#maryanne study.

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@corsey asked: 32. does your muse have an ideal "type"? (Marryanne)

Maryanne struggles with this, I think! Physically, she’s more attracted to women and femininity, but she doesn’t necessarily judge books by their covers. I think part of this is because she spends so much problem in a hyper-feminine, hyper-sexual environment. These things are comfortable and familiar to her. 

As far as other things she looks for in her “type,” she gives preference to kindness, honesty, and hard work. She also looks for people who can be understanding and appreciative of her commitment to family.

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@dogtccth asked: How would you describe your relationship with your parents? ( For Maryanne )

MARYANNE SMOKES A CIGARETTE OUTSIDE OF FANTASY. It’s a rare indulgence, so you’ll have to forgive her. It’s been a long-ass night, and you’re asking her a difficult-ass question. 

“I’m not exactly secretive about the fact that my dad, he’s an asshole,” she exhales. “But I’d hate to sound contrived, sound like a cliche. He ran off with someone younger and, fine, someone prettier than my mother. It’s so fucking — I don’t even like saying it out loud. That’s how played out this story is.” Maryanne downplays her own tragedy because, otherwise, she’ll go crazy just trying to survive. 

“And I kind of just…picked my mom’s side entirely. It was easier to cut him off than to try and be diplomatic about how horrifically he fucked up. I don’t regret it. I don’t really miss him. My mom’s amazing. She had me pretty young, so sometimes, she was more like an older sister. I liked it that way. — and now, she’s sick."

Maryanne smiles. It’s a sad, grim expression. 

"And sometimes, she's — it's like — it's someone I don't have a relationship with at all. I love her. I love her endlessly, forever and ever, and I'd do anything to make her well again. I would. And that's really that."

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