Matrix 4: What I Learned This Semester Part Two
This semester’s practicum has taught me lessons that I could not discover through research alone. Anything from what students are learning today in the English classroom to behavior management of high school students. I was very fortunate to have a practicum placement where I had experience with everything in between. I was also fortunate to have a host teacher that was very accommodating and forgiving because this semester was by far the busiest I have ever been. It was the culmination of medical issues and taking three classes that makes me extremely grateful for the way my host teacher treated me in her classroom. From day one of meeting my host teacher, I knew that I would come away from this practicum placement with a better understanding of what it means to be a teacher in high school.
Meeting my host teacher was one of the most nerve racking things that I would experience in my entire practicum. Your host teacher is the one that sets the tone for your subsequent days in the classroom. When I walked into her classroom, my host teacher was very nice and excited to have me in her class. We talked about what my role is in the classroom and the lesson I was thinking of doing with the ninth graders. She understood my roles and cautioned me about her ninth grade students, which turned out to be very valid. This was the first lesson that I learned about being a teacher in high school: ninth graders are the worse class of students to get. I say this because most of them are immature and do not have the ability to think about the future. They are constantly disruptive and disrespectful, which makes all the lessons that you prepare go out the window if you cannot control your classroom. My host teacher was really frustrated with her ninth graders because of the disrespect that she was shown. I realized that she probably did not throw down the gauntlet in the very beginning of the year when it comes to the students’ behavior. I learned that she did not have a solid behavior management plan from what I observed, which could be due to the fact that administration has a school wide management plan and she has to follow it. However, I think that if she had a set of rules for her classroom and enforced them adequately, she would have a better chance of controlling her students’ behavior.
When it comes to the eleventh graders, they are much easier to deal with expect the selected few that decide that disrupting the class by breaking the rules is a more advantageous use of their time, but what classroom does not have the troublemakers. So, I changed my mind on doing my lesson with the ninth graders and chose the eleventh graders instead. They taught me that, unlike my previous high school practicum with 10th grade honors and 12th grade IB students, I would have to be aware of students with different levels of capability. The eleventh graders were more than capable of completing the lesson I set for them, but some of them needed extra help that I did not think to provide. For example, I did not show them what I was looking for when they had to annotate a poem in their group by providing them an example. I also did not give a list of literary devices and their definitions for those that did not fully understand what they were. So learned that I have to take into account what level my students are at and to provide examples of instructions to make my expectations clear.
I also learned from the students that they are not as interested in literature or poetry as I am, which pains me a little but is understandable. There are things that I do not like, but have to do them anyway. It is my job as a teacher to find a common ground and doing an interest survey would be a great way of finding out more about my students. I talked with a couple of the students in my practicum placement and found that I can connect with them more on a maturity level. Not saying that I am high school mature, but I am closer to their age and understand what they are going through at their ages. That is the main reason I want to teach high school in the first place and talking with my practicum students made me realize that even more.
Sometimes I wonder why I want to be a teacher in the public school system in this country and I find the same answer every time. I want to help students realize their full potential and succeed in their dreams or aspirations. I want to be able to guide them to a place where they can say ‘I am grateful for my education.’ I want to have a place where I feel that I am making some sort of difference in people’s lives and I realized that teaching is the best way I can be someone worthwhile.















