My New Life pt. 2 (Mark GOT7)
A continuation from this blog.
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As we stood there by the car I felt a little awkward I was still letting everything that just happened sink in.
Mark: are you ok?
Myself: yeah I think so, I’m sorry I’m just trying to let everything sink in. It’s a lot to take in.
Mark: we don’t have to rush into things, but I did mean everything that I said back there. I want to take care of you. I don’t want tears to fall from your eyes. You don’t deserve to be hurt like you did in the past.
Myself: but why me? I’m just a nobody.
Mark: you’re not just a nobody. With the few hours that we spent together there I finally got to be myself in front of someone and not someone I didn’t want to be. You saw the real me, you saw beyond what you see on tv and I could see it in your eyes that the feelings you had of me were true.
All I could do was smile. It was true, when we started talking I could see the real Mark. Funny, caring and sensitive Mark. Yeah it was strange to me that I had fallen for a celebrity, but I didn’t care for all that fame that he had. He did have talent but once I got to know him deep down inside that’s where he made me fall.
Mark: please give me a chance, I’ll show you the more real me. Who I really am.
Myself: what about your company. Won’t they not like this?
Mark: we’ll take one day at a time.
So we drove off and took him back to his hotel. As he got out we exchanged hugs and he saw me drive off. When I got home I still couldn’t believe to what had happened that day. All I could do was just smile. My roommate Trini was home and saw how happy I was.
Trini: woah what happened to you? why you so happy?
Myself: I’m not gonna lie something pretty damn amazing happened.
Trini: so what happened? Didn’t you have to drive some people around today?
Myself: yes I did. That was the exciting thing.
Trini: I don’t know how exciting it would be to drive someone around. But who was it?
As I was about to tell her, she had the tv on playing the M Countdown where the boys were going to perform. As soon as she asked that they popped on the screen.
Myself: HIM!
And I pointed to Mark, who looked way happier than ever. He was smiling so much more as he was performing on tv. I don’t know if it was because he had to for tv, but he seemed a lot more happy on this performance than other performance I’ve seen them in.
Trini: MARK?! You drove him around?! How the fuck did that happen?!
Myself: I don’t know it just happened. I had to drive him and his well now ex girlfriend around. They had got into a huge argument in the car. I wasn’t really listening because it wasn’t my business. All I had caught was “I’m breaking up with you”. it was pretty crazy at what happened. I didn’t know the reason. But I had to drop her off at some modeling gig. And he wanted to go anywhere but there.
Trini: so where did you end up taking him?
Myself: remember my spot that no one knows about?.....well I took him there.
Trini: wait woah woah….you took him there?!
I had explained to her what had happened at that place. I didn’t leave any detail out, it’s as if I relived it again. Once again I couldn’t stop smiling. I was way too happy. It felt nice to smile like this again.
Trini: wow I’ve never seen you smile this much in such a long time. He really must had made you happy.
Myself: you have no idea. I was so shocked at what happened. Everything he told me I could see it in his eyes he wasn’t lying. But I could just see it already. He was just in the moment so I’m pretty sure he had already forgot about me.
Trini: you don’t know that. You just think that way because of who he is. Just give it some time you never know!
Just then….my phone rang. I looked to see who it was and sure enough….MARK was calling me. It was quite scary that he called at this time we were talking.
Trini: BOOM I TOLD YOU! ANSWER IT DAMN IT!
Myself: hello?
Mark: hi dee…how are you?
Myself: I’m great. What about you? I just saw your guy’s performance. You did great.
I couldn’t stop smiling because I was just so happy to hear his voice. Every word that came out of his mouth was so amazing. It’s as if it was just me and him again and nothing else existed.
Mark: aw thank you. we tried our best.
Myself: you guys did great.
Mark: what are you doing later?
Trini: NOTHING SHE’S COMPLETELY FREE!
Myself: sorry that’s my roommate. But yeah I’m free….why you need a driver?
Mark: nope. But I will have a driver to come pick you up at 7 p so be ready.
Myself: wait what? Where….
Mark: don’t worry. Just be ready. Can’t wait to see you.
As we hung up the phone, I had no clue what just happened. I looked at the clock and it was 6 p meaning I had an hour to get myself together and get ready. I had no clue what to wear. Should I dress fancy? Dress comfortably? DAMN I didn’t know what to wear. My roommate had helped me get ready I finally found a decent outfit for any occasion. I was wearing a mini denim skirt with a black shear tank with new high tops I had bought a few weeks ago. I felt comfortable, fancy, girly and I actually felt really pretty. My roommate did an awesome job at helping me. it was finally 7p and someone had knocked on the door. It was some guy dressed in jean pants and a t-shirt.
Man: are you Dee?
Myself: yes I am
Man: I’ll be your driver for the evening shall I escort you to the car miss?
Myself: where’s mark?
Man: he will be meeting us at the place he asked me to take you.
Myself: Oh ok, thank you.
I got in the car and we drove off. I kept trying to figure out what was going on.
