#marvel's asks

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red <3

I got a red I got a red!!  somebody loves me!! thanks anon :)

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11, 16, 26, 27

11: Best friend

Well I can happily say I am lucky enough to have multiple “best” friends. To be hoenst I dont like that term much because I do not think it really means a whole lot. Not to say being considered that for someone would not be flattering for me I just feel like there is no such thing as a “best” type of relationship. I love all of my friends for the various things that are unique and I cant really like, rank them per say, if that makes any sense. Excuse ,me while I ramble okay anyways my closest friends are Briana Michelle and Alexandra. I love them all they complete me and I miss them so much sometimes my entire body hurts. I cant that any one of them is better, but if you want to rank them just by how long they have been around Michelle is in the lead. She has stuck by me through  10 yrs of weird and complicated stuff and has yet to complain. I admire her alot actually. 

16: Ill love you if

I love to be coddled and pet like its my favorite thing but I think the real thing is ill love you if youre completely and entirely yourself around me. I mean I will probably love you anyway but I really enjoy people when they let me in because it gives me confidence to do the same. I have yet to meet someone who’s true selves havent made me smile.

26: My biggest pet peeves

Hmmm i dont have many but I really dont like it when people crap on enthusiasm. Like i understand sometimes youre not feeling it and Ill sit with you and make you feel better if you want but dont pretend like youre too cool to feel happy. dont ruin it for everyone else around you. I also hate it when people yell at children it pisses me off just thinking about it. Or when parents aggressively dictate what they’re children understand to a point where shit gets distorted or it implants bigoted views like it drives me absolutely crazy to see it happen I want to strangle the adult.  haha i said i dint have any but i guess i just proved myself wrong.

27: a description of the girl/boy i like

Hmm i dont have a crush on anybody right now. I have been very romantically frusted recently  though like i want to lay in the grass and kiss my bae and have someone tell me they are gonna love me forever and get handsy and cute like please please im getting old my skin wont be this soft forever dammit. somebody please send them my way I have yet to be on an actual date????

thanks for the ask anon i hope youre awsome!!!

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19, 22, 33, 39? :)

19: A fact about your personality

I am shy to the point where I panic and look terrified when someone approaches me out of the blue but at the same time I absolutely love people and want to be everyone’s friend. Like seriously I try my hardest to be the first one to say something but usually I just choke and wait while begging God to make the other person talk first so if anybody wants to be friends please skype me and we can talk for hours. I swear I will love you because youre a person just like me and I love people :)

22: What I want to be when I get older

MMM still to be decided. At the moment I am thinking I want to be a psycologist/ clinical therapist for people who have mental disorders or have experienced trauma, all ages welcome but especially teenagers. I am in the process of changing my major rn.

33: What words make me feel the best about myself

I mean I like hearing that I am nice?? Idk what you want with this one. I like it because I try my best to be nice to everyone because the world doesnt need another asshole so its nice to have people recognize it? mmm I also like hearing people tell me that I am important to them and I love it when people assure me that they want me around? helps quiet the isecurities for awhile :) is this good?

39: Favorite icecream flavor

I really like moose tracks but I think my favorite ice cream flavor is one with vanilla as a base , cherries, caramel and choclate chunks with reese’s cups. Its not an actual flavor yet but my dream is to make it a reality so I can eat it forever.

thanks for the ask whoever you are! hope your night/day is awsome

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Trick is to get off anything u think u react to for like a week, then try something rly rly small with one of those ingredients. Test which ones bother u with a few days in between. And I'm sorry, that sucks to hear. :( Been there over and over. Is it like a stomach or full-body thing?

^^ thanks ill get started on that. I am sure I can handle things with dairy as an ingredient and even servings of cheese or yogurt. Ill just have to limit my daily intake on those. Ive been steadily becoming more sensitive to it for a while its just recently my reactions have been within an hour of eating and ive been trying to ignore them because i like dairyyy (icecream lol).

Its mostly my stomach but sometimes my skin reacts as well, like ill have small breakout that is sort of like acne but it scabs? Pizza grease does the same thing.

Im sorry youve had to go through this. My stuff is pretty mild i cant imagine what I would do if it was a severe reaction. 

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Hi! You answered my question about the cat I found! Thank you! Also, do you think it's better to take him to a shelter or a cat hospital, or just put him back where I think he came from? (theres a house with a bunch of outside cats). He has so much fleas that I'm worried if that might affect him. I did give him a little bath but I thought the flea shampoo I had would be too strong for him.

I would go ask the people with the outside cats about him and if he is theres bring the fleas to their attention. If he isnt theres definitely take him to a pet hospital ( if you can spare the money) and get him just checked out because severe fleas can be a symptom of other sicknesses. Good call on the shampoo and if you want to try putting him back where you found him look around the area for a possible den/ hiding place where a mother might be but dont leave him alone there because he could get eaten. Lastly, if you are not ready for a cat and you cant fin owners/ a mother take him to a shelter. 

Anyways this is my best advice! good luck! :)

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You reblogged a gifset from GoT a little while ago, and for some reason Heath Ledger is in the row of Targaryens. I'm so confused but laughing so hard why is he there omg why

I DONT EVEN KNOW I SAW THAT AS WELL. LIKE WOW WOW MUCH HOT ME GUSTA BUT WTF WHY ARE YOU HERE?

im p sure the show has suddenly gone way off course and is basically ignoring the book now. the last episode that aired has not been getting very good reviews on here.

thanks for the ask!

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Hey cuddlecakes, thanks be being a decent person and condemning people who recklessly throw death threats around. No idea why people think it's okay to say stuff like that, but I'm glad you're not one of them. rock on

Aw god thankyou for the ask and the thanks but I am really just being a decent human ya know? It took me about 20 minutes to make that post you saw about this because I felt awful for adding to the flames, even if it was only just a little, but at the same time I didnt want to try and like, hold myself above the other people who had also commented but I also didnt want to seem like I was making the post to try and redeem myself but I also didnt want to seem like I was doing it just to make people like me/ get sympathy? 

I seriously do not know how I function sometimes with the amount of doubting and worrying I do because I really dont want people to think I am being.. fake? I guess thats the word I am looking for, because I absolutely loathe that in other people. IDK stuff like this stresses me out and I just hope the poor kid who made the post is okay. Last time I checked to send her a hug her ask box was shut off and it made me want to cry because although the post was a little much she really was being thoughtful. Another follower of mine pointed that out to me as well. (you go carawill) Its just sometimes this website expects us to conscious of every single little thing someone else could be offended by and its just physically impossible. But I honestly just want to fly to the girl who made the posts’s house and hug her and run a nice hot bath for her or something.

Idk so many emotions, Thanks for the drop in though, sevenmany! :)

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I will tell my classmate about the sharpie thing (I'm the one with the Apple post) but I'm pretty sure both of them were sharpies (she sent me other pictures where the kind words were more readable but I decided not to post them for dramatic reasons); the only difference being that one of them was black and the other one red. Also, you can't see that in these photographs because of the shitty quality, ha. cheers (:

omg yeah im sorry i didnt even see that the nice words had a card in it with words on it i feel dumb. But yeah tell your friend to do it again with the exact same sharpie and around the same number of words on each cards and see what happens. I am actually really curious, as a fellow sceintist ;)

Thanks for the ask and have a lovely day!