#marveltheday

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marveltheday is now pastelq-tip because its time I made myself laugh

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red <3

I got a red I got a red!!  somebody loves me!! thanks anon :)

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11, 16, 26, 27

11: Best friend

Well I can happily say I am lucky enough to have multiple “best” friends. To be hoenst I dont like that term much because I do not think it really means a whole lot. Not to say being considered that for someone would not be flattering for me I just feel like there is no such thing as a “best” type of relationship. I love all of my friends for the various things that are unique and I cant really like, rank them per say, if that makes any sense. Excuse ,me while I ramble okay anyways my closest friends are Briana Michelle and Alexandra. I love them all they complete me and I miss them so much sometimes my entire body hurts. I cant that any one of them is better, but if you want to rank them just by how long they have been around Michelle is in the lead. She has stuck by me through  10 yrs of weird and complicated stuff and has yet to complain. I admire her alot actually. 

16: Ill love you if

I love to be coddled and pet like its my favorite thing but I think the real thing is ill love you if youre completely and entirely yourself around me. I mean I will probably love you anyway but I really enjoy people when they let me in because it gives me confidence to do the same. I have yet to meet someone who’s true selves havent made me smile.

26: My biggest pet peeves

Hmmm i dont have many but I really dont like it when people crap on enthusiasm. Like i understand sometimes youre not feeling it and Ill sit with you and make you feel better if you want but dont pretend like youre too cool to feel happy. dont ruin it for everyone else around you. I also hate it when people yell at children it pisses me off just thinking about it. Or when parents aggressively dictate what they’re children understand to a point where shit gets distorted or it implants bigoted views like it drives me absolutely crazy to see it happen I want to strangle the adult.  haha i said i dint have any but i guess i just proved myself wrong.

27: a description of the girl/boy i like

Hmm i dont have a crush on anybody right now. I have been very romantically frusted recently  though like i want to lay in the grass and kiss my bae and have someone tell me they are gonna love me forever and get handsy and cute like please please im getting old my skin wont be this soft forever dammit. somebody please send them my way I have yet to be on an actual date????

thanks for the ask anon i hope youre awsome!!!

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19, 22, 33, 39? :)

19: A fact about your personality

I am shy to the point where I panic and look terrified when someone approaches me out of the blue but at the same time I absolutely love people and want to be everyone’s friend. Like seriously I try my hardest to be the first one to say something but usually I just choke and wait while begging God to make the other person talk first so if anybody wants to be friends please skype me and we can talk for hours. I swear I will love you because youre a person just like me and I love people :)

22: What I want to be when I get older

MMM still to be decided. At the moment I am thinking I want to be a psycologist/ clinical therapist for people who have mental disorders or have experienced trauma, all ages welcome but especially teenagers. I am in the process of changing my major rn.

33: What words make me feel the best about myself

I mean I like hearing that I am nice?? Idk what you want with this one. I like it because I try my best to be nice to everyone because the world doesnt need another asshole so its nice to have people recognize it? mmm I also like hearing people tell me that I am important to them and I love it when people assure me that they want me around? helps quiet the isecurities for awhile :) is this good?

39: Favorite icecream flavor

I really like moose tracks but I think my favorite ice cream flavor is one with vanilla as a base , cherries, caramel and choclate chunks with reese’s cups. Its not an actual flavor yet but my dream is to make it a reality so I can eat it forever.

thanks for the ask whoever you are! hope your night/day is awsome

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Things I am going to do instead of moping around during break

-read ahead in biology 

-practice sign language/french

-exercise

-laundry

-see my friends

-read Othello

-read The Sacred Alliance by David Suzuki

-go hiking

-get up early at least twice

-read extra credit book for economics

-get two weeks ahead in classes(spanish, polisci, bio)

-finish ethics service training

-work on egadgets projects (glue gun)

-anything that is not having panic attacks in the basement alone

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You know when a friend becomes aware of a quirk that you have kept carefully hidden away for the entirety of your relationship/life and they think its cute. Like they honestly think its the most adorable thing and they smile every time they think about it. God I love that feeling.

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marveltheday replied to your post:

DID YOU CUT YOUR HAIR IT LOOKS REALLHY CUTE OMG

yes I did c:

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Trick is to get off anything u think u react to for like a week, then try something rly rly small with one of those ingredients. Test which ones bother u with a few days in between. And I'm sorry, that sucks to hear. :( Been there over and over. Is it like a stomach or full-body thing?

^^ thanks ill get started on that. I am sure I can handle things with dairy as an ingredient and even servings of cheese or yogurt. Ill just have to limit my daily intake on those. Ive been steadily becoming more sensitive to it for a while its just recently my reactions have been within an hour of eating and ive been trying to ignore them because i like dairyyy (icecream lol).

Its mostly my stomach but sometimes my skin reacts as well, like ill have small breakout that is sort of like acne but it scabs? Pizza grease does the same thing.

Im sorry youve had to go through this. My stuff is pretty mild i cant imagine what I would do if it was a severe reaction.