken aback, the crease between your eyebrows betraying your confusion. And if Mark were to take a guess, he could say there’s a trace of disappointment in your eyes.
You’re about to hop off the counter when he cages you in. Almost in panic at the thought of you walking away from him. Your ass is on the edge of the surface and he can’t help but smile at the way you quickly grab onto his shoulders to steady yourself.
“Where you off to?” He asks quietly, only for you to hear. His hands settling on each side on you on the counter as he steps closer.
“Nowhere.” You match his tone, legs parting, allowing him to take up the space between them as your hands trail down to his chest. Your touch soft on his jumper, but he can still feel the weight of it.
He’s positive you can feel his insane heart trying to jump out of his rib cage. He doesn’t mind. Not when he gets to have you this close and feel the heat radiating off your body.
“Do you think about it?” His voice comes out in a whisper but he knows you hear him. “That night?”
“Sometimes.” You admit. Eyes anywhere but on his; avoidant.
“Are you embarrassed?” He leans down a little, levelling with you and you smile bashfully as you finally meet his gaze.
“More like flustered.” Your hands travel down to his stomach as your knees squeeze him in and he moves even closer, his torso flush against yours.
“Tell me. What do you think about?” He whispers, his lips brushing against the bridge of your nose as your hands slowly slide lower, until your fingers hook into his belt loops.
“Not here.” Your breath hits his chin and he desperately wants to lean in, but he refrains, enjoying your squirming a little too much.
“Why not?” He tilts his head, your lips just millimetres away. His hands decide to move on their own, finding their way to your waist as you inhale deeply. “Whatever it is, I’ve probably already thought about it.”
Your cocky expression annoys him. “Do I often occupy your mind?”
“You used to.” He admits openly as he delicately strokes along your ribs, thumbs smoothing over the undersides of your bra, your thin top making the touch more intense.
You smile smugly as you let your fingers slip under the hem of his hoodie, finding the bare skin of his lower abdomen and he hates that the simplest of touches affects him so much. It’s all effortless. Just a trace of a finger has him weak in the knees, his breath unstable, lips aching to be on yours.
“Mark?” You lean closer, your forehead dropping on his shoulder as you exhale a trembling breath.
“Hm?” He traces his knuckles up and down your spine, his other hand splaying on your lower back, where your skin is uncovered.
“I’m so wet right now, it’s fucking embarrassing.”
“Jesus.” He whispers, lips touching your ear and he feels your shudder as his hand slithers in your hair, lightly tugging to get you to look at him.
Your hands clutch at his belt, not really initiating anything, just holding. It’s enough for his blood to rush where it shouldn’t, heart pounding. Your hooded eyes don’t help either, and if it weren’t for the people occupying the kitchen, he’d be bending you over this counter right this second. The scandalous thought very unlike him.
“There’s a spare room here. I stay in it sometimes after basketball practice.” He suggests carefully, not really possessing the patience to go back to either of your apartments. Fuck being in an uber with a hard on.
You seem skeptical for a moment. “You ever fucked anyone in it?”
“No.” He answers quickly. “I don’t really do one ni—“
“Okay, yeah.” You nod, teeth trapping your bottom lip as you not-so-subtly stare at his mouth.
He knows what you want. He wants the same thing. But when he kisses you, it’s going to be private. No people staring or interrupting.
So he pulls away. Your shaky exhale makes him smile proudly. He made you nervous.
“Come.” He takes your hand in his when you’re back on your feet and he feels giddy at how easily you comply, how you follow him, naturally clinging onto his arm as he guides you through the crowd.
You squeeze on his bicep with the hand that’s not in his to get his attention and he slightly leans down to hear you over the music. You point your chin over to the occupied sofa, cheeky smile taking over your face as you take in the sight of a perfectly healthy Giselle, laughing her lungs out at something Chenle is so passionately rambling on about.
Mark shakes his head with a smile, but mentally makes a note to later grill his friend about the totally fake throwing up incident. He doesn’t even say anything, just keeps walking down the hallway, where both bedrooms are.
When you both enter the neat spare room, he shuts the door behind him and sighs at the loud crowd and music becoming nothing but a background noise.
“Is this Chenle guy rich or something?” You ask curiously as you look around, inspecting the spacious room.
Mark lets out a quick laugh, eyes following you around, observing you. “Yeah. His parents are loaded. Pretty sure his dad owns this whole building.”
You nod with an approving pout and all Mark can think is how adorable you look as you fumble with the bedside lamp, trying to figure out how it works. The second it illuminates, you let out an exaggerated gasp, your eyes widening and Mark doesn’t know what takes over him but he flicks the main lights off, surprising both of you.
He leans back on the door, resting his weight there, hands at the small of his back as he patiently waits for your next move.
“Smooth.” You comment with a small grin as you place the small lamp back in its spot.
He just shrugs, mirroring your expression as you slowly retrace your steps, walking back towards him. It’s difficult for him not to blush as you get closer and closer; his heart threatening to beat out of his chest again and again and he awkwardly lifts a hand to rub against his jawline. His eyes rake over you unintentionally, taking in the outfit you’ve got on tonight. It’s simple; an off-shoulder crop top and light-washed baggy jeans. Pretty. Easy to remove.
He feels hot at the thought of undressing you. What if he’s too clumsy? What if your earrings get tangled in your top? What if he accidentally pulls your hair?
“Are you just gonna stand there?” You speak tentatively, as though you’re enjoying the silence. You seem a lot more composed and calm than him. Not like someone who not too long ago uttered the words ‘I’m so wet right now. It’s fucking embarrassing’, but then again, maybe you’re always like this. Fluctuating.
“Where do you want me?” He asks, not intending for the words to sound sexual, but somehow, they do, and he has to close his eyes for a moment. Composure slowly slipping away.
“To be honest, you look pretty good just like this” You halt in front of him, but still out of reach. “But for tonight’s purposes, ideally, I’d want you on the bed.” Fuck. “Unless you have any other ideas.”
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
“Dude.” He exhales a pained laugh, hand covering his eyes in frustration. You simply just giggle at his misery.
Without him seeing, your hands are suddenly on him; one touching his chest, the other peeling his hand away from his face, forcing him to look at you. And he’s definitely not complaining. Before he has time to take in your pretty face, your palm is engulfing the back of his neck, pulling him down to your level.
He’s not sure who finally closes the gap, his mind too occupied with the softness of your lips and the way they slot with his. So effortlessly. Deja vu is inevitable when your arms wrap around his neck, holding him closer, and his limbs suddenly come back to life; the sliver of skin between your top and jeans so soft under his touch and so are your hands trailing from his hair down to the sides of his neck.
The kiss is slow, sensual, almost romantic and the little noise of satisfaction you let out goes straight to his already hardening cock. The way you kiss him, contrasts the demeanour you've held up until now. You’re going along with the pace he sets. You’re not leading and he wonders if it’s deliberate. Can he just do however he pleases with you or will you eventually take the upper hand?
He decides it’s worth a try by slipping a hand into your hair, tilting your head to the side so he can easily slip his tongue into your eager mouth and he’s rewarded with a low moan of yours, your lips parting for him, allowing him to taste you properly as you lazily glide your tongue with his.
He moves on autopilot, slowly walking you backwards. One hand still in your hair, the other hovering above your ass, keeping you close.
“Shoes—mph—off.” He mumbles against your lips before you obscenely lick into his mouth and he can’t hold back the grunt that escapes his throat.
It all becomes messy so quickly. His hands clumsily unbutton your jeans as you rush to kick your shoes off without breaking the kiss, both of you gasping and laughing as you stumble over your feet. You’ve somehow managed to turn the situation around and he only realises when the backs of his knees hit the mattress.
His back hits the covers with a push from you and within seconds, you’re straddling his thighs; bare legs on either side of him as you go back to kissing him. He surprises himself with the noise he lets out when both his hands grope your ass. Not just because it’s your ass he’s touching, but mainly because of the lack of underwear, and he’d love to comment on your hastiness but at this point he doesn’t really care. As long as he’s got you naked and in bed, he’s a content man.
“Take your top off.” He instructs in a whisper, and you oblige without a question, sitting up in a heartbeat and removing the last piece of clothing you’ve got on. No bra underneath and he mentally thanks the heavens. “Fuck.”
His hands caress your thighs absentmindedly as he takes in the sight above him. There’s something about the fact that you’re fully naked, while he’s not removed a single article of clothing. And you’re not rushing him either, patiently letting him enjoy the view, hands on his chest, ass directly above the very prominent bulge in his jeans. You seem comfortable in your nakedness and that turns him on even more, cock twitching in its confines.
“C’mon. Nothing you haven’t seen before.” Your voice is sultry, patience clearly wearing thin as his hands remain on your thighs and he abruptly sits up, crashing his mouth onto yours. One hand holds the back of your neck as the other slips between your bodies, shamelessly cupping your entire pussy, the heel of his palm rubbing against your undeniably swollen clit.
“Fuck, you’re…” He’s not able to form a complete sentence, interrupted by the loud moan you let out against his lips.
“I told you. It’s embarrassing.” Your fingers thread in his hair, desperately pulling, driving him insane.
“It’s fucking hot.” He’s corrects, completely enamoured with the way your body responds to him. You’re literally grinding on his hand, seeking relief, kissing him like a starved woman, spit coating both of your lips as he sucks on your tongue, earning a cute whine from you.
“Feel like I’m dripping on your jeans.” You complain, breathing harshly as the pads of his fingers slide between your drenched folds, spreading your arousal, making a mess between your legs.
“Cause you are.” He whispers with a smug grin.
He purposely avoids your clit, in the mood to tease you as his lips drag from your jaw down to the base of your neck. His tongue makes contact with your sweaty skin, tasting salt, your scent engulfing him as his hold on your hair tightens, pulling your head back to gain full access to your sensitive skin.
“Please, I really need you to fuck me.” You murmur weakly, the hoarseness of your voice causing his heart to quicken and his cock to throb painfully.
He’s so fucked. Beyond salvation. And you’re so fucking needy. But he doesn’t want to give into you just yet. It’s his turn to torment you a little.
“In a bit.” He dismisses your pleas with another suck on your neck, your crazy pulse delicious on his tongue.
“Mark—“
“Shh. You can wait a little longer.” Two of his fingers tease your entrance, slowly circling, dipping shallowly before slipping out and repeating the action.
He almost feels bad when your body starts trembling, so he snakes his arm around your middle, holding you as close as possible. Your messy kisses on his neck are cut short the second his fingers ease into you, following the curve of your cunt until they’re knuckles-deep. And when he curls them slightly, your walls tighten and so do your arms around his neck, face burying in his neck as he starts to slowly pump in and out, making sure to repeatedly hit that spot that made you tremble.
