𝐒𝐭𝐚𝐫 𝐜𝐫𝐨𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬 | M.T
Mason Thames x Fem!Reader
Word count: 2.9k
Type: Angst
Warnings: Cussing, Mentions of rejection, Mason in another relationship and reader being jealous, Promis ring, Maddy being a really good friend and crying
A/N: This is my first Mason fic so I hope you like it! <3
|Mason Thames Masterlist
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𝒀/𝒏'𝒔 𝑷𝒐𝒗
I couldn't stop myself from looking at them, The way she would playfully hit his arm when he said something dumb, The way she would make him laugh by doing something so simple, The way they looked into each other's eyes, and the way they kissed. Just like we used to.
I missed him more than anything, I missed staying up late at night and talking over the phone with him, I missed how his warm arms would wrap around me in a 'friendly' hug, I missed holding hands with him and cuddling because we were both so touch-deprived, I missed the feeling of his warm lips on mine and the way he gripped my waist, but most of all I missed just having him.
I gathered my things and left the house, I sighed as I got into my car.
My friend Maddy had planned a surprise party for me since my new movie was coming out next week, I wanted to stay for her but I just couldn't be around him and her, I love Maddy and I'm most defiantly getting scolded by her later for leaving so early but she would understand, I hope.
I put my seat belt on and placed my key in the ignition.
I was about to pull off when I heard a knock on the window, I looked over to see a not-so-very-happy Madeleine McGraw, I rolled down my window and she glared at me with her arms crossed.
"Where do you think you're going?" She asked
"Home," I bluntly said
"No, you're getting your ass back in that house, and you're gonna have fun," She said trying to open my door, I quickly locked it so she couldn't, She glared at me once more
"Get. In. The. House," She said, I shook my head looking down
"Y/n, you can not keep letting him control your life, I wish I could say fuck him but he is also my friend," She said, I felt bad since I didn't want her to feel Switzerland
"I just can't look at him right now Maddy," I said, feeling the tears threatening to spill
"I understand that Y/n/n, but you have to look at him eventually, and her, they are together," She said, looking at me with a sympathetic look, I nodded my head getting out of the car and putting my keys back in my purse she grabbed my hand as we walked back into the house.
When we got in Brady came over to me with his arms open and Tristan following close behind him. "Y/n, Just the girl I wanted to see!" He shouted, pulling me into a hug which I gladly accepted, We pulled away and Tristan hugged me as well.
"So, how have you been?" Brady asked, taking a sip of his drink
"I've been good, but busy," I said, he laughed nodding his head
"Yeah, I'm so excited to see your new movie!" He said, smiling at me
"I'm ready for it to come out, I can't wait for you guys to see it," I said, already feeling loved, We continued to chat for a while about my movie and Madeleine's movie coming out soon and just random things.
I loved hanging out with my friends, we always did fun stuff together, and we were always there for each other when one of us needed it most, I couldn't ask for better friends, for a better family.
"Oh my god! Hi y/n!" I heard someone shout, and before I knew it I was being pulled into a tight hug, I looked up to see her, Tall, skinny, with long wavy black hair, and beautiful green eyes.
She was everything a man dreamed of in a woman, and she looked like Megan Fox so I guess she had that going for her at the start.
"Hey, how are you doing, Stella?" I asked, smiling at her
"I have been great, Me and Mason went on a date last night, and guess what? He gave me a promise ring!" She said, showing me her hand in excitement.
I smiled as I looked at the beautiful diamond on her hand "Bit much for a promise ring," I thought.
I nodded my head smiling at her, She pulled her hand away grabbing onto Mason's arm, I didn't even see him standing there, Shouldnt be surprised, where ever she goes he follows.
He looked everywhere but at me, it hurt knowing he didn't want to look at me either. I wish I could go back in time and change what happened.
𝑭𝑳𝑨𝑺𝑯𝑩𝑨𝑪𝑲
"Y/N WHERE ARE YOU!!??" I heard someone shout from down the hallway, I smiled knowing who it was already my door then opened reviling my bestfriend, Mason, He shut my door and ran over to me jumping on my bed and pulling me into a tight hug, I laughed as I tried pushing him off me.
"Mason get, OFF!" I shouted, laughing as he began tickling my sides
"I missed you," He said, pinning my hands above my head, looking down at me I looked up at him smiling, and he leaned in closer and closer, I freaked out and flipped him over causing his back to bounce on my mattress.
I got up and put on my shoes and grabbed my phone and bag, I turned to look at him, he looked a little down but he quickly replaced it with a bright smile.
