#matsushima

[sxgarcloudd]

mmmmmmm matsushima mmmm.mmmm 🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤 (this song has been floating around my fyp. I heard it and I was like 'woah this part is lwk matsushima core' and thus.)

[princescar]

Don't Trust the Fox

Little matsushima ficlet

Mentions of blood, self deprecating thoughts, and general angst.

Matsuda's POV the last few minutes of his life.

The last thing he feels is regret.

His blood pooling out of his body, leaving behind that regret. Hard and rigid in his chest, yet still hollow like a void.

Was this the despair she traded him for?

He has no choice to except that, no other option but to die with his regrets. He had brought this onto himself, hadn't he? Does karma reward those who hurt others? Who take more than what is due?

Fuck, who was he kidding? He doesn't believe in that shit. He was a scientist, a neurologist with a deep understanding for the human brains love of imagination. He can only blame his own stupidity.

Stupidity and regret for believing someone actually loved him.

It was almost laughable, the way he fell for every little trick. Jumped through ever little hoop. Yielded every beck and call. Maybe that's why she's laughing so hard right now.

A person like him was never loved from the beginning. His father didn't love him, his mother died forgetting his existence, he could only manage to keep one fucking friend his whole life, and now? Bleeding out as the only person he truly loved watched.

Truly, why did he think she'd be different?

Why did he think she could love a neurotic asshole who can't bathe himself?

Why did he think she, who gets bored with even herself, wouldn't get bored of him?

Why did he trust her so much when the only thing she ever did was hurt the both of them?

Was it the fucking sandcastle? Was it the promise to never forget him? To always be by his side? Was it false promises made from a child that pushed him to kill?

He regrets believing her.

He regrets protecting her.

He regrets loving her.

He regrets trusting the fox not to bite.

And he regrets that he can't believe his own lies.

[princescar]

I'm starting to forget.

Heavily inspired by this Himmel art by @/soreii-xx

Text is chapter 15 of the second volume of DR0

The full drawing ver.

[sxgarcloudd]

matsushima SLOP (/j) my goats....

[skateironicallycantskate]

put those fuckers in drag NOW!!!!

non text version

[redarmyscreaming]

Armored Cruiser Matsushima during the Battle of the Yellow Sea.

[hayashicantdraw]

I love matsushima

[sxgarcloudd]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Dangan Ronpa Series, Dangan Ronpa: Trigger Happy Havoc Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Enoshima Junko/Matsuda Yasuke Characters: Enoshima Junko Additional Tags: Angst, Mid-Canon Summary:

junko doodles yasuke whilst waiting for the first murder :D