“This feel good?” He whispers against your shoulder, arm tightening around you, the pads of his fingers almost reaching your side boob.
“Yeah.” You sigh, sounding wrecked already and that urges him to quicken the pace. He starts jackhammering his fingers into you, cunt greedily sucking them inside, your slick dripping down his wrist, smearing on his jeans and the sleeve of his jumper. The filthy thought of never washing his clothes again crosses his unhinged mind.
You’re both sweating unimaginably, and now he wishes he’d at least taken a layer off, but he pays no mind to that as your body tenses. “You close?”
“Yeah. Don't stop.” Your nails dig into the skin of his nape, most likely leaving crescent moons and he desperately needs you to come before he combusts in his trousers.
He starts slamming the heel of his hand into your clit, making sure you’re being stimulated to the max and your whiny exhale reassures him. “Cum.”
And you do. Body tensing up for a moment before you start trembling against him, the secure arm around you helping you stay upright as you gasp for air.
“Oh my god.” Your hips buck up, pussy spasming violently around his fingers as he fucks you through it all.
“You’re okay.” His knuckles caressing your spine, attempting to calm you down as your body gradually goes limp on him.
“I think I just saw god.” You mumble half-conscious, causing Mark to let out a little laugh.
“Did you say hi?” He steals a little kiss off your cheek as he slowly pulls his fingers out. Your shudder makes him smile fondly and he lets his fingers lazily caress your slit, before they gently circle your swollen bundle of nerves.
“You’ve definitely been in at least one relationship since l last saw you.” The statement catches him off guard, and he pulls back a little to look at you.
“What makes you say that?”
You blink lazily, sweat dripping down the sides of your face. “You found my g-spot. Real fucking quick as well.”
“I need a girlfriend for that?”
“Well, someone’s taught you.” Your smile is teasing and so is the light touch of your fingers on his jaw.
“Situationships, I guess. No girlfriend though.” He takes in your expression, heart beating a little quicker at your silence. “Red flag?”
You give him a sweet smile. “I just came. All your flags are bright green right now”
He mirrors your expression as he leans in, silently asking for a kiss, which you easily give, slowly dragging your swollen lips against his.
“Wanna keep going?” He speaks softly, praying for an affirmative response.
“Yes, please.”
He moans at your words, hands trailing up your sides until they’re cupping your tits, tongue sloppily licking into your mouth. The whine you let out as he pinches your nipples, spurs him on, and he squeezes the supple flesh a little harder.
“Can I just fuck you? Please? I promise I’ll go down on you later.” The begging tone his voice carries almost makes him cringe. Pitiful.
You let out a yelp when he flips you over, your back on the mattress now, and he can’t help but notice the way your tits bounce a little as well as the slippery mess between your spread thighs.
“Yeah, no more foreplay.” You sit up as he stands between your legs that hang off the edge of the bed. “And take that stupid jumper off right now.”
He chuckles lightly at your frustration but obliges anyway. His jumper and t-shirt are off in one go and he quickly kicks his shoes off as you start unbuckling his belt, lust-clouded eyes gazing up at him.
“Don’t look at me like that.” He rasps as his hands join yours, quickly unbuttoning and unzipping.
“Like what?” Your seductive tone clouds his head and the kisses you start leaving down his happy trail make his hands shake.
You don’t give him time to answer, immediately shoving both his boxers along with his trousers down, deeming him incapable of thinking properly. Your warm exhale hits him straight where it hurts, his throbbing length twitching the second you wrap a hand around the base.
“Get on your all fours.” He instructs, tone purposely devoid of any warmth. He’s had enough of your games now. But still, his hands engulf each side of your face, thumbs stroking your flushed cheeks. “Or I just cum on your face and we call it a night. Up to you.”
Your smirk is sinister as you scoot up the bed until your head hits the pillows and you swiftly turn on your front, knees spread wide, supporting your lower half as you arch your back like a pro, tits squishing against the mattress.
“Holy shit.” He exhales in awe.
You’re on full display. Ass up in the air, cunt staring right through his soul, inviting him in, and who is he to decline such an invite? As though the mental breakdown he’s experiencing isn’t enough, you shamelessly slip a hand between your legs, two fingers sliding through your dripping folds.
“Markie, please. It hurts.” You briefly look over your shoulder with a performative pout, shamelessly putting on a show for him.
“What the fuck.” He’s lost for words, standing there butt naked, staring at your fingers circling your clit before they slowly trail up, catching at your clenching hole and easily slipping in.
You’re an evil evil woman. He decides right there and then. And the moment you start fucking yourself, he sees red, any resolve left, completely forgotten.
He’s on his knees behind you within seconds. Hand ripping your fingers away before shoving your face against the pillows by the back go your head. His cock slips inside easily, walls vacuuming him in and he doesn’t wait for you to adjust; his free hand grabbing your waist as he starts slamming into you.
“You’re fucking filthy, you know that?” He grunts through your high pitched moaning. “Been torturing me since day one.”
Your muffled voice sounds like a song he’s been trying to find for a long time and he’s finally succeeded.
“M—markie,” You sound like you’re crying and he loves it. “Fuck, it's so good.”
“Shut up.” His thrusts become more intense, balls harshly slapping against your pussy, the wet sounds of your walls suctioning around him each time he pulls out, sending him into a frenzy. “I bet this is what you wanted—fuck—to piss me off. Huh?”
“N-no — I just wanted you.” You mumble in your delirious state, and of course, it goes straight to his head.
His eyes focus on the way his cock slips in and out of your sopping hole. A white ring of slick has already formed at his base and he’s afraid he might finish sooner than expected.
So he buries himself to the hilt to take a much needed moment. His head dips back in ecstasy, a low groan rumbling in his chest as he tries his best to compose himself and when he looks back down, your droopy eyes are already on him, neck twisted as you stare over your shoulder, face half-hidden.
You look nothing short of ethereal. Your skin glowing in sweat, back still arched beautifully, eyes glistening with want and unshed tears as they roll back briefly the second Mark experimentally grinds a little too deep.
“Mark?” Your voice is broken, his name sounding like a prayer.
“Hm?” He leans down, nose nuzzling against yous jaw as he keeps grinding his hips slowly, relishing in the mewls you let out.
“Want you close.” You whisper into the pillow, a little whimper adorning the end of your sentence. Your desperation breaks him.
“I’m here.” He reassures you with a sweet kiss on your cheek. “D’you wanna change positions?”
Your tiny nod pulls at his heartstrings in a way that’s foreign to him. He’s always been gentle by nature, soft spoken, sensitive. But this is untouched territory.
“Alright,” He leaves a kiss on your shoulder as he pulls out. Gentle hand patting your thigh. "C’mon, turn around."
With rushed movements, you eagerly flop on your back and his hips find home between your parted legs, the soft skin of your inner thighs dragging against his sides, making him shudder as he slowly slips back into you with a choked moan.
“You can still be rough. Just wanted to touch you.” You admit bashfully, eyes blinking up at him, eyebrows tensing as he bottoms out with a loud squelch.
Your hand delicately brushes the hair off his drenched forehead, your fingers threading through the strands and the clenching and unclenching of your velvety walls cause his eyes to flutter closed —the intense feeling of contentment clogging his brain up.
It’s unholy. The effect you have on him. It’s fucked. It makes no sense to him. He barely knows you, yet he welcomes everything you give him. Gives into everything you ask for, like it’s some sort of ritual. Something predetermined. A done deal with the universe. Like he’d burn in hell if he resisted.
“Do you actually want me to be rough?” He searches your face for a sign, but he only finds conflict.
“I dunno. I’m confused.”
“About what?” He carefully settles his weight on top of you, arm by your head, free hand caressing your ribs delicately, barely cupping the underside of your breast.
“I um—I liked it just now. How you were. But I kind of just—“ You sigh in frustration, hips slowly raising for some friction.
“Want it slow?” He matches your rhythm, grinding into you, going as deep as he can as he awaits for a verbal response. He doesn’t need it. Your bent legs spreading even further is enough confirmation, but he wants to hear it anyway. “You know I don’t mind vanilla.”
His joke lands. Your breathy laugh, hard to ignore as it hits warm on his shoulder.
“Don’t make jokes right now.” You scold with a little whine.
“Why not?” He gives you a chaste kiss before setting a slow pace; deep languid thrusts, his fingers fisting the pillow by your head as he tries to hold back from giving into the sensation of your warm, gummy walls enveloping his sensitive cock.
“You’re literally balls deep inside me.” Your hands pull his face closer, connecting your lips again, small pants mingling as you kiss him as slow as he’s fucking you.
“Whatever.” He mumbles dreamily in your mouth, palm finally engulfing your boob, gently squeezing the soft flesh and he involuntarily delivers a harsher thrust. “Shit, sorry.”
It’s not his fault. Your pussy tightening every time he does something new, has him reeling, losing the little control he’s got over his actions.
“No, keep going, it feels good.” You kiss him harder, holding both of his cheeks desperately as he quickens his movements a little, hips lightly slapping against yours, the lewd, squelching sounds of sex, loud enough to echo alongside your wet kisses and intense breathing. “Fuck—Mark—you—oh shit—right there.”
“Yeah?” He pants, unrestrained.
It’s pathetic. Beyond pitiful how your incoherent but praiseful words turn him into a whiny mess. He feels dizzy, and he’s pretty sure he’s drooling on your lips as his jaw goes slack, tongue slipping out a tiny bit, attempting to taste you in the hazy mess. His eyes roll back in raw bliss as your nails scratch down his back, arms trembling on either side of your head.
He feels helpless.
Your legs lock around his hips, only allowing him to pull a tiny fraction of his cock out before thrusting back in; quick short pumps seeming to do the trick for you both.
“Shit. You gonna cum?” He asks in awe. Your suffocating walls and trembling breaths a clear sign, but he still asks, needing to hear you as he looks down, taking in your flushed body. Your bouncing tits, a sight for sore eyes.
“Mhm.” You nod quickly, eyebrows tensing in a cute frown before your face nestles in his shoulder, your hot breath hitting his damp skin as he starts scattering a dewy mess of kisses up and down your neck. “Oh my god, I'm-”
“I know, I know.” He gasps as he puts extra effort in keeping up the same rhythm as your cunt squeezes him, his impending orgasm clouding his brain.
You go completely quiet for a few moments, before becoming a trembling mess beneath him and he knows you’ve reached your peak. He relentlessly pushes past the tight grip your walls have around him, desperate to keep your pleasure going as he starts fucking you harder through it, the cry you let out against his shoulder, a reward to his efforts.
“Shit—I’m close.” He feels lightheaded, breathing laboured as he tries to hold on for a little longer.
“You have to pull out.” You utter in panic, a thread of sensibility still holding onto one of you at least.
“Yeah, I will.” He rasps, hand grabbing onto your thigh, fingers digging. “If you fucking let me.”
