#marylawson

[brokenbitchybby]

Crow Lake by Mary Lawson

this is the first contemporary i picked up in while. started reading, and im only on chapter 1, so i currently juggling 4 books at once rip , i have to finish one by tuesday. I heard that this author is an amazing writing, and this book is fantastic, so here it goes! :)

UPDATE!! I finsished CWA by Cc !!!!!! NOW 3 BOOKS !!

[onkunde-blog]

I'm more angry with myself than usual, I feel like such a terrible person for what's going through my head; I don't want to upset anyone, but with whatever happens I know I will. I want it to just effect be me so other people aren't hurt

[onkunde-blog]

You know when you’re too sad to cry you just sit there and think ‘Life is really fucking shit right now’ and just remember everything good you’ve thrown away yeah that sucks

[onkunde-blog]

I don't think I've ever felt more of a fool than I did today

[onkunde-blog]

I'm fed up of being considerate towards others when they're just so ignorant and hurtful in return

For instance, some person offered me food earlier and I wasn't going to take it then my friend butted in saying 'Oh of course she'll have it, Rowan eats anything ahaha' and it's not like I could say anything because it wasn't worth making a fuss about but it really fucking hurt me

It's like once when I went in to see my friend who'd had Food Tech and the teacher said 'Oh look, as soon as the food's out Rowan's up haha' can you fuck off please thanks you ignorant horrid people

And there have been tonnes of other snarky references from 'friends' in the past

I know I'm big, I can obviously see that. You don't have to remind me of the thing I'm most conscious about in a sarcastic and rude manner.

It has more of an effect than you think

[onkunde-blog]

I'm know I'm never going to be with you and that makes me sad sometimes

[onkunde-blog]

there is no 'we' in large pizza