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Considering tumblr is meant to be a place of acceptance, love, forgiveness, heart ace, a place to confess your secrets (even the ones you want to stay hidden, but end up spilling out into words on your screen) I thought I would give this little thing a try. Don't feel bothered to continue reading this little intake on my feelings and interactions with love because this is for me to express myself! Feel free to send me hate and abuse on my opinions and thoughts because if I get hate it means I'm doing something right. I'm a 15 year old girl who lives a fairly interesting life, I go to school where i'm legally stuck a year behind everyone but yet feel 10 years ahead of people older than me. I'm surrounding by bratty little teenagers who are 16 and losing their V card, being sexually active and exotic and not giving a damn! or thinking that within a two day relationship they are in the wonderful feeling of love. I'm seeing and surrounded by all this love, confusion, hate and sexual devotion but not experiencing it. I feel proud and honoured in a way that I have kept pure in this social criteria but yet bummed that I don't get to feel what other people are somewhat "expressing and experiencing". I get it though, single is fun, single is cool, when the time comes you will meet the right BOY, when the time is right things will happen! but I don't want to meet a boy I want to meet a man with mystery, wants to travel and think and want the same things I want. What i'm trying to say is that even though i'm in no rush to experience love and all its wonders or the exotic world of sex! I still want someone to walk with while we talk passionately about what we love and desire and between us everything happens and come naturally ( we don't feel awkward and destructive, just comfortable), I want to cuddle and snuggle and just experience someone by my side like every girl just imagines of. I'm surrounded by dweebs, sexual monsters and people who just abuse the art of an relationship. when I dont even ask for much nothing at all really!! just someone by my side and bonus I make a killer sandwich. I don't know what this does, or proves writing this but everyone has an opinion and everyone is entitled to it, this is no opinion but just simply an emotion or gardenia ( simple and zen like)