“Shit, sorry.” You mumble in realisation.
You quickly unwrap your legs from his waist, the tremble in them still noticeable as he sits up a little, delivering three more stuttering pumps before dragging his sensitive cock out with a grunt, his release immediately spilling all over your pussy, a spurt landing on your inner thigh, a few on your tummy, while some of it drips on the comforter. He pumps himself empty, until he’s got nothing more to give.
You hold him close when he collapses on top of you with a tired huff, not even caring about the mess between your bodies.
It’s quiet for a few moments. Just muffled music and heavy breathing. Just your hands combing through his damp hair. Just his cheek squished up against your chest. Just his fingers tracing random patterns on your ribcage.
It’s only when his index accidentally brushes against your sensitive nipple that you whine, breaking the silence and causing him to breathe out a small laugh.
“My bad.”
“You’re good.” You pet his head gently. “Dude.”
He snorts at your mocking tone. A little surprised at how not awkward this feels.
“My guy.” He says casually, still a little out of breath, but joining the silly joking session regardless, and your chest vibrates under him in a giggle that makes him feel giddy.
“You got a really peachy ass you know.” Your unexpected comment makes him raise his head to look at you in question.
“Thanks, I guess?” His eyebrows furrow in a funny expression as his hand sneaks beneath your weight, playfully squeezing your asscheek, forcing a cute screech out of you. “I prefer yours.”
“Ah, of course. An ass man.” You state with a playful roll of your eyes. He likes it.
“Hmm, I dunno. I like your boobs just as much.” He drops his gaze to your chest in a very unsubtle manner. Intentional. An action which, of course, earns him whack in the head. “Yo, that hurt!”
“Stop being a guy.”
“I am a guy!”
“And for that, you’re suffering.” Your tone is sweet and so is your smile, but there’s an edge hidden.
“I’m actually having a pretty good time right now.” He retorts, making sure to add some smugness in his voice, though, it’s become abundantly clear that you’re not one to back down. Your free hand sneaks down his back, nails harshly digging into the muscle of his ass, making him yelp in pain. “Ow! Watch it with the claws.”
“I’m actually having a pretty good time right now.” You imitate his tone, mocking him.
“What kind of twisted way of flirting is this?” He hides his face between your boobs, nuzzling against the soft skin of your sternum as he allows his arms to circle around you, the gentle thump of your heart easing his nerves.
“Who says I’m flirting?”
Mark is aware of how oblivious he can be when it comes to girls, but he also knows a thing or two. And it’s the way your fingers scratch the back of his scalp soothingly that betrays you. Maybe even the goosebumps on your chest, just under the spot he kissed a few seconds ago. Or maybe it’s your legs tightening around him, holding him right where he wants to be. Could be the slight twitch of your hips under him as he moves to get more comfortable. Can it be the whimper you accidentally let slip when his lips start kissing across your chest?
“My bad, my bad.” He murmurs as he presses a wet smooch just millimetres off your clearly hardened nipple. “I must be losing the plot.” He continues, sarcasm intentional, and so is the light flick of his tongue against the erect bud. “You’re not flirting.” His words sound mindless, but he’s definitely aware of what he’s doing to you. And he’s loving your cute little squirms as his release from earlier smears between your lower halves. “You’re just being a brat, as per.”
“Don’t remember you being this annoying.” You complain breathlessly, back arching as you chase his tongue when he pulls back a little.
“Mm, things change.” He feels himself getting hard again, but he ignores it. He’s got other plans. Teasing you seems to have become his priority and you don’t seem to mind either. “I don’t remember you being this needy.”
“Fuck you.” There’s not an ounce of a malice laced with your tone.
A deep moan escapes your chest the second his lips wrap around your wet nipple, sucking lazily as his tongue licks obscenely. He releases it with a lewd pop before letting the tip of his wet muscle flick, forcing louder sounds out of you.
He hopes the remaining people in Chenle’s living room can hear you, discretion the last thing on his mind.
He lifts his body a little, creating space for his hand to slip between your legs. The wet mess even worse now, but perfect nonetheless, and he doesn’t hover this time. Two of his digits find your clit in no time, circling the same way his tongue circles your abused nipple. Slow. Gentle.
He can tell you’re still sensitive, overstimulated. But he wants more. Needs more. So he takes it. And you give it.
It’s sloppy, the mixture of both your essences making everything slippery and he feels the subtle pulse of your bud under the pads of his fingers as he rubs with a little more precision; your laboured breaths nothing but an encouragement. His mouth hangs open against your chest, lips dragging aimlessly, your skin covered in his spit and he can’t help but moan lowly when you tug at his hair a little too hard.
He really needs to feel you unravel again. The desire might as well be engraved in him by now.
“Can I go down on you?” He looks up, gauging your reaction and you’re nothing but hooded eyes and flushed cheeks.
“If you feel like tasting your own cum, go for it.” You respond casually, a lazy smirk forming on your lips.
“I’m an introvert, Y/N, not a fucking prude.” He mumbles carelessly as he descends kisses down your body, no hesitation behind his actions when he reaches parts painted in his release. He just licks it all up, like he’s done it a million times. And Mark realises he actually never has. Sure, he’s kissed girls right after they’ve given him head, but eating his own cum off someone’s skin is something he’s never explored before.
He greedily makes out with your pussy the second he settles between your thighs, tongue gliding gently up and down your slit, dipping a little when it reaches your entrance, your taste combined with his own, intoxicating him. The more he teases, the whinier you get.
You get so restless he has no choice but to wrap his arms around your thighs to hold you down — one hand splaying just above your pubic bone to ground you, the other just settling for your thigh — and when his fingers pull the hood of your clip up, just a tiny bit, revealing the cute nub, he sucks. Hard. Then he flicks. Mercilessly. And he keeps interchanging between the two, letting your sounds guide him. Hard sucks and vigorous flicks just where you ache the most. He doesn’t need to do much more.
Within a few minutes—maybe two, maybe three—he feels the quaking of your legs, hears the intensifying cries, relishes in the hard tugs on his hair and when you’re cumming on his tongue, just like he wanted you to, he’s moaning with you, helping you ride the high for as long as possible.
“Fuck, s—stop.” You beg helplessly when it gets too much and he delivers one last kiss on your swollen bud before climbing up your body again.
Your tongue is in his mouth, tangling with his before he can process what’s just happened, arms wrapping securely around his neck, as though he would escape otherwise. You flagrantly lick in his mouth, tasting everything like you need it. And maybe you do. He doubts you need it as much as he does though.
You don’t seem to have a care in the world that his chin is smearing your combines fluids on yours. It’s dirty. Filthier than anything he’s ever experienced. And he feels corrupt. You simply have corrupted him. Ruined him without even trying, like it’s some daily routine of yours. And he’s gobbling it all up like a much needed fix.
He needs air. Needs to breathe. But all he seems to be able to do is kiss you again and again and again, until you release him.
“Do you think we’ll have to wash the bed covers?” You ask with a sincere look of curiosity, albeit out of breath.
It takes a second for the random question to register due to his hazy state, but when it does, Mark can’t help but let out a weak laugh.
“I think we might have to buy new ones.”
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It takes you a second to realise why you feel so warm when you wake up. At first, you assume it’s the sun slipping through the curtains and hitting the skin of your back where the covers have fallen off.
But then you shift slightly. Your eyes flutter open, looking for the real source of heat.
Mark.
He’s on his side, facing you, his face tucked gently against your bare chest like he drifted there without thinking. His arm is draped lazily over your waist, heavy and warm, hand resting at the small of your back. Not gripping. Just there. Like holding you is something he does without effort — even unconscious. Like even in a deep slumber he’s decided you’re something to hold onto.
You stay still. Still taking it all in.
He looks unfair like this.
Sleep has softened every sharp edge he usually carries. His brows, normally expressive and quick to knit together, are smooth now. His lashes rest against his cheeks — longer than they have any right to be — casting faint shadows in the morning light. His lips are slightly parted, relaxed, the corners tilted just enough to make him look younger. Gentler.
Pretty.
The word slips into your mind before you can stop it.
There’s something almost innocent about him like this. No teasing smirk. No knowing glances. Just warm skin and steady breathing and a boy who trusted you enough to fall asleep pressed this close.
The faint stubble along his chin brushes against you when he shifts, softer than it looks. You trace it lightly with your fingertips, watching the way his mouth moves in response — a tiny unconscious reaction. His nose nudges closer, breath fanning against your skin. It tickles a little.
Your heart speeds up.
You hate that it does. Why would it?
You hate that it isn’t just physical. That it isn’t just leftover heat from last night. It’s something else. Something quieter and far more dangerous. It’s odd. The way your chest feels tight just looking at him. The way you’re memorising the exact shape of his lips, the slope of his nose, the soft curve of his cheek in the sunlight.
He’s too handsome first thing in the morning. Too warm. Too real.
Your pulse thuds harder than you’d like, and you swallow, trying to steady yourself.
This isn’t supposed to feel like this. It’s too simple for it to feel like this. You’ve slept with the guy twice over the course of two years for crying out loud.
His fingers flex faintly on your skin, tightening for a brief second before settling again. Even asleep, he pulls you a fraction closer, like he’s afraid you might slip away. Just like you did last time.
Your heart betrays you again.
You brush his hair back gently, letting your fingers linger in the softness. He stirs at the touch, lashes fluttering before slowly lifting. His gaze is unfocused at first, hazy with sleep, and then it lands on you.
He freezes.
You watch awareness dawn in real time — the slight widening of his eyes, the way his throat moves when he swallows. A faint flush creeps up his neck.
“Hi,” he murmurs, voice rough and small in the quiet room.
It’s so shy, it almost doesn’t sound like the guy from last night.
You don’t answer. You just keep looking at him, taking in the softness that hasn’t fully faded yet.
His lips press together briefly before he adds, quieter, almost unsure, “Still here?”
The way he says it makes something in you constrict.
Before you can respond, he ducks his face back into your chest, hiding like he regrets letting you see that vulnerable edge. His arm slides a little tighter around your waist, pulling you in closer. You feel the warmth of his cheek against you — and then, softly, almost absentmindedly, he presses a small kiss on the skin between your breasts before settling there again, like it’s the most natural thing in the world.
You should say something. Make a lighthearted comment. A joke. Something. Anything.
You don’t.
Instead, you tilt his face up gently, fingers brushing along his jaw. He looks startled for a split second, brows lifting slightly.
And then you do something that you shouldn’t feel that comfortable doing. You kiss him.
It’s soft. Slow. Not teasing. Just your lips pressing against his like you couldn’t not do it.
He makes the tiniest sound of surprise against your mouth — a quiet, breathy little noise that’s so embarrassingly cute. His hand flexes at your waist like he forgot what to do with it.
