#maskedhaert

[debauchry-blog]

"You will never find love, not when people will only pretend for a fleeting moment when you're in bed with them. The illusion will always shatter the moment it's over."

“Sweetie. Just shut your mouth and that bullshit will stop falling out of it.”

[seekingcourxge-blog]

"Maybe your parents never saw you worthy of being named something like James or Lily, maybe you were never truly a Potter to begin with."

“….. Thanks.”

[labellepoison-blog]

★ ( lol who else really Cassius again )

{ Cassius Evander Fulgora}represents something Gisèle hates with a passion — r e g re t s. They could have been a force to be reckoned with, she knows. ( Theystill are, on their own sides. ) They were family. And now they are nothing butbroken ties and awkwardness.

If thereis one person other than her parents who Gisèle is truly unbearably bitterabout, it’s him. It’s a rare thing forthe girl to completely accept a person into her life and the changing of sidesby the Fulgoras feels like a snub; like the abandonment that she has tasted somuch in her childhood; like being rejected by both the family she was born withand the one she chose. Declaring yourself neutralis suicide, she thinks, because you are either on the dark side or you are not –there is no middle ground and you are bound to die on the wrong side. She doesn’tunderstand why anyone would even declare themselves neutral and she understandsfamily far less than she thinks she does which makes it impossible for her tounderstand Cassius’ reasoning of his family being more important than idealsabout blood purity.

[ It might be safe tosay that the change has driven her closer to the cold, detached introvert shemet him as. ]

Truthfully, Gisèle hates howCassius Fulgora makes it so easy and so difficult for her to be herself. Being around him comes easierto her than magic — she reacts to him instinctively and can’t help but be hersnarky, amused best. And still, at the same time, she is so entirely furious athow weak she feels every time theytry to jest effortlessly and fall short or she tries to be cold and aloof andends up accidentally amused or, worst of all, how easily they snap backtogether – again and again and again – no matter how hard she tries to stayaway.

They still fuck and shestill likes that, but it is no longer the same; less fun and harder at the sametime. It’s angry because they both hatethat they can no longer be friends and choseto be on different sides and still can’t cut each other off.

[ Sometimes, shewonders how it is possible to hate and like somebody so much at the same time. ]

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