#marras talks

[samoaja]

I just wanted to find this one old post about my old fic and tumblr offers me this wonder. It did distract me from new fic anxiety so that's good 😅

[samoaja]

Can I sue my dog for being too cute? 😿💘

[samoaja]

Sometimes I go through blogs I know I’ve gone through before and I’m like ?? Why don’t I follow this blog? It’s so good??

And then a Post appears.

And suddenly I remember why I’m not following that blog and never will.

[samoaja]

A rare good face day appeared.

[samoaja]

Okay, back to normal posting now. Be warned that I have queued and randomly scheduled more posts about ptsd tho and will continue to reblog them in the future. If you can't blacklist and are uncomfortable with them, feel 0% guilt if you unfollow me (or if you ever do, for any reason). I do not mind if you do - keep your dash a happy place for yourself. ❤

[samoaja]

I've been dissociating so much lately and it's really annoying. Like trust me... I want to be able to follow the conversations that I'm having. I just can't because I keep zoning out and missing words and sentences. It's annoying as fuck. Not to mention how annoying the whole thing with not being able to keep track of time is! 😤

[samoaja]

Hey, sorry to everyone whom I worried yesterday! It was the worst day I had had in a very long time. I went over some really rough stuff in therapy and I guess something triggered me. Well, the point is that I'm better now. Thank you for caring. x

[samoaja]

Pretty sure my constant need for validation is rooted at the constant lack of it I had for my entire childhood tbh.