Feb 26, 2017
Honestly my mate is the most beautiful thing in this world to me. Everything, from physical attributes, from the way he moves and his eyes, to his mental attributes, his intelligence and creativity..it's just so fucking beautiful to me. I honestly just cry sometimes cause he's so beautiful. And it sucks with my eye-phobia I can't stare at him long because I get scared, but whenever our eyes aren't locked, woo boy. And that's maybe why I feel like such trash next to him sometimes. Like when I feel like my feelings are trash and I'm not deserving of him cause of my past. My boy's an angel I tell you.