But he kisses you back.
Careful at first. Shy. Still waking up into it. Then a little surer, lips moving softly against yours, warm and unhurried.
When you pull back just enough to breathe, he’s looking at you differently. Still flushed. Still flustered.
Still holding you close.
“You can’t just do that,” he mumbles, even though his thumb is tracing absent patterns against your waist now.
And your heart, traitor that it is, keeps beating too fast.
“Do what?” you whisper back, close enough that your lips almost brush his when you speak.
He hesitates. You feel it — the flicker of nerves beneath the warmth. His gaze drops to your mouth like he’s debating something with himself.
It doesn’t take him too long to decide, it seems. His lips are on yours in not time again.
Not shy this time. Not startled.
Just slow. Sensual.
His hand tightens slightly at your waist, fingertips pressing into your skin as if to anchor himself. It all starts soft — just the gentle press of his lips to yours — but there’s intention behind it now. A quiet hunger that wasn’t there seconds ago.
You feel the shift immediately. The undeniable throbbing between your legs. Your breathing matching his quickened one.
His mouth moves more deliberately, head tilting to deepen the kiss, nose brushing lightly against your cheek as his tongue grazes your bottom lip, asking for permission you instantly give. Mouth parting for him without a thought, too excited to taste him. The faint rasp of his stubble grazes your skin when he adjusts closer, and you can’t help the small inhale that slips out of you.
He hears it, of course. You feel the corner of his mouth lift against yours before he kisses you deeper.
Your fingers slide into his hair again, nails barely grazing his scalp, and he exhales into your mouth — warm, shaky, almost reverent. His arm around your waist pulls you flush against him, his thigh pressing between yours, the warmth of him suddenly impossible to ignore when his skin drags against your sensitive and already wet cunt.
The sound of it — soft breaths, fabric shifting, the quiet press of skin on skin — fills the room and it all feels… different compared to last night. Unrushed.
Like he’s not trying to impress you. Not trying to prove anything.
Just kissing you because he wants to.
Your heart pounds harder than you like. Harder than it makes sense. You barely know him outside of dim lights and late-night tension and shared heat — and yet the way he’s touching you now, feels careful. Thoughtful. Like he’s memorising the shape of you through his hands.
No one’s kissed you like this.
Not like they could do it for hours. Not like it could become routine.
His hand slides slightly higher along your spine, slow enough to make you aware of every inch it travels. Your body reacts before your brain can catch up, leaning into him, hips shifting unconsciously closer, grinding, looking for release against the muscle of his thigh.
He makes that soft sound again — the small, surprised hum you’re starting to recognise — but this time it’s deeper. Less startled. More affected.
The kiss grows wetter, heavier, until breathing becomes necessary. He pulls back just enough to rest his forehead against yours, lips parted, eyes darker now as they take in your lips. You can only imagine what they look like, judging from his swollen, glistening ones.
The innocence of it all has disappeared as his hand travels down your back, settling when it’s reached your ass, kneading softly. Once. Twice. And then just resting there. Intentional and comfortable.
Dangerously comfortable.
You realise, with a slow creeping clarity, how easy this would be. To wake up like this again.
To fall back into this again. Into him.
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Next time you sleep with Mark, it’s in your bed. The one after that, is in his bed. And the one after that, in your bed again. And the one after that is memorable because he makes you cum in any position you can think of. The time after that, he’s rougher than he’s ever been; manhandling you like it’s his job, fucking you so hard, pain mixing with pleasure, your tears blinding you, your cries deafening you, until his hand is around your throat, shutting you up.
It gets to a point where the nights (and mornings) you’ve spent together, blur into one. It all easily becomes a habit. Calling him, texting him, meeting with him between classes. It’s all normal. Like it would be with a close friend.
For you at least. You’re not really sure how he feels, but the fact that he’s never complained, comforts you in a way. Other times, it makes you doubt everything. You try not to dwell on those thoughts.
Random hang-out sessions, that turn into lazy movie nights, become a frequent occurrence between the two of you.
Much like right now.
“What the hell?” You exclaim all aggravated, sitting up a little from your lying position on the sofa. Your feet shift on Mark’s lap and you can’t see his hand under the blanket, but you feel its warmth around your calf, through the cotton of your sock. It’s comforting. “Is that it?”
Mark chuckles lightly.
“I mean, yeah.” He shrugs casually as he pops a piece of pop corn in his mouth. “Thoughts?”
“I’m fucking sad.”
“Aww, dude, why?” He sits up a little too, getting more comfortable so he can look at you better as the credits keep rolling. “They said they’ll meet again.”
“Yeah, but we don’t actually see that.” You complain loudly, making him chuckle again. At least one of you is entertained.
“That’s the whole point.” He squeezes your calf once. “It all ends before sunrise for them, hence the title, but they get to experience so much in just one night that they don’t really need to know if they’ll actually meet again.”
“Is that why it’s your favourite movie? You’re into the whole soppy, enigmatic love trope?” You tease with a smirk, loving his flustered reactions a little too much.
The cute roll of his eyes makes you smile wider, without realising.
“I guess we’re not watching the second one then.” He says with a playful pout and you can’t help the excited yelp you let out.
“There’s a second one?”
His eyes widen a little at your excitement, tiny amused smile taking place on his face. “And a third one. But I’ve never seen it.”
“Well, we have to watch them.” You catch yourself moving closer. His hand slips higher on your leg, just below your knee, the warmth seeping through your comfy sweatpants.
“Oh, we have to?” He raises his eyebrows expectantly, making your heart skip a beat at his subtle way of teasing you.
“Yes, we.” You say stubbornly, refusing to let him have his way. “You’re the one who suggested this ridiculously sad shit.”
He stares at you for a moment, in thought as he spreads his legs a little, letting your own dangle between them, bent knees hooked over his thigh. You instinctively move even closer, one of your arms stretching behind his shoulders, against the back of the sofa, as your free hand starts playing with one of his hoodie strings.
The familiar scent of his after shave mixed with a hint of detergent engulfs you. It’s distinct. The kind that could traumatise you if things ever went south with him.
“Did you not like it then?” His voice comes out quite this time.
You purposely avoid eye contact, though, you can feel his gaze on you, and you have to actively force yourself to not focus on the way his hand caresses your inner thigh. It’s nothing but innocent, but that does something to you. It feels domestic. Absentminded.
“No, I did.” Your eyes are still on your finger twirling the string on his chest. “Just hoped for a happier ending is all.”
“Hmm, you can’t always have a happy ending, though.” He says skeptically and for some reason the words sit heavy in your chest.
You ignore the unpleasant feeling and force your eyes onto his. “When did you become so wise?”
“Tsk, I’ve always been wise.” His cute nose scrunches a tiny bit as his eyes narrow in a challenge.
You try your best to mirror his expression as you tickle his chin with your index finger. “Sure, you have.”
Your teasing gets interrupted quickly. A giggle erupts from you as he playfully tries to bite your finger off. His pearly whites making an appearance; a silly imitation of a cat making you act all giddy.
He’s too cute for his own good.
And so you give into the urge to drop a very sweet kiss on his cheek. Your hand cradles his jaw as he tries to pretend an escape.
When you pull away, you have to bite your lip to hide your smile, your cheeks hurting.
He looks away, attempting to hide his own smile from you, tongue poking the inside of the cheek you just smooched a little too loudly.
“You’re still so shy with me.” You observe quietly and his frown makes you let out another giggle.
“No, I’m not.” He pouts adorably.
“It’s okay.” You lean closer as he sulks. Another kiss on his cheek, this time a tiny bit closer to the corner of his lips. “I like it.”
“Do you really think I’m shy with you?” He searches for a reaction in your eyes as he wraps a hand around your wrist, urging you to wrap your arms around his neck.
You give in too easily. It’s too difficult not to with his face so close to yours.
“Not always.” You admit, as you start playing with the hair at his nape. “You’re shy, like, maybe fifty percent of the time.”
“Fifty?!” He shrieks with an offended tone. “Dude, that’s still high.”
“And I still like it.” You scold, arms tightening slightly around him as his hands rest on your thighs, still draped across his lap.
“You just like being a pain in my ass.” He states with a knowing smirk, and you can’t even deny it.
“See? You’re not shy now.” You deflect, enjoying the back and forth dynamic you have going on with him.
“Stop flirting.” He scolds, hand squeezing your thigh softly.
“Mm, no.” You cradle the back of his neck gently with one hand as your other arm drapes casually around his shoulders.
“No?”
“No.”
“Just like that?”
You simply nod. “Just like that.”
He nods back with an approving pout. “Fair.”
The second he leans in for a kiss, a dull pain in your lower abdomen reminds you of your state and you panic.
“You can’t stay tonight.” You blurt out. The surprise evident on his face as he pulls back.
“Umm, okay?” His confusion pulls at the strings in your heart. “Is something wrong? Like, did I—“
“No.” You interrupt him, before he can make things even more awkward. Arm still around him. “I’m just on my period. So, we can’t…you know.”
Realisation downs on him. Eyebrows raising slightly, lips parting. “Oh.” He nods once. “Right.”
“Mmhm.” You give him an awkward, tight smile.
You could have cancelled tonight. Should have. But you hadn’t seen him in almost a week due to a stupid essay you had to focus on. And you hate to admit it even to yourself, but you missed him. A little more than you a friend misses a friend. But that’s another story.
“Are you feeling okay?” He asks a little too casually, but still concerned.
The way he sneaks an arm around your middle, is too smooth. It’s with effort that you manage to maintain your composure as he pulls you closer into his side, his hand resting on your lower back. Gentle and reassuring.
Your heart does something weird at the intimate gesture. “Yeah, I’m good. It’s the third day, so, it’s not too bad.”
He nods understandingly. “Okay, well…I don’t know if I’m being too slow, but why exactly can’t I stay?”
The question definitely catches you off guard, but you manage to stay grounded. “I mean, you can. You’re welcome to. We’re just not having sex.”
“Yeah, fuck that, I’m off.” He moves to playfully shrug you off, but laughs at the way you childishly whine, refusing to move, stubbornly clinging onto him. He settles back with a huff and you bashfully hide your face in his shoulder. “Y/N, I obviously don’t care. I’ll stay if you want me to.”
His voice is too soft. Too sweet.
You exhale loudly, feigning annoyance. “Fine. Stay then.”
“Ugh. Fine, I will.” You feel the delicate nudge of his nose against your forehead and, inevitably, you look up at him, still tucked safely in his side with your legs comfortably resting on top of his spread ones. “So, like, is kissing out of the question too?”
You snort at the silly question. “No. Kissing’s allowed.”
You’ve realised over time that you have a soft spot for his cheeky side. It’s rare that Mark Lee drops his serious stance, but you’ve managed to break through a few times now and each one of those has felt like a special reward.