"Ready to go?" He asked, getting off my bed and walking towards me, I nodded my head walking out of my room and down the stairs
"LAST ONE TO THE CAR IS GAY!!" He shouted, pushing me out of the way and running to the car
I shook my head laughing as I walked out of the house to see Mason in the passenger seat of Miguel's truck, they both rolled down the sunroof and stuck their heads out,
"HURRY UP BITCH!!" They both shouted, I rolled my eyes flipping them off. I opened the back door seeing Maddy sitting in the back on her phone, She smiled at me as I got in and closed the door.
"Finally, I thought yall was fucking in there," Miguel said, pulling out of my driveway
I smacked the back of his head causing him to jerk the truck, He looked in the review mirror and glared at me.
"BITCH DON'T HIT MY FUCKING HEAD," He shouted, causing us all to laugh
"Shut up I got good news!" Mason said
"I got a date tomorrow night," He said, smiling from ear to ear, and it felt like someone stabbed me with a hot iron
"Good for you man!" Miguel beamed, patting Mason on the back
Maddy just patted him on the back as well and smiled, I nodded my head and looked out the window, "I would rather be anywhere else right now than in this moment," I thought
We got to the arcade and went in getting our wristbands on.
I and Maddy ran to the photobooth while Mason and Miguel ran to the basketball hoops.
I and Maddy took a bunch of pictures together and then decided to go play some go-kart, We walked over seeing Mason and Miguel getting off, and they waved us over. "We need food," Mason whined, Maddy laughed and I just nodded
"You good Y/n/n?" Miguel asked, sounding worried, I nodded my head smiling causing Maddy and Mason to look at me weirdly as well, We walked to the food court and just decided on Chic-fil-a, Maddy and Miguel had already ordered their food and were just waiting on me and Mason.
"I don't know what to get," Mason whined as he looked at the menu, I sighed rolling my eyes, He looked at me and furrowed his eyebrows
"Are you sure you're alright?" He asked, I glared at him as I rolled my eyes again
"If someone asks me if I'm alright again I'm going to kill them!" I shouted, walking to the bathroom
I walked into the bathroom, I stood in front of the mirror and looked at myself. I grabbed my purse and got my lip gloss out and replied it to my lips. I heard the bathroom door open, I assumed it was just a random person but I saw Maddy turn the corner, She looked at me and sighed.
"What's going on?" She asked, walking beside me
"Nothing," I said bluntly
"Don't say that, there is obviously something going on," She said
"I'm fine Maddy, Seriously," I said, placing on a fake smile
she rolled her eyes and hopped up on the counter, "I'm not stupid, Y/n," She said
"What?" I asked
"I know you like Mason," She said, I shook my head laughing at her
"There is no use in denying it, I saw the way you looked after he said he had a date tonight," She said, I sighed leaning on the wall, You can never hide anything from Maddy
"Oh well," I said, putting my lipgloss back into my bag
"Oh well?" She asked, looking at me like I was crazy
"Y/n, you need to tell him how you feel, He probably feels the same," She said
"No way, Hell no," I said, shaking my head
"Come on Y/n, I've seen the way he looks at you," She said
"He looks at me a certain way?" I thought
"Fine, but if he doesn't feel the same, I'm coming for you Maddy," I said, glaring at her, she smiled giving me a hug
"Come on, our food is waiting," She said, grabbing my hand and walking out of the bathroom
"Hey!" Mason shouted, walking up to me, Maddy winked at me and went to sit with Miguel
"What's up?" I asked, He rubbed the back of his neck
"Are you- you know," He said, looking me up and down
I smiled as I nodded my head, "Yes, I'm fine Mason," I said, laughing
He laughed as well, "What got you so upset If you don't mind me asking?" He asked, How was I supposed to tell him I was jealous he was going out with some girl tonight? I just need to tell him and not sugarcoat it.
"Uh- I need to tell you something Mason," I said, looking up at him, He smiled and nodded his head
"I have had a crush on you ever since we meet and I really like you, I think you are so sweet and so funny, and I love how much you care for other people. I know you have a date tonight but, I just wanted to let you know before you guys got together or whatever, then it would be awkward," I said, He looked surprised and he wasn't saying anything
I panicked, "Oh no you aren't saying anything, it's awkward now huh?" I asked, wishing I never said anything, to begin with
"I- uh- um- w-why are you just telling me this now?" He asked, taking a deep breath
"I don't know Mason, Maddy told me to tell you, I guess I'm too late," I said, looking down
Mason took a deep breath and grabbed my hands causing me to look up at him, "Look Y/n, I think you are an extremely cool person and you deserve a really great guy, but I'm afraid that's not me, I'm sorry Y/n, but I don't feel the same and I hope you are okay with that," He said
My heart stopped, it felt like all of time stopped and everything was in slow-mo. I felt the tears behind my eyes threatening to spill, and my throat burned from restraint, My hands shook as I let go of his, I smiled trying to show it didn't affect me, but I needed to get out of there before I fall to the floor and have a breakdown.