Myself: so where are you taking me?
Man: I’m sorry miss I can’t tell you. He told me to not release any information to you. It’s a surprise that’s all I can tell you.
Myself: oh. Um ok.
It was driving me crazy. I didn’t know what will happen. I just had to wait and see. Just then we had arrived to the hotel he was staying at. Why did he take me here? His driver got out of the car and opened the door and escorted me to the elevator. I’m thinking to my head, ok why would I come to the hotel I was just at a few hours ago. We got into the elevator and he pushed rooftop. We got there and he escorted me to a door that lead to the outside. He opened the door and all that was there were rose petals EVERYWHERE! Candles here and there and arrows showing me where to go. As I walked out onto the rooftop I came around the corner that the arrows lead there he is standing there holding a single rose in his hand. He looked so amazing. And of course I all I could do was smile. My heart started pounding harder as he got closer to me to give me a hug. It felt so amazing to be in his arms once again. And he gave me a sweet kiss on the forehead.
Mark: wow you look amazing. Thank you for coming.
Myself: thanks, you look amazing yourself. But why did you want me to come?
Mark: I really wanted to see you again. When we were at the studio I couldn’t get you off my mind. Your face helped me get through my performance. Once I got off I wanted to see you again so badly.
Myself: what about your company? Aren’t they going to get mad that you’re doing this?
Mark: no because they like you.
Myself: I didn’t even meet anyone from your company. How do they like me?
Mark: well for one, you know the driver that brought you here. Well he’s my manager. I had him pick you up and I knew he likes you.
Myself: how do you know?
Mark: because he wouldn’t have brought you here to me. they saw how happy I was when I got up to the room. So everyone pretty much got it out of me and told them everything. I want to be with you, you make me so happy.
All I could do is smile once again. I didn’t know what happened between us made him so happy. I wasn’t going to complain. He had the same effect on me. I never felt so happy again. I thought I’d had lost all hope in love again. Then I felt his hands touch my face to make me look at him in the eyes. His beautiful eyes, his beautiful smile as our lips met. That soft kiss made everything that hurt me in the past all disappear. I didn’t want to let go and neither did he. We sat on the rooftop and talked. Got more personal about our stories. Got to know each other a whole lot better.
Mark: I have the rest of the night off and everyone else went to go explore while I stayed back.
Myself: you stayed back just to see me again?
Mark: yes it was worth it too.
We sat and looked at the stars as we did the last time we were together. He smiled as he grabbed my hand to hold it in his. His soft hands were so gentle. I laid my head on his shoulder as we didn’t say words and just enjoyed the rooftop. Just then….it began to rain. We laughed as we ran back inside to stay dry. We were a little wet but got away in time! I was freezing and he took off his jacket that was a little wet from the rain and threw it on my shoulders. Looking in my eyes as he wiped the rain off my eyes and cheeks, and our lips met again. I smiled at him.
Mark: let’s go to my room I’ll give you some towels to dry off.
We went to his room to dry off. And we got to his room and he had given me towels to wipe off what water that was left on me. he gave me one of his shirts while mine that got wet to dry off in the bathroom. We sat on his bed looking into each other’s eyes as he slowly got closer to me to lay me on the bed. Then our kiss started to become more sensual and intimate. I felt his hands on my thigh slowly make its way up my skirt. Our foreplay became more rough but very enjoyable. I began to take off his shirt….then his pants then he took off my shirt and then my skirt. We were left with nothing but sheets. His kisses were amazing. He was such a tease as he started to work his way down my body. Then I felt him between my legs and just couldn’t hold it in. it felt so good. I had to grab the pillow to scream and moan in it as he continued to lick my clit up and down. As he worked his way back up with his little kisses it felt so great. Best feeling in the world. So I wanted to show him how thankful I was for what he just did.
I could feel his beautiful skin, his body was in such amazing shape. I had to tease him as he teased me. his fingers holding my hair back as I went down on him. Up and down on him to make him feel how much I wanted him. As I looked up at him I could see him biting his lip as if he wanted to scream but had to hold it in. Then he grabbed me and laid me on the bed as he pulled my legs up to stick himself inside of me. oh my god I couldn’t take it all in and he could see that. So he started again very slow and gentle. In and out as he could see that I got more comfortable enough to take it all in. he was so good at everything he did, I didn’t want it to stop. Hours and hours passed and eventually we stopped as we both got tired. I could see his whole body drenched in sweat. I wanted him even more. After we stopped he let me shower since my clothes were finally dry and after he washed up we sat on the bed once again.
Mark: are you ok?
Myself: yes I’m fine.
He got up and gave me a glass of water. After I put the glass down he looked in me in the eyes as he was brushing the hair away from my face and smiled. Gave me a quick peck on the lips and smiled.
Myself: why you so smiley? Not that I don’t like it but why?
Mark: because I’m with you. I’m glad I found someone like you.
We laid on the bed as he held me in his arms and I fell asleep in his arms once again. The feeling was too amazing.