His lips find yours for the first time tonight. The hand cradling your jaw shouldn’t feel that good on your skin and the arm around your waist shouldn’t feel as safe as it does. But you savour everything, matching his slow pace.
The kiss becomes less innocent with each drag of his lips against yours, but you can’t bring your self to pull away. Blame the raging hormones, blame the way he’s holding you so close, blame the universe.
You need him to keep kissing you.
The whiny sound you unintentionally let out, betrays said need, but Mark doesn’t seem phased at all. If anything, he deepens the kiss. More intent behind his touches.
“Come here.” He mumbles against your lips as he tries to manoeuvre you, and you quickly oblige, throwing a leg over him, straddling his thighs without a second thought.
He doesn’t seem to approve of your hovering as he shamelessly pushes you down by the hips, encouraging you to properly sit on him. And you do.
He lets out a delicious sound, which you hungrily swallow as your crotch meets his. Hard length familiarly nestling between your thighs, nudging against your needy clit, and you’re glad you opted for a tampon instead of a pad earlier.
“Are you comfortable?” He asks, pulling away slightly, watching your face for any sign of discomfort.
“Yeah.” You nod as you allow your hands to rest on either side of his neck.
“Is there anywhere I’m not allowed to touch?”
You smile at the cryptic question. He’s clearly testing the waters, while trying to be respectful of any boundaries. You can see right through him.
“My boobs are a little sore still, so be gentle.”
He nods. “Anything else?”
Your breath hitches as his fingers sneakily slip under the waistband of your sweatpants, eyes silently asking for permission.
You give him a chaste kiss. “You can’t finger me, if that’s what you mean.”
“Not exactly what I meant, no.” He murmurs as his hands completely slip inside your bottoms, cupping your ass over your underwear, deliberately urging you to drag your hips against his, fingers slightly digging into the flesh of your bum.
He devours your lips in another kiss. Heated, but lazy. Slower than ever.
Your tongues gliding languidly makes you unintentionally grind a little harder, allowing your sensitive clit to drag against his clothed cock and you feel your underwear slipping between your folds messily. He’s got you all wet and needy when he really shouldn’t.
“Fuck, I really want you naked.” He whispers in your mouth, hands travelling up your back, taking the hem of your baggy t-shirt with them.
There’s nothing else to do other than give him what he wants. So you reluctantly break the kiss, letting him remove your top before you rush to do the same for him.
Your sports bra is gone in no time, both your top and his hoodie are somewhere on the living room floor and the second your tits are free, he’s got both his arms tightly wrapped around your middle, biceps flexing deliciously. Your nipples feel extra sensitive as they rub on his skin; breasts squished against his warm chest, the sensation comforting and arousing at the same time, you can’t help the sigh you let out against his lips.
“Don’t really know where we’re going with this.” You speak all muffled as he eagerly tries to lick into your mouth, lips a little uncoordinated but you love it.
You’re more than aware of the double meaning your words carry, and the hesitation in his eyes when he pulls away, tells you he is too. You both seem to ignore the complicated side of the statement.
“I can still make you feel good, no?” His fingers splay in between your shoulder blades as his eyes inspect your face, lingering on your spit-kissed lips for a little too long.
He doesn’t wait for an answer. He pulls you by the back of your neck, his mouth finding yours in another wet kiss, lips parted wide as tastes you with a quiet hum, and you feel more wetness seeping out of you, drenching your panties.
A buck of your hips forces a moan out of both of you as your hands bury in his hair, gripping tight, searching for an anchor. You lean your head back with a soft exhale when he starts leaving wet kisses along your jaw, down to your neck. He licks, sucks, bites your flushed skin, tongue swirling on each mark he leaves behind, turning you on more than ever.
This is so fucking inconvenient.
He takes you by surprise when he licks a stripe from between your tits to your collarbones, painting your skin with his saliva.
“Ah, shit.” You tighten your hold on his hair and he lets out a little grunt that vibrates against your sternum, his quick breaths hitting your damp skin, leaving goosebumps in their wake. Your nipples harden uncomfortably, asking for attention and he must notice as his hand cups one of your breasts, gently massaging the underside.
His lips find the raised peak, kissing around it, teasing you, forcing needy sounds out of you, and when he softly sucks it in his mouth, tongue swirling, you can’t help but grind down harder with a loud whine.
“Careful.” You whisper weakly when his tongue flicks a little too hard, making you jolt.
“Sorry.” He apologises with a sweet kiss between the space of your tits, and for a few moments, he gives all his attention to your slightly swollen mounds. Licking and sucking, carefully massaging them in his palms until you pull a little too hard at his hair, singling that it’s too much for you.
You force him to lean back as you trap him between your body and the back of the sofa. The sound he makes when you wrap a hand around his throat, exhilarates you, and you give into another make out session as you let your fingers lightly press on his pulse points, loving the effect you have on him.
You’re completely lost in his kisses and the way his firm chest feels on yours. It’s all too much and not enough at the same time and you really just don’t know what to do with yourself. So you just try to relax on top of him, arms loosely wrapping around his neck as you relish in the wet smacking sounds of your lips.
It’s his hand that sneaks between your crotches that urges you to pull away, but he holds you there, his other hand on the back of your head.
“Can I try something?” He mutters as his fingers slowly start undoing the knot at the front of your waistband. “Stop me if it’s weird.”
Fuck Mark lee and his persuasiveness. “Okay.”
You probably shouldn’t. It’s too intimate. Too vulnerable. And you normally wouldn’t let anyone else, but when Mark slips his hand past the front of your waistband, you let him.
He’s careful. No rushed movements as he holds you close, lips brushing yours as he gauges your reaction and your mouth parts against his when you feel the warmth of his palm, engulfing the seat of your underwear. He rubs lightly over the drenched fabric until his fingers find your clit, pressing a little harder, evoking a half desperate half surprised sound out of you.
You self-consciously wonder if he felt the thin string of your tampon when his fingers brushed past your entrance, but whether he did or not, he doesn’t really let on.
He starts rubbing you in slow tiny circles, the gentle friction making you breathe harder, fingers shaking in his messy strands.
“Can I touch you properly or is that a bit too far?” He must sense your contemplation as his fingers come to a brief halt. “I’ll stay here.” His fingers press on your clit, signalling what he means. “Won’t go anywhere else.”
You pull back a smidge, the need to look at his face getting the better of you. His pleading eyes, full of adoration, overwhelm you and you cowardly hide your face in his neck, arms wrapping tighter around his shoulders.
“What if I bleed all over your hand?” You whine dramatically. The thought of that actually happening, too embarrassing.
He breathes out an amused laugh. “I’ll live.”
“Yeah, well, I won’t.” You joke halfheartedly, but inhale sharply when he presses against the swollen bud again.
“At least you’ll die happy.” He giggles at the warning bite you leave on his shoulder, playfully shrugging you away, but his arm around your middle holds you close. “You wanna cum. I wanna help. So let me.”
“Fuck sake.” You sigh in defeat, forehead dropping against his shoulder. “If you touch anywhere other than—“
“I won’t. Promise.” He seals it with an intimate kiss on your shoulder, making you shiver.
“Okay.”
He slips his hand inside the front of your cotton panties, quickly finding your pulsing bud and you instantly melt against him with a relieved whimper, the skin on skin contact already feeling a million times better. His two fingers send you reeling, making you moan in his neck, your jaw slackening when he speeds up a little, rubbing harder, more precise circles on the bundle of nerves. His hold around you tightens when you start slightly shaking on his lap and you feel dizzy when he starts flicking from side to side, bringing you closer and closer to a dangerous high.
It’s addictive. The way he touches you, holds you, breathes on you like he’s the one being pleasured. It’s all out of this world. Too good. Too mind-numbing.
“Mmph—f-fuck—right there.” You beg, all out of breath and flustered. His fingers keep brushing a spot on your clit, too sensitive, the pleasure so intense, you can barely handle it.
“Yeah? Feels good?” His breathy tone adds to the hot sensation between your legs, your toes and fingers tingling as your eyes inevitably roll back.
“So good, Markie.”
He grunts when your nails dig into the flesh of his shoulder. “Fuck, baby. Wanna see you cum.”
“Oh my god.” You whisper with a tremble, mouth ajar against his shoulder, your saliva smearing on his skin as you struggle to breathe, to keep a little bit of your sanity intact. “Mark. Ffffuck.”
Your release crashes into you with force. A muffled shriek erupts from your throat, resonating in the silence of the living room. You sound broken as he keeps rubbing fast and hard. Until your whole body shakes in ecstasy. Until the overstimulation is too much to endure.
Your walls are spasming so hard you’re worried they might accidentally squeeze the tampon out, and you have to grab his wrist in panic, forcing him to stop his torturous ministrations on your abused clit.
You slump forward. Body completely spent. Weight dropping on him in surrender as your brain floats somewhere unknown.
The gentle scratch of his blunt nails against your scalp, helps bring you somewhat back to the surface.
“Fuck, that felt—” You pant, struggling to form anything coherent. Your throat feels dry when you swallow.
“Intense?” He finishes your incomplete thought for you.
He has a tendency of doing that. Understanding you better than you can understand yourself sometimes. Unveiling thoughts and feelings you didn’t know you were capable of carrying.
You don’t like it. The grip he has on you — you feel it most when he's not even touching you. When he's not even with you.
And it’s too intimate. More than you can handle.
You often feel scrutinised under his gaze. Especially in raw, unfiltered moments like this. It never feels transactional. Whatever you have with Mark. It’s never just about fleeting pleasure. There’s always something underlying but undeniable at the same time.
Something undoubtedly there, but difficult to define in your head.
Something you wonder if his complex mind has been able to translate into words you always fail to find.
author's note: can be read as a standalone! but also as an instalment for like we just met !! i miss mark so much i just had to work on something so i wouldn't go insane </3 and then he updated!!!!!! and i FELT insane!! if you know me you already know that i love this man so much — meelings (mark feelings) are open, so feel free to discuss anything mark related with me <3 not proofread (yet).
It bothers you. Like a full pot ready to boil over, you’re about to lose your temper. A whole day spent rotting in bed and your boyfriend, Mark, has not spared you a glance — or a touch, for that matter.
His eyes have been glued to the book in his hands, and it really didn’t matter if he was on the toilet or in the kitchen preparing a cup of tea for the two of you. No, it didn’t matter. Mark kept his eyes glued to the pages of the despicable book that had become your enemy, and it felt like you weren’t even there.
Reading is an activity you enjoy doing in silence while still being in each other’s company. So many days and nights the two of you have spent talking about what you just finished reading, about theories, about the essays you were going to write about said books.