"I'm fine with that, I hope she's the one buddy," I said, cringing at myself, I caught glimpses of Maddy and Miguel, assuming they already could tell by the look on my face, they felt sorry.
I looked at Mason once more before leaving
𝑻𝑰𝑴𝑬𝑺𝑲𝑰𝑷
I sat on the bench in the parking lot waiting for my Uber, which was taking a painfully long time to arrive. I never wanted to get home so bad then right now, I was so embarrassed and I wanted to crawl into my bed and never come out of my room ever again.
"Y/N!!" I heard, I looked over to see Mason jogging towards me, I rolled my eyes continuing to stare at the ground, haven't you embarrassed me enough?
I felt him sit down beside me, it was silent for a couple of minutes before he decided to speak up, "I'm sorry I was so harsh about it," He said, laying his hand beside mine, I moved my hand and laid it in my lap.
"Look Y/n, I still wanna be friends, we can just forget all this happened," He said, bouncing his leg up and down, I looked at him and he looked at me smiling gently, I couldn't help but smile as well, god I loved his smile.
I couldn't just forget about this, or my feeling for him, trust me I've tried.
"I'll try my best," I said, he nodded his head, holding his arms out for a hug
"Hug?" He asked, smiling, I nodded my head giving him a hug
He felt so warm and smelled so nice, I felt his grip tighten around me and I melted even more into him, I felt him gently kiss the top of my head, I furrowed my brows quickly looking up at him, his face flushed red as he looked away, his arms still holding me tight.
"What was that for?" I asked, he looked back down at me
"What?" He asked, trying to play dumb, but I could see right through him
He looked at me with soft eyes, he leaned in inch by inch closing the space between us. I knew it was wrong to not pull away, and I knew he didn't mean it, my feeling are just gonna get hurt even more.
He finally closed the space between us, he placed one hand on my face and the other on my waist, and his hand slid down to my jaw pulling me closer to him and deepening the kiss, I placed both my hands in his hair pulling in the messy curls.
We both pulled away trying to catch our breath, He removed his hands from my waist and quickly stood up, "I'm so sorry," He said, awkwardly looking around
I furrowed my brows, what did he mean he was sorry, he clearly felt the same, right?
"I didn't mean to, I just- fuck I'm so sorry," He said, rubbing his face
I finally realized he didn't feel the same, he just kissed because he wanted to. what the fuck was I to him!? I quickly stood up hitting his shoulder, causing him to stumble backward,
"Why would you do that? How could you play with my feelings like that!?" I whisper shouted, he looked at me with guilt swirling in his eyes
"It was a heat of the moment thing, I'm sorry!" He said, trying to grab my hand, I quickly jerked it away
"Don't fucking touch me," I said, my words dripping with venom
I heard a honk from beside me, I looked over to see a guy looking around with a confused look. I looked back at Mason who was looking down at the ground.
"Look, we can take you home, I'm really sorry," He whispered, looking up at me
"Don't ever talk to me again," I said, as I got up and walked over to the car, the guy looked over at me and raised his brow
"Who are you here to pick up?" I asked
"I'm here to pick up, Y/n Y/l/n," He said
"That's me," I said as I opened the car and sat down
I looked back to see Mason frantically waving his hands around as he talked to Maddy and Miguel who were staring right at me, I rolled my eyes and the Uber driver took off.
𝑬𝑵𝑫 𝑶𝑭 𝑭𝑳𝑨𝑺𝑯𝑩𝑨𝑪𝑲
I smiled as I looked at the couple in front of me, I was still salty that Mason didn't like me back but I am glad he found somebody he was happy with, he did look happy, the way he looked at her was the way we used to look at each other when we would be in my room, and laying on my bed as we told each other about our day.
I was defiantly going to miss Mason, but I need to just accept my fate and move on and find someone who actually likes me, I'm gonna miss Mason but at least he gets a happy ending.
I could learn to be happy for them, and not be bitter every time they entered a room holding each other's hand or kissing one another.
I will miss looking into those beautiful eyes that pulled me in and trapped me, I will miss the way his plush, warm lips felt on mine, they felt like they belonged together, but he belongs to someone else now, and I have to learn to accept that.
We were just two star-crossed lovers.
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