Favorite Lady Gaga Video
I also reblogged her quote “I was laying in my bed on my stomach—this is so sick— but I was eating a salad, and I got a phone call: Can you be at this restaurant in 30 minutes? So-and-so big record executive wants to meet you. And the salad was like a really unhealthy salad; it was like fried chicken or something. So I said, ‘I’ll be right there.’ I got up, went to the bathroom, threw up the salad, did a line of coke went to the meeting. I was completely mental and had just been through so much.”
Originally posted July 30, 2015 at 22:59
I think I was in an internal fight between the trauma in my life, keeping going, and renouncing my country, my lover at the time, and the possibility of a whole life I was leaving behind. Back then, I firmly believed something was going to come out of it, and that financial prosperity along with some kind of career was going to arrive in a few years… It never came, and I lost many things. I sacrificed things in vain. I accept such a result; I no longer revolt in my own regret or complain about the disgrace of it all. It hurt, but I moved on. I still love this woman, and in some self-reflection, I realize I could have done more or done things better. But we were young. I also reblogged this other quote because it resonated with my relationships at the time - not quite the career but my relationships and my life. “I had a boyfriend who told me I’d never succeed, never be nominated for a Grammy, never have a hit song, and that he hoped I’d fail. I said to him, ‘Someday, when we’re not together, you won’t be able to order a cup of coffee at the fucking deli without hearing or seeing me.”
Apparently Marry the night video's birthday is on 12/02/11
