#marufuru

[10millionotters]

Drew some tender Marufuru for my (1) true love Akane-san

[marude-fucker]

I think the most scariest nightmare for souta is when souta dream his beloved maru death. This moment he will crying very loud and cant be stopped. Because he cant imagine when the only person he love the most and love him back could leave him :'". Its weird because someone like furuta who always worship death, for the first time HE SCARED.

He would lose it, I think he wouldn’t even be able to speak. I like to imagine that he is not the type to tell Itsuki that he loves him, like he would kiss him and hug him, demand affection and sleep with him, but saying he loves him? Nah. But he knows that death is always looming over his head but for some reason he always assumed that Itsuki can’t die. 

Like this man survived so many things there’s no way he’d just die before Souta and having a dream like that would make him realise that he was just trying to comfort himself the whole time. He’d cling to an confused Itsuki and cry on him, Itsuki wouldn’t understand but he’d hug him tightly and wouldn’t let him go. 

[marude-fucker]

When furuta already trust enought to marude, sometime he TRIED to tell his past. I mean TRY because no matter how trustful marude was, furuta still uncomfortable even hate to tell it but he want to prove how much he love and trust him. So the more he felt uneasy, the more his old habit come to surface. His mockery laugh, rude, cynical, and drama. Sometimes he speak like a child. But unlike before, he didnt lying for what he say even just one word. I wonder what maru would do

I am crying in my hands right now because this seriously hurts so good. I think Souta would react negatively to a lot of things Itsuki would ... imply (in Souta’s mind), like he would immediately get super defensive and snap at Itsuki, but Itsuki is patient with him. 

So he would listen to him, he wouldn’t say much, he would just let Souta talk and let him cry as much as he needs to, hug him when he feels like it and give him time for himself... 

I think Itsuki would cry for him, maybe even in front of him but... ;; maybe not all the time because he thinks it would hurt Souta more if he’d show any strong emotion that isn’t rooted in love and support for him in front of him. Like, I think Souta can’t really understand strong emotions from others and he’d need so much time to start believing Itsuki when he says he loves him and Souta wouldn’t reply, he’d probably laugh it off and hurt Itsuki in the process. 

They’re so complicated and make me so sad but hhhh ;;; I love them.