There’s this rule between you two — you split the semester’s reading list in half, with you and Mark deciding who gets to read whatever title is on the weekly syllabus. And because he’s a gentleman, and because he loves you, your boyfriend always lets you choose first — and maybe he reads the one you chose as well, if he has the time. If not, he’ll just stick to all the details you give him.
And that’s how your Sunday started. Standing in your boyfriend’s kitchen, and writing down some bullet points so you could remember everything you needed to explain about your book. Mark didn’t waste time talking to you during breakfast, while he ate the eggs you prepared for him — for which he asked so nicely, if maybe you could make them for him — with his eyes glued to the thick book in his hands while he chewed on his bite.
After spending yesterday’s morning out at the flea market, searching for the two books on your reading list for the upcoming week, Mark spent the rest of the day sleeping while you read the book you chose. So when he found out you had already finished it, he started panicking looking at the thickness of his, and blocked your voice out and away from him, even if you were trying to reassure him that he still had until next Friday to finish it.
But Mark has always been an overachiever, a stubborn perfectionist, so he refused to put the book down, promising you a detailed summary of the book by the end of Monday afternoon’s seminars you two shared.
A whole day spent on the couch writing, or in bed trying to take naps next to your boyfriend — whose eyes kept being glued to the book, of course.
And who cares about that stupid book, anyway? It’s not like you have to read every single piece of the syllabus every single time, you can skip one once in a while — or more frequently, like all your classmates do. But Mark is probably the only person in your course that takes it seriously, does his coursework on time, reads, writes projects that are not necessarily related to your course, all while still taking you out on dates, spending time with you, enjoying his hobbies, and going to work.
Still, with the thought of the many more days ahead, during which he can read this monstrosity of a book, you try to distract him. You want his attention, you want to take naps with him, you want to enjoy your time in his apartment, just the two of you.
“What is it, baby?” He mumbled each time, not even looking at you, and you knew he wasn’t even paying attention if you answered or not.
You played with the waistband of his pyjama shorts, you pulled at his t-shirt sleeve, you playfully bit his bicep while he put his hand under his head searching for a more comfortable position to lie down in. But it all went unnoticed.
You wanted to snatch the book and beat him with it. You wanted to make him chew the pages because he ignored you. You wanted to kiss him every time his lips moved while mumbling and then gasping outraged at something going on in that damned book. You wanted to cover his face in kisses every time he hissed at you when he finally registered your actions and ministrations on his body — arms, torso, neck.
Eventually, you gave up. You took naps, you started lining down the plot of the screenplay you had to write and submit by the end of the semester, you listened to music and you doom scrolled on tiktok while sending every other video to him so he could check them later. And all you could hear was him breathing peacefully by your side, the rustling of pages, or him mumbling in a sweet habit he doesn’t know he has — when he’s too concentrated and into his own world he starts mumbling the words he’s reading or writing down. And you wanted to kiss him desperately.
But he hits you with the usual “Baby wait just a bit longer, this’s an important part right now!” Swaying your hands away from him, sometimes allowing you to stick to him but he doesn’t register your motions, because he doesn’t reciprocate.
Mark can barely keep his hands off you — that is when he’s not too busy reading fucking Ulysses, so you knew he was too deep into that book.
You wanted to set that book on fire.
So by the time the sun started setting outside, and knowing that Mark promised you’ll order some food tonight instead of cooking or going out, you decide to peel yourself off his bed and go have a shower. Not that you think he’ll miss you — or notice you’re gone, for that matter.
So you take your sweet time, because you bet you’ll still find him lying down on his back, the way you just left him. With no excuse of tearing him away from that damned book, no excuse for dinner, or anything else really, you wonder what else you can do to get his attention on you.
You even use your shower gel, the vanilla scented one he loves so much on you, and you even discarded of your towel before exiting the bathroom.
And just how you suspected, your boyfriend hasn’t moved an inch. He just brought a leg up, and seemingly also brought the book closer to his face.
You sigh, walking towards the bed, turning on the lamp on top the impromptu bedside table he has on the outer side of his bed, noticing he’s squinting his eyes even if he’s wearing his glasses.
“Thanks baby,” he mumbles, not sparing you a look. Because, if only he spared you a look, he’d be throwing the book away and out the window.
You don’t bother answering him, knowing too well that he’s not listening. You walk towards his dresser, opening a few drawers to look for your things. But then again, why even bother? It’s not like he’s going to unglue himself from Ulysses in favour of his freshly bathed girlfriend, so why should you put anything on — beside a pair of panties? It’s not like he’d notice, anyway.
You climb the bed, setting back down to his side, and you see him reaching out a hand looking for any body part of yours. You extend your arm, and he grabs it, bringing it to his face, when he inhales the sweet scent of your skin and kisses its softness.
“Smelling good, baby,” he mumbles the compliment without looking at you, and you look at him full of hope.
“Really?” Your tone is bright, hopeful, but he doesn’t reply back, and doesn’t even notice you snatching your wrist away from his grasp.
You’ve had enough of it. You’re tired of not having his attention on you, and you know you need to do something if you even want him to unglue himself from that book and order food for you later. You’ll be damned if you allow this man to ignore you for the whole day.
So you move around on all fours, setting yourself in between his legs. The muscles on his thigh flex as he moves the leg in an unconscious motion from left to right, and your hand travels to touch his inner thigh. He hisses, smacking your hand with his thigh, not even bothering using his hand.
He grunts as a warning when he feels your fingers travelling on his lower tummy, up to his chest and then back down. “Baby,” he warns, this time grabbing your wrist to stop you from scratching him. But you know what effect your ministrations have on him, and even if he’s not realising, he’s growing harder under your gaze. “I can’t lose this part right now, give me a minute,” he mumbles absentmindedly, letting your hand go.
So you put it to better use and you graze his growing hard-on, making him hiss once again, but this time he tries swaying your hands away with his own. Too bad that his eyes are still on that page, otherwise he’d see you’re naked and enjoying his squirming.
After all the ignoring he put you through today, you can’t allow him to enjoy everything to the max like you’d normally do, so a thought crosses your mind and you smirk, not even trying to hide it away — because, again, his head is deep into that book.
“Oh, baby,” you mumble amused, playfully biting on his thigh as your hands bring the elastic band of his pyjama shorts down, exposing his erection to the cool air of his room, “I wouldn’t want you to lose that part either,”
“Dude wha- what are you doing?” He stutters once he feels your cold fingers wrapping around his cock, finally looking away from the book in front of him. He looks down at you, mouth hovering over his crotch.
“What does it look like I’m doing, baby?” You ask him, and you hear his gulping.
You kiss his tip, and he hisses, sucking air through his teeth as soon as your lips travel up and down the side of his length.
He throws away the book, moving to remove his glasses too, but you frown and straighten up.
“No,” you tsk, pointing at the book, “I said I don’t want you to lose any important parts. You spent the whole day on it, so I really don’t wanna make you lose focus right now,” your tone is sarcastic, and it gets to him easily, faster than you could have imagined, his cock twitching in your hand as a reminder that he’s very into what you’re doing to him right now. “Pick up the book, Mark,” you command him, “How about you read it out loud for me, hmm?” Your tone is sarcastic once again, but you don’t wait for his answer, your warm mouth wrapping around his tip once again.
He sucks air through his teeth, but pushes his glasses up on his nose and clears his throat. He licks his lips, trying to maintain his composure, but just as he’s ready to open his mouth to recite the next few lines to you, he feels your tongue twirling around his tip, and a moan escapes past his lips, “O!” He bucks up his hips.
You don’t fight the smirk rapidly showing on your features as you proceed to give his tip kitten licks, and you enjoy his squirming under your gaze.
He inhales sharply, as if he’s preparing himself to pull through your challenge, “The poor little fella,” His Canadian accent slips out now that he’s concentrating on something else instead of the image of your lips wrapping around him, and his cock twitches in your grasp when he hears your giggles.
He takes a peek at you, raising the book swiftly, and you notice how his prominent cheekbones are now tinted with a light shade of red.
His lips are parted, and his gaze doesn’t meet yours, too busy looking at the way your mouth wraps around him once again.
You hum, amused, while moving your lips along the sides of his shaft, “The poor little fellow…” You speak up, and it makes him snap out of his thoughts, “Go on,”
He nods almost imperceptibly, licking his lips right before he takes a big breath, eyes trying to focus on the words right in his face.
“Hi-hi-hi-his legs-” He huffs, and you notice the muscles of his thighs tensing while he tries to fight the urge to buck up his hips, hoping for more friction as your tongue still plays along his shaft, “They were yellow,” His voice is raspy, tone low while trying to seem collected, yet you know. You know what you’re doing to him, and that he’s trying his best not to show you that he’s at your mercy — like always.
You allow him to continue reading out loud, while you bring your hand to wrap around his cock, gently squeezing him before you spit on his tip, warm hand moving up and down his shaft with controlled movements.
He can’t stay still, his hips moving up to meet your strokes, he has that typical desperation that takes over him every single time you’re intimate. His caress always turns into kisses; kisses turn into playful bites and touches laced with an extreme need to be glued to your body, to your skin — he can never keep his hands away from you, and he can’t survive not having yours on himself either.
His voice is raspy, he’s holding that book with so much force that his fingertips turned white, but his hips stopped moving, getting lost in the steady rhythm of your hand.
You lower your head, finally wrapping your mouth around his tip once again, and he moans mid sentence. A smile threatens to stretch across your face, satisfied with yourself at getting reactions out of your boyfriend.
“Baby-” His moan is high-pitched, hips bucking up to get just a bit more access into your mouth, as much as you’ll allow. Luckily for him, you can’t resist pleasing him and hearing the pretty sounds he makes, so you try to relax your jaw as much as you can, tongue flat on the underside of his cock as you sink your mouth as far down as you can.
You bob your head up and down, twirling your tongue around his sensitive tip, and Mark whimpers at the feeling. Looking up at him, you see him already looking down at you, cheeks flushed, eyes sparkling, white teeth sinking into his bottom lip trying to keep quiet — but it’s hard. Open mouthed huffs become whimpers and pleas every time he feels his dick sliding on your tongue, tip hitting the back of your throat.
You sink down on him, flat tongue sending electric shocks across his body as you get to the base of his cock, tip of your tongue coming out to tease his base and his balls.
He starts squirming under your ministrations, his book long forgotten on his chest.
“Babe,” He huffs, trying to sound compose, “Why-” He gulps, tilting his head while moaning, “Why are you doing this to me right now?!” He can barely speak up, he’s becoming too sensitive, too loud, and you know he doesn’t need much more before he cums in your mouth.
You bring one hand up to his chest, tapping your finger on his book, and he looks at you confused.
But then his eyes sparkle even more than before, understanding what you mean. He takes the books and throws it away from the bed, and you don’t even care where it lands. You wanted to torture him a bit longer, to make him read a bit more from his stupid book while you kept going down on him with the most agonisingly slow pace — yet you can’t escape how much you want him.
