I was not allowed to go to an Art school. So I graduated and worked in the field I once despised, while neglecting my passion for art. Work was fortunately pretty self-gratifying but my low self-esteem wrecked me and I became a quitter. This year I wanted to start anew but in this first month of the new year I ended up making one of the stupidest mistake in my life which made me feel like a total idiot and failure in life. One of my silly plans was to pursue creative jobs but now that mistake became a curse preventing me from taking the first step and what made it even worse now is the recent rise of AI art made me feel that it's too late to even try.










