Sep 28, 2016
I made the horrible mistake of looking back on our conversations.
We were so self-obsessed. So completely full of ourselves. So incredibly pompous.
It scares me a little that I shut so much of my life out. Parts from 2011 are sprinkled into the conversation. Parts that today I don’t think I could handle. I had shut myself down, and I literally lost the ability for emotion. I can see it in this conversation.
It helps to know you never really cared. You could’ve asked more about him. I dodged a bullet.
::edit:: He asks about me, my family, and if anyone's sick he asks how they're doing. He's perfect.
I saw your parents today. I couldn't say hi from where I was but I almost stopped the car to say something.