The torture you’ve subjected him to, albeit it wasn’t even half of what you had planned for him, is starting to bother you as well. Your loins feel on fire, the flimsy panties you put on are totally ruined just by pleasing your boyfriend and hearing the sounds he makes, and you really need to feel him inside of you, his body weight on top of you.
“Fuck,” He curses under his breath, tilting his head behind against the pillow, “Baby, stop! I’m gonna-” You see him sucking his stomach in a few times, and you know that’s your cue to stop. You swallow around his cock, and you see him shivering underneath you, gasping your name right before you retract your mouth and lips from his tip with a pop, and his cock falls heavy on his abdomen.
You hear him moaning before you notice him bringing his right hand up, trying to touch himself and to finally get to finish, but you grab his wrists, pushing both of them against the mattress, as you hover above his figure.
“Fuck, fuck, fu-” He’s frustrated, gasping as he looks up at you, and he moves his hips, trying to rut them against you somehow, yet you don’t allow him.
You look down at him, still keeping him immobilised, pushing down on his wrists. He’s flushed, panting, his frustration knows no bounds right now. His glasses are making him incredibly hot right now, and the look in his eyes while his gaze bores into yours, makes your insides melt with anticipation. As much as you’d like to just jump on top of him and ride him, you know by the look in his eyes that he has other plans for you.
You bow your head, reaching for his lips, and he does’t even allow you to come completely down before he raises his head to meet you halfway, his lips locking with yours in a hungry kiss.
It becomes messy, his soft lips moving desperately on top of yours, and you grant him access immediately, just as hungry for him. You can’t even keep up with him, he moans into the kiss, and every time you try to break it his lips just follow yours.
“Mark,” You whimper, trying to break the kiss, and you feel him rutting your hips against your core, as you hover above his crotch. His rutting makes you moan, tilting your head back, and he doesn’t lose the opportunity to trace your jaw with his lips, travelling further down your neck, giving you open mouthed kisses along your feverish pulse line.
You finally sit on top of him, hips moving in order to get a bit of friction and to ease the immense pressure that you’ve been feeling in between your legs.
Mark finally frees himself, pushing you off him, making you land on your back, and he’s immediately on top of you. He captures your lips in a kiss, tongue playing on your bottom lip, and then his lips travel further down once again. On your jaw, on your neck, on your chest, they leave fire traces on your sensitive skin, all covered in goosebumps thinking and anticipating how he’s going to finally make you feel after a day of basically ignoring you.
You know Mark. He loves you to death, and he reminds you of this every single day. There’s nothing he wouldn’t do for you, even if sometimes he can be the prisoner of his own mind, in his own bubble, deeply lost in his thoughts as he reads or concentrates on something specific.
He snatches his t-shirt off his back, tossing it next to you, “My turn now, baby,” He rasps, whiny tone gone, and his words almost make you shiver with anticipation at the warning and at the usage of the pet name. He kisses your abdomen, precise fingers sliding your drenched panties down your legs.
He grabs your legs, fingers pushing into the plush of your thighs, finally reaching behind your knees to push your legs up, spreading them.
You see him looking down for a moment, glasses almost foggy from all the panting you two did, but he stares at your core intently, and it only makes you whine as your core throbs around nothing. One look at his cock and you can see he’s still achingly hard, and you know it won’t take too long before he finally gives you want you want. You want to feel him inside of you, to stretch you out, make you feel full, make you feel good.
He finally bends down, hands still pushing your legs to keep them apart, and his tongue swirls a few time around your clit with steady motions.
“Mark!” You moan his name, head tilted back as you feel his tongue carefully moving along your slit, nose bumping into your clit each time, and you swear you’re so turned on that he’ll make you cum from this alone.
But Mark is greedy, he wants you in all the possible ways right now, but he knows you don’t have much time. He wants to take his sweet time with you, pamper you, finally take care of you just the way you deserve to be taken care of — but maybe later, because right now, you’re both reaching a level of desperation that’s hard to control.
He lets your legs go, instructing you to plant the soles of your feet on his sturdy shoulders, and you do as he says. He grabs you by the hips, bringing you even closer to his face. His glasses are on, although they’re already in the way — you can’t see his pretty eyes while he eats you out, and he can’t see your pretty face reacting to what he’s doing to you.
So you get up on your elbows, hand moving swiftly to snatch his glasses away from his face, and then you get his fringe out of the way, combing your fingers through his hair.
Your motions make Mark moan, and he brings his hand down, placing it under his chin, fingertips already tracing your entrance while his tongue plays with your clit.
His fingers inside of you, getting them in and out of you and bringing you the delicious friction, and then curling them, all while his tongue laps at your clip and slit, it makes your thighs shake, insides burning as you can feel your orgasm bubbling rapidly inside of you.
You grab his hand, the one resting on your hip, and you pinch his fingers, trying to get his attention on you.
“Mark…” You moan out his name, and you try bringing your thighs together in order to stop him. But your boyfriend, being the same stubborn man in all situations, refuses to let you go, keeping your legs in place. “ ’s too much,” You whine, grabbing him while trying to squirm away form his face, “Not like this… please,” You plea, and you see him teasing your clit one last time with his tongue, before he gets up.
You’re lucky he’s hard as fuck right now, almost to the point it hurts, and that he really wants to be inside of you.
He kisses his way up your body, leaving kisses on your trembling thighs, on your lower tummy, on your chest, all the way up to your jaw and mouth. Mark loves worshiping you, there’s nothing he’d want more than taking his sweet time with you right now. But it gets to a point, and excitement creeps up his spine as he lines himself at your entrance with ease.
You can feel you’re a mess, still turnt on to the point your core is already throbbing desperately, waiting for Mark to slide inside of you with ease.
And when he does, you both let out an airy gasp at the feeling. He’s stretching you so deliciously, you’re so turned on that you don’t even need time to adjust to his size. Mark, on the other hand, doesn’t move.
He pants, face in the crook of your neck, and he’s doing his best not to move. You can feel your walls throbbing around him, and you guess he’s the one who needs time to adapt to being inside of you right now.
He removes himself from your body, once again grabbing your legs and keeping them together, pushing them to your chest while he prepares to start moving inside of you. Mark’s a sentimental person, he likes emotional and physical connection — and he knows that three thrusts inside of you while he kept his head in the crook of your neck, and he was going to be done for.
Instead, he keeps your thighs together, bringing more pressure on your tummy and on your core, while he starts moving.
He pants, droplets of sweat already forming on his chest and neck as he fight the urge to move too fast, because that would only make him finish on the spot.
The pressure becomes too much to handle almost immediately, and you claw at his forearms in order to ground yourself. You can’t help the moans escaping your lips, the friction bringing you a sort of relief, all while the pressure keeps growing in your lower tummy, making your insides melt.
With every thrust, you feel like you’re getting closer. With every thrust, you can’t control your moans and sounds, and the moment Mark’s thumb touches your clit it’s what makes the pressure finally explode inside of you.
And feeling your walls squeezing him uncontrollably, Mark finally lets go of your legs, finally dropping down on top of your body as his hips keep moving in between yours, sliding in and out of you with ease. He can finally have you like he wanted in the first place, head in the crook of your neck, lips grazing your jaw, kissing your lips that are already plump from all the kissing and all the biting down on them. He pats your head, fingers combing through your locks as he tries to soothe you, knowing that he’s overstimulating you.
You wrap your legs tightly around his waist, squeezing him and bringing him even closer, and Mark stills for a moment, head falling on your shoulder as he starts moving his hips slower.
“Fuck,” He grunts in your ear, finally climaxing inside of you, and the whole thing sends goosebumps across your skin.
He kisses his way up from your neck, to your lips, but stays inside of you for a bit longer, and you squeal tiredly feeling his lips on you once again.
“You know what, baby,” He rasps, all tired, but the way he’s looking at you is just so loving and sparkly, and you bring him closer in order to kiss him again. “I’m thinking I should ignore you more often,” He finally sighs, getting off you, but still dragging you after him.
You find comfort in his embrace, head resting on his shoulder as your nose nuzzles the skin of his neck, and you can’t help but giggle at his remark.
After all, you can’t really complain if he ignores you again in the future, if it meant you’d be ending the day this way.
summary.. you thought you had found some alone time with you, and your mighty little vibrator. but of course, all fun is always short-lived
tags.. canon-divergence (i have never written for mark or any of his variants nor have i read the comics, so, mohawk will be a little ooc and i apologize for that. also this ofc doesn’t really follow the plot of his dimension) / rough sex / overstimulation / he’s lowkey a dick / multiple orgasms / lowkey pain kink / reader is into everything ofc / light use of pet names / unrealistic descriptions of sex(?) /
authors notes.. i want to start writing for invincible and truthfully this is the first thing that came to mind. between mohawk mark and cap(?) mark, they will be written for the most cause imo they are the finest 😔. also please excuse any typos or grammar mistakes.
The mental checklist cycled through your brain quickly as your eyes peered about your room. Door locked? Check. Music playing from your tv a little too loud? Check. Your fully charged, pretty blue vibrator waiting patiently on your bed? The final and most important check of all. Between work, school, and juggling a relationship with your beloved boyfriend; finding time for self-pleasure was like trying to find a needle in a haystack. Of course, most of your sexual needs were satisfied by your partner— however, there was nothing like taking the time to yourself, easing towards your orgasm in solitude.
You tugged the bottoms you wore down, thumbs hooking onto the elastic of your panties in the process. In one fluid motion you tossed them off your body and onto the ground, dropping to your bed back first with excitement brewing deep within your tummy. You reached down for the little vibe, examining the hollow opening that allowed the most perfect suction.
You remembered getting the device randomly one night, even paying extra for expedited shipping— a clear indication of your own desperation.
A finger flicked out to press against the button, holding it for a moment before the little toy revved to life. Little, yet so powerful; varying in several modes that tailored to your needs perfectly.
You always started slow, lowering the vibe to your breast and allowing the suction to flutter over your nipple— it slowly hardening from the attention. Your lips parted, along with your legs, allowing your free hand to lower to your folds, petting the soft skin slowly. A breath escaped as that familiar feeling danced across your body, warming you up inside at a gentle pace.
You spread yourself open, lowering a finger over your bud and slowly rolling it into tight circles. Your hips instinctively caught onto the rhythm, twitching at every special turn of your finger pad on your sensitive clit.
Soon enough you were growing impatient, knowing at any moment family could knock at your door for some random inconvenience. With that said, you lifted the toy from your breast, lowering it down between your legs. It always took a moment for you to align the hole with your clit, eyes squinting as if trying to visualize the perfect angle.
But the moment you got it, the moment you felt those delicious vibrations right against your sensitive bud, you let out the softest moan, legs opening more as the pleasure grew.
