#marmarmeows

[marmarmeows]

Machine Learning

Put your fist down and grab my hand

Drink the blood that I have shed

It's all that you want

So take what I can give

Take a straw and suck till I’m bone dry

I don’t have any more energy to fight

I've given you everything, and I’m ready to give up

Replace my muscles and bones

With gears and metal rods

Turn me into my biggest fear

A machine that cant think for itself

I'll go though the motions

I'll get what needs to be done

With the cost of my heart and soul being lost

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Took some Jake photos yesterday for my Dirk’s birthday. The male makeup was really great, I wish it showed better in the photos. (No green contacts because I was too lazy. Sorry Dirk, I love you, but not enough to wear contacts for selfies I was only going to send you.)

[galahaddled]

tagged by carry-on-my-pie-son :D Rule 1: Always post the rules. Rule 2: Answer the questions the person who tagged you asked and write 11 new ones. Rule 3: Tag 11 people and link them to the post. Rule 4: Actually tell them you tagged them the questions: 1. Tom Hiddleston or Benedict Cumberbatch? I refuse to play this game you will never make me choose 2. Do you play any instruments? I've played piano for nine years and I'm quite good at it. 3. If you lived in a Supernatural world, what would be your weapon of choice? While I would usually prefer a baseball bat for my weapon of choice, in a Supernatural universe I'd pick a .45 caliber M1911 Colt, which I already happen to own. Fun fact: this is the model of Dean's special gun. 4.Do you know any words in portuguese? Sadly, no. I haven't quite gotten to this language yet, but I'll put it on my list. 5. Does everyone deserve a second chance? I am all in favor of mercy and second chances, but honestly I think it would depend on the situation. 6. Favorite book? Just one? I have a whole bookcase of favorites... But at the moment I guess I'd have to say The Princess Bride by William Goldman. 7. Favorite superhero? Captain America. There is no dispute there. 9. Which fictional character most resembles who you are? I apparently remind my cousin of Donna Noble, because I'm sarcastic and a bit sassy but I'm always there to listen and be a friend when people need it most. 10. Listening to? Thunderstruck, AC/DC (I fall asleep to classic rock on a nightly basis) 11. If you could go back in time, which time period would you visit? I think I'd have to say the 20s. I love the aesthetic of that time period. My Questions: 1. Grab the closest book to you and tell me the first and last lines. 2. Know any Latin? 3. Most memorable quote from the last movie you watched? 4. It's three in the morning and you just can't sleep. What do you do to try and get some shut-eye? 5. What color appears most frequently in your wardrobe? 6. What's a smell that comforts you? 7. What food do you associate the happiest memory with? 8. Favorite Broadway musical? 9. What've you got on the walls of your room? 10. Ever won anything? 11. Favorite childhood TV show?

[blushing-bacchus]

u should post two songs about five of ur friends.

Oh, ah— sure!Let’s see…@Phantomcry-https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w8HRCacAQ-4https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s_jmhEAgd0k (Butmeandyounotstinketeandsweatquius)@Marmarmeows-https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qH0GBJEzbgwhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hig5uLy2fe0@Crocro-ampora-https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CZiZC5DaWnYhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sDJgxE-0PZI@Violinsandangels-https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tohZgZEXJUYhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=opEZ9OAbkJ8@Thedarklordsbreastmilk-https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fzFVsWk07zEhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ylLpplWSrNk

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Tumblr users I would date:

crocro-ampora. In a fucking HEARTBEAT. Marmarmeows. Probably more. There are plenty of super sweet cuties.

Nicknames: Ela (Ela Six. My first name (Alexis) backwards and separated. It was for an rp) Max was an old one from 6th grade that a few friends still use Some friends call me character names

A TV show I love: Supernatural

[blushing-bacchus]

OH FUDGE.  I just realized that in order to do lingeriestuck I NEED SOMEONE TO TAKE THE PICTURES.  BUT. I DONT HAVE ENOUGH ARMS THIS ISNT FAIR I-- Marlisaaaaaaaaaaa.

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did y0u kn0w that y0ur bl00d-pusher can break m0re than 0nce? because I sure d0 it breaks and breaks and maybe it has time t0 heal... but t00 many breaks at 0nce 0r 0ne break that is just bad en0ugh and it will shatter it will shatter int0 a milli0n pieces and y0u can never put it back t0gether and it hurts it hurts s0 much and all y0u can d0 is cry cry all the pieces 0ut and be left with an empty space where y0ur bl00d-pusher 0nce was but it will still hurt it will be an empty dull pain that can never be filled n0 matter h0w hard s0me0ne might try t0 put it back t0gether if they try it w0n’t w0rk and i kn0w it w0nt it will just c0ntinue hurting c0ntinue hurting as y0u watch the tr0ll y0u are red f0r be with s0me0ne else and kn0w that they will never want t0 be with y0u again kn0w that they are d0ne with y0u kn0w that every time y0u see them 0r talk t0 them 0r think ab0ut them that empty space will ache m0re than it usually d0es and y0u will be al0ne with n0 0ne there that cares en0ugh t0 even try t0 fill that empty space because y0u are just that ann0ying mar00n bl00d gh0st girl that is always in the way

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I miss my Dirk. We haven't even see each other yet. I don't even want to think about how sad I'll be when I have to leave after I finally do.