Your finger pressed into the button, amping the power up to its second level, strong vibrations thrumming right against your clit. Your legs began to squeeze shut, hurried breaths falling from your lips as you began to etch closer to your orgasm.
You wanted to personally thank whoever thought of vibrators. As pathetic as that sounded..
Your head knocked back against your pillows, the tightening cord in your stomach nearly snapping when a familiar sound entered your ears.
“Babe, oh man— I gotta tell you what this gu—..”
In a flash you felt that pleasure melt from your body, your eyes peering open to spot your one and only Markus Grayson standing in your bedroom in all his glory. His glory being that godforsaken supersuit and the stupidest grin on his features.
Which only seemed to deepen the moment his eyes trailed down your body.
Curse you for forgetting to close and lock your window.
“What’s this?.. Having fun without me?”
You opened your mouth to speak, yelping as wind flew past you far too quickly. Mark was a blur for a moment before he stood still beside your bed, currently inspecting something in his hand.
You quickly realized that it was your vibrator, under his inspection.
“The fuck is this..”
“It’s—“ You moved to your knees, reaching out for it, only for him to hold his hand higher, cackling to himself. You gave an aggravated huff, hands dropping to your thighs.
“— a vibrator.. It’s a vibrator.” You murmured, trying to ignore the tinge of shame invading your form. Of course, the two of you have talked about masturbation, but toys were a different story. You’ve heard plenty of horror tales of men growing angry at their women for using them in the first place.
All that ego man stuff.. blah, blah, blah. And as much as you loved Mark, he was a man.. with a ridiculously big ego.
Your eyes slowly trailed up his body back to his face, watching the way an unrecognizable glint developed in his dark eyes. His gloved fingers tapped against the toy, fiddling with the settings, turning it off and on completely.
“A vibrator huh?..” Mark hummed, more to himself than you, gaze switching between the vibe and your features for a moment before a devious smirk pulled his lips.
Before you could think Mark was moving closer, using a hand to push you back onto the bed whilst the other went for your legs, tugging them open.
“Let me try.” The grin on his face deepened, reaching down with the toy towards your center. Clumsily, he forced the hole upon your swollen clit, eyes flicking back to your features as he amped up the vibrator.
Your hands clenched, lips parting once more to release a sharp moan. You weren’t alone anymore, released from the mercy of slowly building yourself up. No, Mark had selected one of the highest setting without a care, pressing it right against your already sensitive clit. Your legs threatened to close, hands falling to the bed and gripping your bedsheets tight.
“Ma—mark.. baby please— turn it down..” You whined out, gasping the moment you felt him twist the toy a little, the vibrations hitting your swollen bud at a different angle. Droplets of arousal trickled from your hole that fluttered around nothing, sliding down to your taint.
“Aww.. can someone not handle the little toy?” Mark mocked, twisting the little machine once again and giggling to himself at the high-pitched moans that escaped you. He rose himself high, face hovering close to your own whilst resting on a forearm.
“C’mon baby, you’ve had bigger! Don’t wimp out on me now.”
You couldn’t even dare to reply, far too focused on that band ready to snap in your stomach. Struggled gasps and moans continued to escape, as your legs tightened around his arm— as if trying to decide to push him away or keep him there.
Your decision was null the moment you came, hips rising into the air as you made a mess of his hand and your beloved toy. Your stomach ached, clit feeling raw from all the attention. Your body rested back onto your bed, attempting to calm yourself after your release.
Only to realize the vibrator was still stuck securely to your clit, not having moved an inch despite your orgasm.
You quickly back to fuss, reaching down at your partner’s wrist whilst a strangled, “Ma—mark, let me breathe..” escaped you.
But he didn’t budge, even pulling himself back to his haunches, keeping his one hand steady on the toy whilst the other went for your wrists, securing them into a tight single-handled hold right against your stomach.
“Oh, [Name], I’m not done. I wanna see what else this little thing can do.”
With two more presses, the vibrator was now thrumming at its highest setting, the sound of it on your sloppy cunt nearly echoing over your music— second to the whines and moans that you released.
Your mind was going blank, the pleasure teetering between bliss and pain in one fluid motion. Unlike the Viltrumite before you, you were only human— your stamina not being able to keep up at all. It was growing torturous the longer the toy played at your clit, yet you couldn’t escape. Even as you attempted to move your hands, Mark wasn’t budging an inch— nor was he fazed by the twitching of your legs, eyes so trained on your pussy he was currently tormenting.
It’s not as if Mark had an issue with you using the toy. Not at all, he found it quite amusing actually; you attempting to find pleasure in such a measly device— that couldn’t even began to compare to him at all. It was truly entertaining watching you struggle to keep yourself together, your moans and cries for mercy music to his ears after an already eventful day.
The man had things to share with you, like some idiot that tried to attack him from behind— however that could wait, until after he was satisfied with examining the limits of this little device.
“Such a fucking mess, you’re ruining my gloves, babe.” As cocky as ever, voice clear and loud so you could hear through the blur of your mind. You wanted to cuss at him, maybe tell him to fuck off and wipe that little smirk off his face. But you couldn’t— physically anyway, given any words were turning to jumbled mush that the man couldn’t make out.
Mark even had the nerve to tilt his head, pushing his ear a little closer towards you.
“Huh? What? You say something— I couldn’t hear it over all that moaning and whining of my name.”
If your hands were free you would smack him, but now you could only whine louder, trying your best at an annoyed pout, eyebrows clenched close together.
Mark quickly caught on, laughing to himself as he slowly moved the vibrator in circles on your clit, watching that anger dissolve from your face so quickly. Your eyes were glossy at this point, even rolling back to meet your skull as the pleasure thundered through your body.
And as quickly as it started, your second orgasm came even quicker; erupting from your body in shaky spasms. Your voice was etching on hoarse at this point, seeing white for a moment as you came undone so harshly it began to ache.
Your lover let out a boisterous sound, eyes trained on your messy cunt, your arousal trailing down to the bed, making a little pool of slick.
You panted heavily, struggling to keep your eyes open as they slowly lifted to Mark.
“Mark..” You were able to release, attempting to move your arms again, only to feel his hold tighten. You cried out, wiggling about in desperation.
“Ma—mark! Turn it off— fuck!” Tears of overstimulation were threatening to spill at this point, and in one swift motion you somehow were able to flip onto your stomach, scooting away from the man quickly.
Your face pressed against the bed for a moment, before turning to the side, releasing heavy breaths as your heart pounded against your chest. So focused on calming down, you couldn’t hear anything behind you at all.
Not the sound of Mark chuckling to himself.. his hands moving against his body, or even his clothes falling to your carpeted floor.
You hadn’t realized a thing until a familar hand was locking around your ankle, basically dragging you towards the edge of the bed and up onto your knees.
You rose to your hands, mouth open and ready to practically yell at him until you felt two things. His length prodding at your entrance, and that blasted toy finding your abused clit once again.
In one swift motion Mark was thrusting inside, leaving you unable to adjust with the vibrations buzzing against your swollen bud. Your hands nearly give out, nails digging into the fabric as tears began to stream down your chubby cheeks.
You could no longer form a single coherent sentence, voice switching between hurried gasps and a mush of his name, tangled with the loudest moans. Soon enough you felt his hips move, a bruising pace being set inside you, with little care for your overly sensitive pussy.
You felt Mark move, coming to rest his chest against your back whilst wrapping his arm around your body, leading his hand to gently grab your face— a completely contrast to how he has been ruining you for the past forty-five minutes.
“What a crybaby.. can’t even think straight can you, huh?” His lips pressed right up against your ear, hips flicking back and forth as he fucked you with no remorse. The corner of his mouth twitched, truly entertained by your reactions. The sweet wails you were releasing, the way your pussy clenched and clenched around his length, and how shaky your entire body was overall.
You sniffled and whined, hearing your love cooe as he slid his thumb over your skin. Once again, the only gentleness he’s shown you since he flew in.
“Feels good, doesn’t it? All this attention you’re getting, greedy little pussy..” Mark began to drill into you, now being the only thing keeping you sitting upright at this point. “Can barely handle me, yet you go out and buy this toy— isn’t that funny, baby? Hm?”
The man spoke to you so easily, fully expecting you to reply to the best of your ability. But you were only releasing whimpers, completely lost to the feeling that flipped between pain and pleasure.
Mark chuckled at this, pressing the toy just a bit harder against you.
“Guess you’re too fucked out to speak, huh?”
That was an understatement, truly. The word itself didn’t exactly describe how you felt. Your entire body was trembling, the two sensations of his dick and your toy eliminating any logical thinking inside your brain. You couldn’t care less about being too loud for your family or even neighbors, no, your entire focus collected into a single point, the orgasm that was rushing towards you extremely fast.
A mix of encouraging words and mockery was being purred right into your ear, followed by quick laughter with every cry you let out. Mark always enjoyed pushing your limits, especially in the bed room.
You were human, sure, but he didn’t care. He simply loved watching you struggle to keep up with anything he did, acting so cruelly only to praise you later on. A never ending cycle that he didn’t plan to change anytime soon.
“Clenching me like a fucking vice, you’re about to come aren’t you?” He questioned, fucking into you so deeply, his tip prodding against that spongy spot that caused stars to intrude your vision. The man listened to your whine, deciding to take it as approval to his previous question.
Mark grinned to himself, pulling back and allowing your body to land on the bed. Instead his free hand gripped your hip lifting you just enough to drill into that same spot perfectly.
“Go on then, come— soak the sheets while you’re at it.”
Your fingers dug into the bed, reduced to babbles as your sheets became soaked from your arousal, sweat, and tears. With blurry vision and muffled hearing you came undone, a prolonged bellow of his name escaping your aching throat. You jerked and jolted, making a mess of his cock and the bed beneath— just like he hoped.
The man’s hand smoothed across your ass, clearly soothing you as those sweet praises from his lips, continuing to chase his own orgasm. Moments passed before his hips stuttered, his load spilling into you, some trickling out from your stuffed hole.
You breathed heavily, feeling your body relax the moment the man pulled out and removed the still buzzing vibrator from your clit. You melted into the bed completely, caring less for the smell of sex and soaked blankets beneath you. Your legs trembled from the aftershocks, eyes closed as you attempted to catch your breath— and with that being your entire focus, you basically jumped out your skin the moment Mark’s hand fell to your thigh.
The man laughed, smoothing his fingers across your heated skin.
“Relax, I’ve finished my little test.. for now.”
“You’re..” You struggled to say, moving your head a little to glance back at your boyfriend. “— such a dick.”
The man grinned back at you, hands gliding up to your ass to grip whilst coming to hover over you, planting a kiss against your shoulder.
“I know. And I’m gonna be an even worse one the moment you catch your breath.”
